theeriverdawn
theeriverdawn
diary of a trans gaymer
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theeriverdawn · 3 days ago
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FUUUUUCCCCCKKKK I LOVE PRACTICAL EFFECTS I WATCH THE THING JUST TO REMIND ME THAT GOOD THINGS STILL EXIST
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theeriverdawn · 3 days ago
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this is me reacting to my friends posts in fandoms i know nothing about but wheeze laugh at and think "they're cookin, i know they are. but idk what they're cookin and i love it"
Alright who has that post that theorized that Jon’s cock was gonna fall off due to frostbite/rotting off his corpse and the proof for this was that the fact that Jon eats mad pussy is foreshadowing that he would need to learn to live without his pp I think about this post every day and I can’t find it
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theeriverdawn · 3 days ago
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gale literally would post this oh my god
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has this been done before
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theeriverdawn · 3 days ago
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do you think that a certain genre of queer person is so obsessively weird about pride flag discourse becuase their flags fill the gaping hole in their personality where a hogwarts house used to be
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theeriverdawn · 3 days ago
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i’m obsessed with how every single person can be stupid in their own special way and infinitely smart in another. simultaneously
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theeriverdawn · 3 days ago
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ok reblogging cuz its giving me so much to think about with my own ocs and how one of my ocs has a robotic arm and how that would function and decay over time with his own aging body. this post has been microwaving in my brain and i love it
a lot of media assumes robots would be immortal but i think its a lot more interesting to explore robots dealing with their parts wearing down and battery life shortening and all the horrible little failings that come with being a complicated machine. sure they can replace parts but you'd assume you cant completely ship of theseus them, or it'd have pretty big rammifications on their sense of identity. idk. give me robots with distinct, unique signs of aging. as a treat.
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theeriverdawn · 4 days ago
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i love them so much ugh
We all know about most of these by now, but I thought it'd be fun to make a comprehensive list of all the things of varying degrees of insanity both Jayce and Viktor have done in the series to, for and because of each other: 1. Viktor looking at Jayce in the most intense but also thoroughly enchanted way in the council room scene
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2. Viktor stealing Jayces notebook from Heimerdinger after Jayces research was officially deemed "dangerous" by the council
3. Saving Jayce from suicide and instilling new hope, along with a sense of adventure in him manic-pixie-dream-girl-style.
4. Jayce asking for Viktors name in the most romantic way possible and Viktor answering him with 2 syllables and bedroom eyes
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5. Jayce-I-egotistically-sign-all-my-notes-with-my-name-Talis going instant commie mode by calling his life long dream "our" dream after Viktor scribbled something on a blackboard and cracked a silly little joke once.
6. Casually snacking on pickles, bread, wine and coffee as if they weren't committing crimes and there wasn't a huge hole in the wall while nerding out about magic
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7. Breaking into Heimerdingers lab together
8. Viktor using taking Jayce to his bedroom as an excuse when getting caught, and Jayce being too stressed out to notice
9. Viktor then having the audacity to look disappointed in the background when Mr. Oblivious reacts to Mel the way every single person with functioning eyes would react to that goddess of a woman
10. Both trusting each other enough to risk exile after knowing each other for like a day.
11. Jayce, although having just experienced the same crystals blowing up a building, going through with the dangerous experiment simply because Viktor says "trust me".
12. Viktor sacrificing his cane, which is basically an extension of his body, to keep the door shut 13. Jaye carrying him bridal style because of that afterwards.
13. Experiencing what they'd both probably rank among their top 3 moments in life when floating in the magic they just created together
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14. Viktor smiling the only full on smile we see him do in the show because of that.
15. Jayce drawing a portrait of Viktor in his notebook, next to a little doodle of two brains with lightning between them and a reminder to ask him for his last name.
