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Hey everybody that is still around. So a terrible thing has come to pass in my life that I prayed and wished that it hadn't, at least not for a long while. With everything that has happened concerning the blogs' subject, and my downfall because of it, I was left pretty vulnerable and well, someone took advantage of it. Anyways, I have to retire the blogs for a very long time if not forever. Quite frankly, a much more horrible and pathetic person has moved in to be exact and it has been devastating to say the least. I thought it was pretty bad before but now it's unacceptably bad. So I have to deal with it with all my energy and focus and overcome it. Considering I am alone with no help whatsoever it is going to take a lot of my time. I do work so if you can imagine, I have little time to spare if I want to get out of my predicament I have found myself in. It's so bad that I don't even have time for myself if you know what I mean. But hey maybe something good will come out of it in regards to the blogs'. Considering what has come to pass, anything can happen. Peace. Oh and this time remember, it doesn't matter whatever the truth might be if no one does anything about it.

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So I have been traveling. To the past. A lot. I can say right now that considering what I know about more than everything, I have no regrets. Besides the very few I still have contact with that actually help and know how to help people in need, every single soul I have had any contact with in my life one way or another has been an absolute horrible sorry example of a human being. Literal strangers from around the world have helped me more than anyone in my area.

I'm glad I have been and will be exposing every single disgusting scumbag I know and or come across. No exceptions.

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The Secret Life Of Walter Mitty

Hidden gem. The movie The Secret Life Of Walter Mitty is a hidden gem. You know it's a good one because it rubs off on you. It sure left me feeling a little bit different. I have only seen it recently for the first time, yet more presently I am reminded of that movie for so many different reasons. I mean it had a happy ending so can't really say anything that happened in the story was bad exactly. It was all meant to happen from the beginning. The fact Walter Mitty had a habit of daydreaming for a bit long every once in a while didn't get him killed so what doesn't kill you makes you stronger right? I'm going somewhere with this--I think. Anything that is imaginary can be just that, an imagination. Safe to say if he didn't worry about his dating profile missing information, he would just as likely have found the piece right in front of him eventually. His imagination got the best of him but he still made it through. But this blog is a tragedy yet to be concluded and formally written. I definitely know I did not imagine what I have experienced in real life and online. It's a fact I had to bail myself out early December 2022. It's a fact and it's a public record who was responsible for that shift in the timeline. That is not imaginary. It is a fact it could have been dropped at that point but it wasn't--at any point. It's a fact his family is connected to human trafficking by admission of the devil himself. All those things I have posted and yelled foul about, did not just magically appear. All I have written about is what I have been experiencing nothing more, nothing less. It still is my story and I shall write about everything I am experiencing till the day I die. The truth of the matter is the truth of the matter. For anyone that is quick to call me a liar, I only have one fact for you, the number one way any content was successfully flagged down was because it was labeled spam. Not because anything that was in it was false or incorrect, but spam as if it's yesterday's news or shall I say breakfast? Corroborated by a few messages labeling it all spam by certain people of certain apps. The only spam in this blog, are the countless creeps who got into my business for some reason, for some idiot, for some nickels and dimes. I know what these types of people are all about--mostly, the type of people who will say anything but the truth. Amen. I say that because now that I look back, and see how my life went, it went downhill after I met--honestly--the devil himself in human form or maybe even regular form. I always knew there was something wrong but for him to be the devil, I wish I could say it is just an imagination. Only the devil himself though makes himself seen in the good times and the bad times.

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So the recording this clip comes from is 2hrs long and it has more information and details than the clip does for obvious reasons. Also it's one of the earliest recordings I have I think so I just have to compare and contrast what is happening between all of them. Combined with what I have learned so far and a lot of other information, I can now begin the tedious process of analyzing and verifying anything I may find. Some of the footage I have not even seen yet mostly because sometimes I would forget I was recording and I never bothered to scan through them all after the fact. I honestly didn't think it would get this far but here we are. Then again I wasn't the one that got some one arrested for no reason and destroyed their life in the first place and then proceeded to pretty much out me to everyone in public by sending letters to the court. Who does that?

