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may I never lose that terror that keeps me brave

Audre Lorde, from The Black Unicorn: Poems; “Solstice” (via luthienne)

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“If ah had ta get fancy...”

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Laurie Halse Anderson, Speak (via silent-as-time)

I have survived. I am here. Confused, screwed up, but here.

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Important PSA

So,

if I ever:

Drop an RP

Say ‘yes let’s RP!’ and then quit answering

Say I’ll post an open and then don’t

Don’t respond to your starter

It’s because I forgot.

It’s because I forgot.

 NEVER FEEL BAD ABOUT REMINDING ME.

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Let someone try something.

I would really go to that alley, no matter what!

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Here’s to being angry and hopeful.

solarpunks (via weredrakka)

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(just a reminder)

↖This User Alway Wants To Write But Never Does

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I figured something out. The future is unpredictable.

John Green, An Abundance of Katherines (via naturaekos)

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From the shore, Canaveral watched Lorna go. It was just like when she saw her meet them, except there was no sense of warmth and accomplishment in her heart. The only reason Cana was not numb to it entirely, was because it was Lorna. Once again, Cana had done jack shit to stop anyone from leaving. Why the fuck hadn't she done anything? Why wasn’t she doing anything to convince her now? Why hadn’t she done anything to go after Caerston? Why hadn’t she kept in contact with Vana and Kora? Why hadn’t she fought for more time with Hastery? For all her passion, Cana sure felt like she was doing a terrible job showing what people meant to her. By now, it was unlikely the Knight could see her. It was unlikely that she even cared. Not that Cana could blame her. Miersae’s letter -or whoever wrote it for her- was in the sergeant's hand. The coin was in her pocket ‘cause fuck feelings, it’s a nice weight in her pocket. It wasn’t worth the ache in her heart nor the pain in her brain, but it would help ease some burdens. For a moment, she considered not getting new work. Accepting free coin would be easy. It would also drive stake through her heart each and every time. She could do only one thing then….. Move on.

Her eyes went towards Rosewood. She couldn’t help but think of all the foul things that could be going on their. It didn’t even seem rational at first. She remembered though that there were some dark forces in play on the Isle. When learning shadow magic in the Rotrose bark area, Cana felt it. Something like that couldn’t be handled alone. Miersae had more abilities than she let on, no doubt Conwulf was more powerful than he ever showed. The two of them could honestly take it on. Who was she to question it? With everything they all had been through, it was about damn time she made use of her ‘flight’ instinct. They would be fine.

But where did that leave her? Where did that leave the rest of them? Was she just telling herself that to dull the ache?

She looked back towards the boat and instantly she felt her eyes heat up. Swelling with tears, they burned. “The fuck is this?” Other faces, new and old came to mind and more tears streamed down her face. She spun on her heels and headed away from the dock. Wherever her place was, it wasn‘t here. It was likely nowhere. In that moment, she wanted to take the next boat out of there. A raven haired woman came to mind, reminding her of home before she lost it all. It gave Cana all the more reason to say “Fuck this this I’m out.” She didn’t come here to be reminded of those she let die. Perhaps this dismissal was a blessing in disguise. As much of a coward she was, she couldn’t just leave... not without saying goodbye to her Housemates. There were too many of that she couldn’t just leave without a word.

She couldn’t just couldn’t accept this without some form of closure.

@house-reinhardt @lorna-rivercroft @madame-miersae @caerston @vanaleigh @koraceyn-harper @cookiesmadeofbirbs @gloryofsteel

*A small package along with a letter would find its way to those working under the House Reinhardt banner.*

“To the loyal members of the House Reinhardt,

With some rather unnerving discoveries upon the Isles, we’ve decided to cut off our efforts on helping the lands outside of Rosewood until we get plagues our beautiful lands under control. That said, those who were employed to help with such tasks will be dismissed, but you will continue to receive pay until you find other means of work as we’d never leave you without coin or a home. We know you’ll want to help us with the issues on the Isles, but these matters are to be dealt with by our forces on the Isles and know them like the back of their hand. Should you need anything, while the Countess will not be in the city, you may send missive to her and she will help you in any way she can as she always has. 

Thank you for all your hard work and service, we know you will continue to make a difference in this world.

With all the love in the world, Miersae Reinhardt.”

*Inside each package one would find three months worth of pay, and will continue to recieve these packages until they find other means of work.*

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You sacrifices will never be for nothing. You fall down seven times, get up eight times. That’s how and why you win. Push and persist.