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Get these ai writing assistants out of my face!!!! I don't care if my writing is bad at least it is mine!!!!

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Actors forgegting they lines again. Go donate to the film gofundme

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Tender Actions for Characters Who Are Yearning (But Not Together… Yet)

(I crave you in silence, and if you notice, I’ll die and also be thrilled)

・❥・ Letting their hand hover near yours but never quite touching. Every atom screaming: please reach back.

・❥・ Saving the last bite of something, “just in case you wanted it.” (They always do. You always remember.)

・❥・ Fixing their backpack strap, even when it’s not falling.

・❥・ Offering your umbrella wordlessly. Standing a little closer than needed.

・❥・ Sitting beside them at a group thing before your brain catches up. Like it’s instinct.

・❥・ Casually mentioning something they said weeks ago. Something small. Something they didn’t think you’d remember.

・❥・ Carrying an extra pen, just in case they forget.

・❥・Letting them rant. Letting them ramble. Letting them be.

・❥・ Your eyes finding theirs in a crowd before your brain says, look away.

・❥・ Brushing against them “by accident” and apologizing even though it lit your whole nervous system on fire.

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My brother, a 25 year old man, decided that our mother needed a lobster cake for her birthday. Our mother has never expressed interest in Lobsters in particular, but she appreciated the guesture.

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i have embarked on a horrendous journey, to produce my most accursed work. once more with feeling.

hellsite, i bring you a fully illuminated chapter 1 of my immortal!

i might not make another post about it bc knowing my brain, that'll make me not want to do it anymore.

i bought this whole sketchbook years ago, for this one thing.

i've already made like 600 mistakes but I'm not redrawing all those guide lines.

@theshitpostcalligrapher requested my most unhinged interpretation of terf-bigot's castle? you can't really see it but it is very goofy.

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Tried to get side bangs to make myself look more feminine but now I just look like human inuyasha.

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Are there any instagram filters out there that don’t make me look like a deep fried white woman from california?

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Moral Dilemmas That Will Mess Up Your Character

» They witness a crime but helping the victim means exposing a secret that could ruin someone they love.

» They could save someone’s life… but only by hurting someone else.

» They’re offered everything they’ve ever wanted, by the worst person they know.

» They have to lie to protect someone, but the lie costs someone else dearly.

» They can bring justice, but only by breaking a promise.

» They’re given power, but to keep it, they have to become what they hate.

» They have the chance to take revenge, and it would be so easy. So satisfying.

» They’re the only one who knows the truth, but telling it would destroy someone’s faith.

» They could protect the many, by sacrificing the one. And the one matters to them.

» They promised not to get involved, but walking away would haunt them forever.

» They were wrong  and admitting it now will shatter their credibility.

» They’re asked to forgive, and they know the person doesn’t deserve it.

» They have to pick a side, but both sides are flawed. Both will cost them something.

» They want to help, but they’re not sure it’s their place.

» They said they’d never become their parent and now they’re staring in the mirror, wondering if they already have.

» They catch their friend doing something terrible, but they owe them everything.

» They can’t tell if they’re protecting someone, or controlling them.

» They get what they want, but someone else suffers for it.

» They promised to keep a secret, but now someone innocent is getting hurt.

» They fall in love and realize it compromises everything they believe in.

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one of the nicest feelings about getting older is talking to a friend whom you haven't really seen since your youth, and realizing that they've matured well as a person.

like, "You've grown up. I loved you before, and I love you still. And now, I am so proud of you."

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mentally, I have been married to him since the summer of 2020

CHEN ZHEYUAN 陈哲远 photos from 陈哲远- (2022)

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I'm hungry. Time to open instagram and search for the person with the most foul London accent to teach me an insanely delicious five ingredient high protein meal recipe

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I may be the product of two people who don't love each other, but I am also the product of two people who got wiretapped by the FBI during the Clinton administration, and that is much better to think about.

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This is so mecore. right, kids?

So there's an interesting card game in China

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As a hot person, I never post anything for the general attention or affirmation of men. I post specifically for ONE man: the handsome Mongolian dancer I spoke to once and haven't seen since December. If he does not like my story, I have failed as a human being.

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Production Update!

Friends: hello! Sharing a bit of behind-the-scenes info here.

Last week, Connor — our Director of Photography — and I drove out along the Coquihalla Highway to Merritt, BC, to capture some of the backgrounds we'll use for the driving scenes in Mile 15! I'm super happy with how they turned out. These backgrounds will allow our actors to deliver better performances in a studio environment, while still letting us show off some of BC's beautiful and vibrant scenery. Check out some of the footage we got!

In other news: pre-production is well underway! We have most of our locations and actors locked, and we are currently recruiting some crew to help us out! With just two months to go before our main shooting block, I'm extremely excited!

_ Ben

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Wow, youtube ads are FINALLY getting it right. My femboy debut.