Also I just checked YT analytics after I took a break, and the channel gained subscribers which is surprising. Once again, another venue where I am getting the most interest out of all my other endeavors. I made the FB page offline for awhile because I have to do some backend work which will take some time. I ended up just cutting everyone off that I was associating myself with and it caused some blowback I have to deal with in addition with everything else. Its a separate issue from all of this so hopefully I am able to contain it.

More to come.

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Incoming Truth Bombs

So before I go on and go over a few files in archive and review it all, I want to sort of rant about it all as well. I know its lame, but people like it nevertheless and hey its something worth ranting about. It is mostly about how people always try and get one over you for a lack of better words. Its hard to explain to be honest. Sort of like road rage in a sense. People will go all the way and kill each other over pretty much nothing. Like just let it go after the third time maybe? Just get a couple good ones one each other and let it go. For real. I bring it up as well because I have voluntarily and involuntarily gone without a vehicle so I see it more often out in the real world. Its most scary when your the passenger which is something I rather not be. Anyways, truth bombs, blackmail. Where am I going to start--I was informed that this group of people or associates thereof have been blackmailing people. In the beginning I did have a conversation with someone that said they were blackmailed in Palm Springs. So ever since it stayed in the back of my mind in dealing with people on the socials. I did not save anything of it because I was ignorant like so many people and believed it wasn't possible. But I kept an open mind. Fast forward to recent times and when I decided to go down the rabbit hole and find out what is going on I eventually came across a person that I now believe to actually be a trafficking victim if not a participant. Because of his age so claimed to be 21 or so, the possibility that he was trafficked as a minor is very high taking into account what I have discovered. And I haven't verified yet, but I think he came from a youth group home in Banning located behind the main street behind the smoke shop there. Foul play has come from and in that home so anything is possible with that place. That is what I will post about later and I am hesitant at best. Mostly due to the fact I met this person in real life of which corresponds and verifies with what I am seeing virtually. I'm afraid it is an example that surely connects the real with the virtual so to speak. What I know about him as told by him in real life and the behavior/appearances seen on the socials. Needless to say, after having to come find out what I did about the whole situation eventually, its pretty embarrassing, I thought it was genuine but its basically a scam. In short he knows JBS and co.

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As I'm reviewing YouTube content coming out since the announcement at the beginning of the month, I am just shocked about everything that is coming out, absolutely flabbergasted. I couldn't imagine such a thing would come to pass even as I investigate another such scumbag. And how much it took to get anything done about it. Goes to show how my expectations have fluctuated along with any hope for justice. Also the lawyer of that case said that the feds won't do anything unless they have solid evidence and solid information before they do anything. And well because I am a victim collecting such evidence is difficult and only by luck I am able to get any information or evidence. I'm honestly waiting for the names that will eventually come out, Diddy's house in LA was raided so with any luck it will shed light in that area where JBS lists as his home on his resume and public records. I'm also waiting to see if there were any corrupt law enforcement officials involved which if true, for me it would be a confirmation of what I suspect is also happening in Southern California. This is just wild and crazy all around. I'm also wondering if the 6 degree thing and the blogs started a domino effect. So many things happening it's information overload for real. It's going to be a long road it seems now and if I'm proved right by the masses I can only say that raydawg made the dumbest decision ever and like I predicted in the beginning, he brought himself down and his crime ring. Two years to do something to fix it yet the lust and greed for money kept them from fixing the problem that was inevitable. For those who are not privvy to what's going on at my end of this research, a quick example of how similar it is, I am the Noah, Raymond Raydawg is the Jennifer Lopez, and John BM Sanchez is Diddy. Look it up and find out 😉 I can rant a lot longer but I don't want to overload my brain with all the new revelations. I just had to get some of it out it's overwhelming. Stay tuned.

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In conclusion to the conclusion....

