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dean: a study in hands (4/?)

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random dean caps (2/?)

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will you be participating in the mishapocalypse

the 2013 one was more than enough for me, but i wish everyone doing it a successful and fun mishapocalypse 2020 🥂

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you're 26 years old. you've devoted your life to your father's crusade. he has used your trauma to keep you under his thumb, to forge you into a good little soldier. you've stuck around, throwing away all opportunities to get away from him because you believe it’s your job. ever since that moment when your father shoved your baby brother into your arms at 4 years old and ordered you to save his life, you've given your blood, sweat, and tears to this family. you've ignored your own identity, believing you don't matter, because all that has ever mattered is the family and the mission. in your mind, you’re not a normal human. you’re just a tool, a means to an end. 

and your little brother - who you believe abandoned you the family to go to college -  looks at you and questions your sergeant's father's authority. it feels like a betrayal to your brainwashed, stockholm-syndromed mind. but, still, something in the back of your mind short-circuits at the words. something deep inside wonders if he's right. but you can't let yourself think like that. you can't. because if you do, and if it turns out he IS right, then that means you've wasted your life. you've given up every chance of being normal and maybe even happy to instead drown in this toxic situation all because too much responsibility was put on you at far too young an age. all because you were terrified of being alone with your trauma. all because you felt you had no identity other than being a tool for your father. and how can an empty shell of a man survive alone?

and, so, you stay. you stay now so you’ll never have to find out.

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random dean caps (1/?)

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dean: a study in hands (3/?)

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random little dean moments (1/?)

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My personal headcanon is that it wasn’t John who ‘swung by Stanford’ to make sure Sam was safe. My personal headcanon is that it was Dean himself who did this. In that last gif, that isn’t the look of a person remembering something they were told. That’s the look of a person remembering what they themselves experienced. 

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i just found your blog and it is GORGEOUS. i'm currently stalking it and queuing a bunch of your gifs and content. <33

Bless you, lovely ♡ i hope you continue to enjoy it!

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1x08 - Bugs

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MY FAVOURITE ONE-OFF CHARACTERS → CASSIE ROBINSON

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How many messages do you get saying “there is no final time”? Here’s another one.

surprisingly, you’re the first! i’m sure i’ll get many more by the time i’m done lol

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Taking a break from my rewatch for the next week or two. Hope everyone has a great holiday season ✌️✨

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dean’s hoodie (1x12)

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I just wanted to tell you that I love your icon every time I see it on my dash ♥

thank you 😊♡