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system culture is growing up way too fast system culture is being told you were like a little adult as a child system culture is being sooooo well behaved and remembering none of it

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can you reblog a two-part post in the correct order?

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can you reblog a two-part post in the correct order?

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system culture is coming out of dormancy and being like "waow.... just.... waow..."

so much has changed and i wasn't there... i wasn't there when they needed me the most. I WASN'T THERE. it's been four years. four. years. and i remember only the bad stuff which are blurry ASF too so it's almost as if I DON'T remember them.

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(Do it or i'll burn u in ur bed/j)

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Sys culture is ppl don't talk about in source trauma and how it affects someone enough

(I think I've sent this in the past sorry for the possible repeat)

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System culture is switching while eating spicy food and your spice tolerance going from "this is kinda hot ig" to "AUGAHF GAHA D A FUCK WHAT THE FUCK I'M BURNING"

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systems are crazy because What do you mean Dragon (aka Smile Dog) from Chainmail Chasers is doing German homework

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Plural culture is sometimes being afraid of healing because you know it means alters are going to fuse and go dormant, and for so long this has been your only real support system you can rely on and even though you know that it would be better in the long run, it's still terrifying to think about sometimes

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System Culture is not knowing what someone is talking about because you have no memory of that topic (or even worse, you don't even remember that person) and then trying to run away from the convo AS SOON AS POSSIBLE

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if u come at me with a "source" on endos that mentions being transgender, tulpa, or even the word sysmed

im not fucking reading ur source

CDD is NOT comparable to being transgender AT ALL

tulpamacy is a CLOSED PRACTICE

and SYSMED IS ONE OF THE MOST TRANSPHOBIC TERMS IVE EVER SEEN AND NO ONE FUCKING LISTENS TO US TRANSGENDERS WHEN WE SAY IT.

you CANNOT BE TRANSPLURAL. thats NOT how disorders work

you CANNOT make the brain randomly start splitting. CDDS develope AS A CHILD

THEYRE A FORM OF PROTECTION. DID IS YOUR BRAIN BEING TOO OVERWHELMED AS A CHILD TO HANDLE TRAUMA THAT IT PUTS UP AMNESIA BARRIERS TO PROTECT ITSELF. NOT SILLY CHARACTERS IN YOUR HEAD.

ALTERS ARE NOT THE ONLY SYMPTOM OF DID.

and even if in the slightest chance you can have alters without amnesia and trauma, it is NOT CDD

reminder that in the dsm5 it literally says "if the symptoms are caused by a religious practice, or reported not caused by trauma, DID should not be diagnosed"

"oh but doctors are studying endos" THATS LIKE 2 DOCTORS COMPARED TO A MILLION OTHER PROFESSIONALS AND RELIABLE SOURCES STATING OTHERWISE. YOUR SOURCE IS BULLSHIT

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system culture is feeling like your personality is kinda...bland and empty, as if you're incomplete

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being a system is so funny sometimes because youll have a sonic exe making fried eggs

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(possible) sys culture is it is like 5am why is the guy who constantly feels overly nervous/joyous near the front rn i want to SLEEP i feel like im gonna choke on air 4 no reason O_O - 🐾🎧

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Being devastated because an alter goes dormant is okay, actually.

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People often tell systems that "It's a good thing, it means you're healing!" And while that might be true for some, alters going dormant can still be a traumatic experience.

About two years ago, my husband James went dormant. It was sudden, he was there and then he wasn't. And you know what I did? I cried. I cried for weeks. I was in a constant state of mental breakdown. I was the most unstable I had ever been, because I lost the love of my life. It was temporary, he has been back for a long while now. But at the time, it felt like he had died. I wasn't sure if he'd ever return. He's the only one who truly understands me, we grew up together and went through the same things together. So when I lost him, I couldn't cope with it.

When I think back to that moment, I still get distressed. I can't imagine my life without him. I care for him so deeply. So often this struggle gets minimized, dismissed because it's a sign we're healing. But I just want to say that it doesn't always feel like that. It doesn't always feel good.

And you're allowed to be upset about it.

-Dennis