I tried doing nothing which did not work out at all, it actually caused more damage which I didn't know of until after the fact. I have also come to realize that this kind of degenerate behavior is systemic nowadays with no hope for change. It is absolutely everywhere and by people of all walks of life. For example, just take certain events around the world I rather not specify, and how blatantly obvious that no one is helping the situation in any way. Everything surrounding it is just talk and judgement. Even now. The truth is in video 24/7 yet nothing is being done about it. So I'm not surprised now to be honest that almost everyone is deciding to do nothing. It's definitely not the easy way to go about things. I should know. In conclusion, I have come to a conclusion, in that from what has happened and not happened regarding the topics so far, exposing everything and anything is the only choice that makes the most sense in a non sensible world. Generally so far it has been the most effective way to put a spotlight and maybe a damper on things as I have been doing for and have come to the same conclusion before. As that one guy says when all you have is the truth, the truth is all you need.

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So the fb page got flagged, one of the posts as spam  but better safe than sorry.

I’m not going to tempt faith so I’m going to shut them down.  Isn’t everything spam though?  The blogs are dependent on whatever is made public, and what is freely out there in the public domain. Most of the information is still out there so its not really a bad thing.  I still have my own personal experience of what I know.  It is all public information that is what I don’t get. I’m pretty much just reporting on it.   That is it.  I thought that was a right in the constitution. Maybe not I guess. It feels so wrong to delete anything. But its the right thing to do. Remember anyone can find the information out in the public domain.  It might be gone from view but it will still be there.

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This Ghost is not affiliated in any way with the Ghost that has been shut down recently. And it's entirely a coincidence that The Ghost is also based on an underground criminal network that uses an app to conduct their operations and network. If anyone has been here since forever you will know this is true.

Having said that I want to acknowledge the hard work of the FBI and other agencies involved. All in all at the end of the day we all know that they are the realest people doing the hardest work. The only people you can really trust are doing their jobs And that is a grateful thing indeed. Keep up the great work gumshoes.

Still I'm here thinking now, should I be scared lol. Wtf. It can possibly be a horrible coincidence if you know what I mean. It never came up on a search of the web 🤔. I typed in the blog's name all the time and I never saw anything about a ghost chat app. Maybe I did and don't remember but still. Now that is underground for sure. Maybe I was right all along. Maybe I'm a witch. By now I can't really say I'm not. If not a coincidence then a prediction of or sense of what was...well underground. Can you really say it wasn't or was. Of course I'm not a witch but at this point I don't want to be right, it's scary. Maybe I went too far and didn't know it, so I bumped into a ghost somewhere now it's another one to add to the list. I can keep going with this but I won't. Still scary.

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I'm trying my best, living two lives was not meant to last this long. I didn't ask to be a Gemini but I like the idea so I roll with it. I did burn out to be honest so it's time for plan b. Yup plan b. What is it you ask? Well there's a post you'll have to find in the blog if you really want to know. And I am predicting most of you will do because the audience is nosey af. But I will tell you in a very cryptic way right now. Plan B is.....hmmm well letting the government take care of me for a huge chunk of time. And from how things look in my personal life, I wouldn't mind if it was a big chunk. Plan B is to pass time while expending as little resources as possible. And if the government is my parents, that will be down to zero. In fact I'll be able to dodge some bills. When it's done if I'm still alive everything should be ironed out by then. I would look forward to actually making a real friend as well. The end. Pretty much. That's plan b. The go to plan. I actually planned it a year ago. If all else fails plan that is. That's the plan anyways. As long as the small amount of property I own and I keep in my room stays secure during the time, I don't have any worries about being away. When you have so little, there is little to worry about.

One last thing. I might have said it before but nevertheless I know I am right because I guess I can say now that I had a friend I haven't seen in a long while, that told me it was true. At least from what he saw as he would hang with that group. He was also there in the beginning. He is older than me and well he helped me out. I think that was the last time I saw him when he gave me some info. I have never seen him again. He wouldn't tell me exactly every detail because I sensed he was scared. And for him to be scared is saying a lot about what kind of influence they had.

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Scott Richie's Installations

The transportation company found?

I think I found the last piece of the puzzle. In the beginning, I had done background checks on as many people, places, and things, like a lot. And I remember for Raymond, although he had been working at Amazon, another employer came up by the name Richie's Installations, with a starting date of Oct. 2022. When I looked it up, there was limited data and the only names that came up was Scott Richie. So it went nowhere because I just didn't know enough.