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16. Working alongside each other as best friends for 7 years and creating world altering technology
17. Viktor yearning for Jayce each day, for each of those 7 years ("Viktor wanted things Jayce couldn't give him at the time")
18. Whatever the fuck happened at the distinguished innovators competition that was probably also among their top 3 moments because of the way Viktor looked when Jayce brought it up and the fact Jayce used it to remind Viktor of things that make life worth living
19. Jayce constantly touching Viktor. In almost every scene. Whenever he can.
20. Them giving each other the same dumb heart eyes but always when the other is not looking 21. Viktor looking at Jayces lips in the scene before he gives his speech
22. The way they say each others name. It gets progressively more breathy as the show goes on.
23. The way their pupils dilate in several scenes when looking at each other
24. The butterfly symbolism connecting them throughout both Seasons
25. (Debatable, but I will include it) Jayce having a bi-crisis when Ambessas twink reminds him of a certain someone
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26. Jayce asking "You had a vision?" as if it is the most normal thing ever. (Thank you Jayce. We love a husband, who unabashedly supports his witchy partner, plagued by visions and omens.)
27. Jayce having his sex scene with Mel be intercut with scenes of Viktor (not something they actively did, but still has to be mentioned)
28. Jayce leaving Mel to be by Viktors bedside when he wakes up in the hospital
29. Viktor being the only one shown to notice how stressed Jayce is about getting pushed into being a councilor via the deep exhale he does in that scene
30. Jayce not letting Heimerdinger interfere with the experiments that might save Viktors life, no matter how dangerous
31. Jayce removing Heimerdinger from the council because of it
32. Viktor immediately thinking of Jayce when Singed mentions the word "love"
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33. Viktor instinctively knowing Jayce will reach out his hand to help him up without having to look during the bridge scene
34. Viktor slapping his hand away, but then accepting when Jayce puts it on his lower back a second later
35. Jayce stopping Viktor from taking his own life
36. Jayce granting Zaun independence because he doesn't know how to save Viktors life but he has to do something to honor their shared dream
37. Jayce seeing the council room completely destroyed, with several people hurt and dead, but only tearing up when he sees Viktor
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38. Jayce running several blocks while carrying Viktor to their lab
39. Breaking his promise to Viktor (and probably several laws) by performing necromancy on him
40. Jayce saying "fuck the council" and everything he has worked for, when he realizes none of that matters without Viktor
41. Jayce staying holed up in the lab for god knows how long to watch over Viktor
42. Jayce immediately waking up after Viktor quietly says his name, whereas we saw him sleeping through an air alarm before that.
43. Viktor looking...very different, but all Jayce cares about is that he is alive. 44. Jayce, glancing between Viktor’s legs in his changed form an ungodly number of times.
45. Them embracing very closely while Viktor is nude, ending with Jayce looking slightly embarrassed when the emotions are threatening to overwhelm him
46. Jayce covering Viktor in the blanket from his childhood bedroom which Viktor will keep even after reaching godhood.
47. "My place was always here with you."
48. "It was affection that held us together"
49. Jayce getting glassy eyed when Viktor tells him he is leaving and holding out his hand as if he is expecting him to come back and grab it.
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50. Jayce looking heartbroken at Heimerdingers reminder of him having broken into the lab before
51. Jayce generally giving off freshly divorced vibes in that whole scene
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52. Jayce longingly looking at the remains of two male figures embracing in the AU while sitting in the rain
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53. Jayce hallucinating Mel turning into Viktor in the fire at the bottom of the ravine.
54. Jayce basically walking a mile in Viktors shoes, fighting his way from the depths of the Undercity to the top of piltover with a broken leg. 55. Matching leg braces on opposite legs.
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56. Viktor walking a mile in Jayces shoes by becoming a leader in S2 and his body finally being strong, while Jayces gets broken in the Au.
57. Viktor designing the sphere in the commune similar to the top of the Hexgates he built with Jayce
58. Viktor finally realizing through Singeds memories, that he wasn't kept alive by Jayce as an experiment, but out of love
59. Jayce tenderly stroking the hexcrystal on his bracelet
60. Viktor tenderly stroking the gear that reminds him of the night him and Jayce became partners.
61. Jayce looking at mage!Viktor in the exact same awestruck way he did when he was a child - even after about 6 months of pain and suffering
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62. Jayce being ready to sacrifice himself after mage!Viktor reveals the truth to him
63. AU Jayces corpse responding to Viktors touch 64. The fact that the only "beautiful" place left in Piltover was where Jayces corpse was
65. Jayce dramatically adding "...and with me" after saying to Viktor how he thought he was done with hextech, like the bitter divorced husband he is.
