thedreadfuldawn

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im one of the angels assigned to guard god's throne and i keep shaving a piece of wood off one of the legs so it gets progressively thinner and weaker until one day it will snap like a matchstick and the big man will topple from his seat of power to grace the ground with his holy ass. of course he's omniscient so he already knows this and will have to banish me from heaven when it happens, but because of free will he has to give me the option to repent right until the very end. we both know i'm not going to do it but the rules that define our very being won't let us take any other course of action and besides he made me this way, so really the joke's on him no matter what.

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𝔠𝔞𝔣𝔣𝔢𝔦𝔫𝔢 𝔟𝔬𝔬𝔰𝔱

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Just as a flower does not choose its color, we are not responsible for what we have come to be.   

―  STOKER   (2013)       DIR. PARK CHAN-WOOK

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Stoker (2013) | dir. Park Chan-wook

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moon bridge

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anxious-avoidant blogging style

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sketch

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"vengeance is sworn", francesco hayez \\ "cleopatra" john william waterhouse \\ "the hesitant fiancée", auguste toulmouche \\ "the lunatic of étretat", hugues merle \\ "ghismonda with the heart of guiscardo", bernardino mei

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𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵...𝘱𝘶𝘯𝘱𝘶𝘯...

[thedreadfuldawn]

im one of the angels assigned to guard god's throne and i keep shaving a piece of wood off one of the legs so it gets progressively thinner and weaker until one day it will snap like a matchstick and the big man will topple from his seat of power to grace the ground with his holy ass. of course he's omniscient so he already knows this and will have to banish me from heaven when it happens, but because of free will he has to give me the option to repent right until the very end. we both know i'm not going to do it but the rules that define our very being won't let us take any other course of action and besides he made me this way, so really the joke's on him no matter what.

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one day you’re gonna wake up and realize it doesn’t hurt as much anymore btw

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i wasn't meant to spend my whole life working a tedious 9/5 office job for minimum wage and barely have any time for whimsy and otium. then again i dont really know what i was meant for. i just know it definitely isn't this

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let's not forget yearn

All you do is whine

untrue i also suffer, rot, wail, wallow, haunt, mourn and rage

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on the beach at night alone

2017, hong sang-soo

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does anyone feel the layer of plexiglass between themselves and the rest of the world or is that just a me thing