Fast forward to today and guess what, I found the transportation company mentioned in the ad I featured as they were looking for investors at the time. This is new information I am revealing. What got me thinking about all this is a hate message I received one time that mentions two names. Eric and Richard. The message said they were going to beat me up this and that, and that I was airing Eric and Richard's laundry out and to shut up about it basically. Ever since I wondered what it was about really, but I guess at the time I must of did something or posted something that I got right. Well I figured it out finally. First I wondered who this Eric was. Since I found Joseph name is Joseph I ruled him out. The only Eric I know that I have seen involved in this criminal network and that I have mentioned is actually his middle name. It has to be Gabe Eric S. I am pretty sure the message was referring to him. Now Richard, is this Richie's Installations post that I since deleted but I mentions Scott Richie. Upon looking it up again tonight, another name came up as a relative, Richard Lee Ritchie. So I am assuming he is referring this Richie who must also run the company as he is a relative of Scott Richie.

Now keeping that in mind, I must of missed this new information in the search but it is a transportation carrier while there is other business under Richie's Installations, and the Richie's name. I'm including a screenshot of the site and the link to it. Notice how the S is capitalized. So if your good with puzzled, you will then see the initial RS for Raymond Silva! And knowing how overconfident they are and over zealous, I can imagine they would do that to themselvess.

Looking at a map you can see that Whittier is just above this location and just above Los Angeles and Anaheim. I think I smell fraud but that is just me. I imagine from information already posted the one driver is no other that Raymond Raydawg Silva and maybe even under the name Clockwork Boy. We do know from this site there must of been a contract signed if this were to be legit. This is brand new I am going to see what else I can find stay tuned.

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The Pleasure Is Mine

Full Moon Bright City

I read a post just now laying it out that wise guys don't take pleasure in seeing someone's downfall and only fools engage in such barbaric behavior. And he is exactly right. For me anyways, I was a fool the whole nine yards baby. From May 2016 to a couple days ago if my memory serves me right especially after all I have been through. I was fooled into a big bag of fool's gold to exaggerate it a little. I was the only one left out of the joke for all those years. So if I stand up for myself and do the right thing by myself for myself, why is it held against me if the result is just a correction of another's mistake, a huge long mistake. I regard myself as a pretty great judge of character based on first impressions and to be frank. That dude doesn't know shit**. You would have to actually take someone down to know how it feels before you can comment on it in the first place. Most people only experience downfall which I bet he has gone through plenty of times. Anyways, that brings me to the topic of right now. Due to recent underwhelming reaction, I am going to be as vague as a I can explaining what I found. Well let's begin.

I went down the rabbit hole that goes past the two year one I just got done with. It is regarding ownership of properties around the area, specifically around my area. More specifically, the neighbors. So I began by looking at properties where I had received a tip or lead to. I typed in the address into the search engine and let it do its thing. I used Google Maps to help out in my search. Soon I was hitting the good free people and address search engines and it just went on forever. When it comes to searching and just shuffling through so much data, its best to go at a steady pace. I looked up the address that I went to, to meet up with this native guy I met last year. And I noticed in the results that it had foreclosed. I then took note of the owner. I didn't think anything of it until I began searching other properties. This includes the one next to my domicile. Long behold, a search brought back the information of previous tenants and anyone that lived there at any point. I have searched the property before but never got back that much information. I scanned it all and noticed the owner for the property that had foreclosed, is also listed under the property next door. His name actually came up a lot in my search and the search was just in my local area. Considering what I know about what the house was used for that got foreclosed, and what I saw in behavior on the app by this native guy, I am suspecting that it was a whore house per say. And according to one Uber driver, it has been a penny pinchin' time for prostitution nowadays. They could not pay their rent and they had to leave. They must have had a lot of business in the beginning because rent is not cheap these days. I then went through more addresses, particularly the closest ones to me. There is a house down the street that was bought by the realty company but has not sold it on market. However, I have seen a lot of traffic there so I am wondering what is going on because the house is finished. The rest did not reveal anything worth mentioning except the fact that the said neighbor next door, has a mega huge family. And also a female that supposedly stays there, apparently is not employed or has been according to the search engine. And the rent is mind glowingly high. Having said enough, I will finish with this: What if there are two different groups and from what it appears so far, the group that survived doesn't seem to care because it didn't affect them more or less. That for sure is a working theory. Believe me the rabbit hole goes much deeper but its just too much for one person. I am still searching, I mean I will continue to search tomorrow. Till then.

