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I'm not hoarding sugar-free jello, I just have

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Yo had a breakdown yesterday so I'm doing two of these today!

Day 7: My parents don't know. I haven't seen my mom since I was 18 and my dad lives over 1k miles away. My grandparents live an hour and a half away and I see them the most but that's still infrequently as I'm living on my own for college. That provides me the freedom to do what I want and in conclusion, no they don't care.

Day 8: My workout routine.

Monday, Friday, and Saturday I go to the gym and do an hour and a half of active time split between the treadmill and the elliptical.

Tues, Wed, Thurs, Sun: I work a somewhat physical job where I can easily clock 5 or more miles in a shift but if I'm feeling it I also go to the gym after work.

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DAILY LOG

they were cleaning the air conditioner today at work and it was so hot. I still feel sick.

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Day 6: I used to binge, I rarely do anymore.

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Waist training today to make up for eating so late yesterday.

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Daily Log

Calories in-998

Calories Burned-338

Net Calories-660

Laxatives last night didn't work so pounding coffee to see if that helps.

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Day 5: The real reason I want to lose weight is because when I'm smaller I'm treated better. When I'm fat I'm invisible it seems. It's unfortunate that people treat fat people worse but it's a fact of life. I want to look good in clothes again and feel confident in whatever I'm wearing. I want to be able to run longer distances without having to slow down. I want my knees to stop hurting. I'm doing it both for myself and for others.

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Daily Log 07-05-20

Whole day right here

Breakfast

Special K breakfast sandwich (240)

Coffee with coconut milk (26)

Lunch/Dinner

Fiesta Lime Coleslaw (270)

Mixed Berries 198g (99)

2 eggs (140)

2 chocolate rice cakes (120)

Going to work today, no gym today, working a lightly active job.

*Update*

A gnat flew into my Coleslaw less than halfway through eating it so I tossed it and halved the calories. Daily total is 760.

The universe was giving me a sign.

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Ya girl got her hands on some high quality gourmet shit!

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Day 4: My biggest fear of losing weight is putting it back on (again :( )

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how did i not know this!!!! i hate how the serving size of oats was always SOOO small. but i just realised i can add more water and cook it longer. so i’ll be FULLER for longer for the SAME amount of calories!!!! happy days!!!!!!!

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Daily Log

Calories in: 975

Calories Burnt: 432

Daily Net Total:543

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Does anyone else just get irrationally mad when the grocery store doesn't have the exact food you want? My kroger run was cursed, no Hebrew 45 calorie hotdogs, no frozen cherries, no jimaca (who tf even eats jimaca here?!)

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Please, reblog! IIt’s called self defense. Apart from having here, in the US, one of the highest cases of homicide and rape in the world and high rate of GBV, think about how this could help your mother or sister

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Day 3: Marilyn Monroe is my ultimate thinspo. I know a lot of the fat acceptance community uses her as an example but she was in no way overweight. I also have a similar body type to her when I am at my lower weights. I don't hate my boobs or my hips and I do keep them when I go down so just, she's like ultimate hourglass thinspo for me.