thebatteredgentleman
thebatteredgentleman
The Mind of Gizmo
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Welcome to the thoughts that pass through my mind. Ranging from fitness, health, biology, gaming or whatever else is thrown my way. Be warned my mind runs at infinite speeds 24/7. So sit tight, buckle up and enjoy the ride.
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thebatteredgentleman 2 years ago
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I'm tired.
Like really tired. Feeling my day to day is just a circle where I close my eyes and things continue to spin faster. Each day a trial of what will be next. Progress? Shit bro you thought. Other's boredom becomes my problem. I seek peace but that's not fun for them. Excuse me from being adverse to conflict but don't misunderstand I can box if needed. Too old to feel like I'm on eggshell with people that will just replace me if needed. I'm exhausted from trying to put a smile on every other face while being harassed because mine continues to grow solemn.
Don't carry it all alone, but I also can't take it off your hands. Be friendly but if you're too nice it's flirty. Be kind, but don't be a doormat. Speak up, but don't be self-centered. Be confident, but no, no, don't be conceited. Protect us, but don't tell us what we could do to help you protect us more easily. It's ok to cry but oh don't do it around me because I'll never look at you the same...
Day to day is becoming just pain......
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thebatteredgentleman 2 years ago
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"Aww shit. Here we go again. "
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thebatteredgentleman 4 years ago
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Yikes that was a therapy worthy dream..... Fuck
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thebatteredgentleman 4 years ago
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Watch "Lebron Finally CLAPS BACK at Skip Bayless #shorts" on YouTube
The talent this took
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thebatteredgentleman 4 years ago
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Watch "Lebron Finally CLAPS BACK at Skip Bayless #shorts" on YouTube
The talent this took
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thebatteredgentleman 4 years ago
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I tried a thing
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thebatteredgentleman 4 years ago
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What is going on with the world??
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thebatteredgentleman 4 years ago
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I'm alive btw.
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thebatteredgentleman 4 years ago
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thebatteredgentleman 5 years ago
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Don't know any more.
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thebatteredgentleman 5 years ago
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Ugh feel like I just failed....
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thebatteredgentleman 5 years ago
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Hurt now?
So now you walk around hurt? You see me happy and learning to be away and now you're begging me to stay? Texting me all time of day and night because you didn't treat me right. But now I'm supposed to welcome the pain back not knowing if you'll just do it over again. You said you changed but the last month was just as bad if not worse. You blame me because I got tired of being hurt? Sending me snaps of your little girl that I loved and took care of like she was mine in order to get a response when you couldn't say anything face to face. You let me suffer in silence but now want another chance? I'm supposed to forget all you did and start over with you just because you love me and are now fighting for me. Not because you have been loving me all this time and wanted my company when you were in your own head. You shattered my heart and to this day I still don't know why. Now you claim you dream about us and can't get me off your mind but I know you'll go back to doing the same routine as soon as you're comfortable
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thebatteredgentleman 6 years ago
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Really hoping that I don't lose you... I'm going to hope/work on me and give you some space in hopes that you handle what you want alone and let me back in. I know I can't say that I miss you, I love you or baby come back but I'll let you uphold you're decision and pray/wish for the best for us
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thebatteredgentleman 6 years ago
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I have to break this cycle....
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thebatteredgentleman 6 years ago
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Her name is Laetitia Ky and she鈥檚 only 23!聽馃槏馃槏 I鈥檝e already seen a white girl steal her idea so let鈥檚 promote tf out of the OG.
Her IG
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thebatteredgentleman 6 years ago
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Why now?!?!? If this was a year ago nor even 6 months ago.... Even one month ago....I wouldn't be grumpy about it. Role reversal is a thing and now I'm the bad guy.
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thebatteredgentleman 6 years ago
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My furkid
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