I found a family of Silvas that once lived down the street at the house in question, and moved to Plume street in Cabazon where I see prostitution activity as well. This other family of Silvas I had no idea about and so I'm wondering how deep this goes. Starting to think the owner I mention Juan Alfredo Jimenez is an investor or owner in this illegal business as well. I also reported this Andrew dealer in Beaumont to the dea along time ago and I turned out to be right, I think they were trying to kill me at one point. I think that I am going end up right and I was right the first time I called everything out. I'm getting a clearer picture the more time passes. Of course I know more than I publish or say I can only really see the magnitude this goes.

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The Ghost In My Dreams Redux

A link to the beginning of the blog, the original stories are located and begin here.

*Reviewing archived backlog in process...eta, months

One last thing. I want to be clear, very clear about the sole purpose of the blog, iterations of the blog, and everything related therein, they are there to tell my story of what has happened the past few years, mostly because it's the only thing I can do about it all. It's baked into my past now and I am not going to lie to myself about it that's for sure. I am writing about my experience that spans a few years with someone that went from worse to worse, it's like when there's a fire and instead of extinguishihg it, everyone throws more fire at it. What I really wanted to say is that I have plans to get out of this whole state to be honest. I just have a few things to take care of before I can go away such as the fact that I can't leave state lines for a long time, and also I can't leave state lines. Also gathering the resources to make the move will take some time. It's a good way to go away because I am picking a place to live where I dreamed about before and also it's far from everyone around here. It's the only way I can really get away from certain people and make it a point that I am getting away on my part for once. I want to be able to write that some day.

"It was never about who was wrong or who was right, or even if it's worth remembering at all, it was about the daydreamer finally escaping the ghost of his past. "

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The Time Bandit

Reality

In one word: Robbed. It was the time. A huge chunk of time just vanished out of sight almost as if he was the time bandit. Actually that is a more fitting description. It is what got me off tilt mostly. He was living a double life and having me think he was one thing but have this other side of him the whole time while trying to get super close. But today is a different story. I am forgetting as much as I can about the time bandit because of the time that has passed. I think I was just so turned off in the end that it is something better lost than anything else. And you can quote me on that. I think it is clear it was the best decision to just forget about Raymond and focus all my attention on the road ahead. Especially when revenge is what he wanted and it is what he got in the end, but the truth was that he had already had his revenge from the very beginning. He just pulled the time right under my feet like... well a time bandit.

To begin with, it was in May 2016 that we met. It was at night and it was for obvious reasons. There was nothing out of the ordinary that was out of place. Neither was the next few times we met. It was just on and off at first. I can't be sure when exactly that it got heavier as in we spent a lot more time hanging out. But it did. Raymond just began to express he wanted to be here at my house pretty much all the time and I had no reason as to why not. I enjoyed his company and I wasn't seeing anyone else so then it went.

I can say the first fight we had, the first big one, was the one that taught me that I am not a very friendly person sometimes, especially when I drink. The event probably messed me up more in the end because I regret a number of things and it is a terrible thing to happen to anyone. By messed up I mean that I think about it till this day and beat myself up for it figuratively speaking. I guess I can speed it up because after that it went downhill. More back and forth fights until after 2020 when I started working at Amazon. I started as a janitor and then I switched to packing on the first floor. During this time we started hanging out and it was alright for a tiny bit of time but then he decided to apply and work with me at Amazon. So let me say this again, I was working there and then Raymond decided he wanted to work with me there. He even put my name on the referral line or gave my number to them one of those so I could get like 500 dollars as a bonus for the referral. I am making it a point because in the letter to the court the Judge said I followed him there to stalk him. Supposedly, I only started working there in order to stalk him but in reality it doesn't even work like that at Amazon. They don't have any stalkers because they are really strict and have a very good policy might I add. Raymond actually got in trouble for some messages saying very evil things I don't want to mention. That is pretty much all she said about the letter, after that I never got the chance to read it. There was more than one letter as well. So basically that letter could of said anything, I have no idea how large this justice system corruption is but it is corruption. I just think corrupt cops are scary but that's just me. So all that time sucked out from my soul like a vacuum until the very end. If I knew then what I know now about back then, I wouldn't even be here. By that I mean I wouldn't be in this hellscape of a timeline that is eternally so doomed. Never be too sure about yourself though, after all no body knows what the future will bring. Sure it might look like a slam dunk but still, why take that chance. Lets keep that chance at zero, and if you got the means do extra.

