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Ok, I think I've finally recovered from ana. Yay I guess.

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Hol up, y'all are actually cleaning and dressing your wounds?

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Holy shit i thought i was eating a safe amount for lunch, then I looked it up and It was 800 mf calories what. The. Fuck.

Guess who has a new scare food❤️💕✨♥️❣️💓💝🖤💙💛💟💜🥰♥️💓💚🧡❤️

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I wanna scream!! I wanna cry!!! I want friends who will run around with me at night and push me down hills in stolen shopping carts!!! I want to hurt myself and starve myself!!!!! I want to tumble down hills in the woods and get beat up and have fun doing it!!!!! I want to live like I'm ready to die!!!!!!!!

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A little edit of mine

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Guess who cut them selves in the school bathroom again?!??

I'll give you a hint: it rhymes with bee

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Sooooo my day thinks that because he yelled at me an hour ago and I haven't immediately forgiven him that makes me bad?

Fuck you okay. Yeah I said that. Fuck. You. And if your reading this right now. Then that's exactly the reason why. Get out of my phone you nosy ass wipe.

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✨My ana rules✨

▪️no eating breakfast for lunch, if you must, pick one and keep it under 200 kcal

▪️NO sweets or pastries

▪️weigh yourself every Friday first thing in the morning

▪️look at thinspo daily

▪️your calorie budget is 800 a day, anything over 1000 earns you a fast day

▪️workout at least 3 times a week

▪️Bouillion cubes, diet coke, and gum don't count as food

 ▪️post any weight change 

I've got this. I can do this. Stay safe y'all

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✨Someone Please send me meanspo✨

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I gained .8 pounds and I feel like such a pig

Fuuuuuck... Im fasting today!

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me a few years ago : ok to loose weight I’ll eat around 1400 kcal and that should be sufficient

me now : if I eat more than 500kcal I won’t look dead so basically I’ll eat coffee

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thin legs are my favourite source of motivation