66. Viktor excitedly inviting Jayce to the commune, believing he finally knows how Jayce really feels about him
67. Viktor waiting for Jayce floating in the air like a venus fly trap, with his upper body bare, while holding the gear in his hands
68. Viktors eyes changing color when he sees Jayce.
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69. Jayce visually having to fight himself to be able to shoot Viktor and not being able to look while doing it
70. Viktor never taking his eyes off of Jayce after being shot by him
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71. Jayce leaving without as much as a glance back while looking absolutely destroyed
72. Jayce now dressing in dark colors - both Zaunite and mourning coded
73. Jayces clothes being asymmetrical in the final scene - Zaun style
74. The most homoerotic fight in history.
75. Viktor giving bedroom eyes #2
76. Viktor choking Jayce (twice)
77. "Let's do this once again as partners." (Viktor didn't speak when he said this. He purred.)
78. Jayce lovingly caressing the gold poured into the broken council room table as if it was the golden lines in Viktors new skin.
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79. Jayce having a dead-wife-flashback when Cait says "Viktor is at the center of all this, isn't he?", remembering him smiling, with a strand of hair prettily falling in front of his face, when that isn't what Viktor really looked like in that moment.
80. "I've been confused about a lot lately."
81. Viktors Mask as the herald resembling the Talis Symbol
82. Another homoerotic fight
83. Jayce never looking at Viktor in any of his forms with disgust, not even as he becomes some sort of eldritch being, but like this instead:
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84. Jayce kneeling down calmly infront of Viktor, accepting his fate
85. Jayces whole speech on the astral plane. Calling Viktors imperfections beautiful. Basically revealing how his plan was to deter Viktor from destroying the world by confessing his love to him.
86. IN ALL TIMELINES, IN ALL POSSIBILITES. SOULBONDED ACROSS INFINITY. INEXTRICABLY BOUND. ONLY YOU CAN SHOW ME THIS. NO MATTER THE CIRCUMSTANCES, IT'S ALWAYS GOING TO BE YOU.
87. Viktors eyes practically glowing in Jayces memory of him.
88. The "you have no idea how beautiful it is"-magic Jayce had been chasing since he was a child turning out to be Viktor all along.
89. Viktor bending the laws of the universe because he cannot let Jayce die
90. Jayce dooming the world over and over again because he cannot let Viktor die
91. "Because I promised you."
92. Jayce embracing Viktor again and Viktor, starting to glow gold where Jayces hands touch him.
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93. Viktor telling Jayce to go, giving him the choice to live on without him
94. Jayce looking at him so tenderly yet sadly, because Viktor STILL doesn't realize he will never go. Ever.
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95. Jayce passing the rune embedded in his wrist back to Viktor as if handing him his heart.
96. "We finish this. Together."
97. Them fighting to hold on to each other even though the force of the Arcane is pulling them apart
98. It finally giving up underneath the touch of both their hands
99. That one shot directly after where Viktor looks up from where their hands are touching and he has this expression on his face as if FINALLY realizing that he is no longer alone because of how Jayce truly feels about him.
100. Their final embrace: Touching foreheads. Jayces hand on Viktors neck. Viktor gently stroking his arm as if to soothe his partner.
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Ps: If I have missed anything, let me know! I want to add it to the list :D
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theeriverdawn · 6 days ago
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This one is for all the trans puppy girls out there 🤟🏻🏳️‍⚧️
from a golden retriever trans guy, happy pride
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theeriverdawn · 9 days ago
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theeriverdawn · 9 days ago
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one of my many arcane poems i've been formatting! i love this one.
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theeriverdawn · 9 days ago
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a lot of media assumes robots would be immortal but i think its a lot more interesting to explore robots dealing with their parts wearing down and battery life shortening and all the horrible little failings that come with being a complicated machine. sure they can replace parts but you'd assume you cant completely ship of theseus them, or it'd have pretty big rammifications on their sense of identity. idk. give me robots with distinct, unique signs of aging. as a treat.
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theeriverdawn · 9 days ago
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theeriverdawn · 11 days ago
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Sick list of symptoms bro. Now try humanizing your behavior instead of pathologizing it.
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theeriverdawn · 15 days ago
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"You can cover your faces, we can still tell you're pigs"
Seen in Seattle
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theeriverdawn · 15 days ago
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Pool # 27 -  Ann Goldberg , 2016.
Canadian , b. 1970s
Oil on canvas , 30 x 48 in.
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