Continued.

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When you see clouds building up and as they do, they get darker and scarier, and finally you get that familiar scent in the air, you know it's going to rain. And whether you're there or not it is still going to rain. It's definitely not a coincidence, it is not random. I scare myself when reading over this piece because of how true it is or at least how spot on it predicted the inevitable. All you can do today I'm afraid is pray, as I wrote this post March 2023.

Talking to a Wall

Recently in the past couple weeks I heard about a pregnant girl that went missing by a Jack In The Box in south Beaumont and that she has been gone for over a month. Now bear in mind I have no evidence that its related to my project here but its a reminder of how crime brings in more crime. Coincidently, the disappearance is in the same area my ex friend lives around and near the little park where he had a gangbang performed on him by hundreds of men. These men came from all over the Inland Empire and maybe farther for days and nights. There are other areas nearby that men have sexual encounters on a daily basis 24/7. So it does not take a crime expert to see that eventually something bad is going to happen by one or more of these fiendish men. Now to be clear I have no direct evidence or information that this in fact happened and that these two events are connected. Having said that, I did inform the police that some of these things where happening but of course they did absolutely nothing. I in fact ended up being arrested for trying to do something and clean up the streets. I also informed many people that if these activities were allowed to keep going crime will eventually rise in the Pass Area. For example, when these men come from far away and they take only seconds or minutes to finish their bastardly deeds with each other, some will linger around and maybe explore the towns before they head back where they came from. And well if just one sees an opportunity to do something malicious before they head back, they will do it! Especially when the freeway is literally a couple hundred feet away. I hope I am wrong about this and pray for her safe return and her unborn child. And I stopped reporting things to police because they didnt believe me and did nothing about it and actually arrested me for pretty much being Nosy Nancy. I also cannot rule out that members of the force are somehow involved. One of the reasons I am doing this publicly on Tumblr for all to see is that I am hoping someone with authority or power to take action on the matter and crack it down so to speak. But that is mostly wishful thinking...mostly. I might have more info on this matter in the future. This piece is an update of sorts that could be related to my project I am about to begin writing and honestly still deciding the outline and scope. I'm thinking about hiring a writer to help me with all this and/or as a co-writer via partnership. I could keep on rambling but I have so many things to do and discover. Again I hope I am wrong about this and pray the missing girl and her unborn child are found and safe.

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What Better A Time?.....

The Second Ghost of the Past.

In this age of mobile devices and touch enabled media, can anything really wait? Seems like my lungs do a lot of waiting to exhale kind of moments with all the vibrant topics of discussion nowadays. Moreover, lets say arguments and the fall out from them. Taking a break from such situations is the best idea and looking back at how it all began. From the beginning, the year of 2016, remembering all those years up until now, it feels like it happened just recently. Almost as if i had just woken up from a dream.....wait I did that already. It all happened like a dream but in another dream that turned out to be a nightmare. No that is too long and complicated a story. I got it. It all happened on a hot summer day and hot summer night when the dreams became reality..hold up I just remembered the only reason I made it a blog style story is because I wasn't sure if I was allowed to speak about it at the time. Now I know better and I don't need a story to cover it over like sugar. I guess I will tell my story how I want without holding back.

The Ghost In My Dreams

The True Story of Raymond Silva the Man Eater

In one word: Robbed.