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I maybe a diehard CSK fan/supporter but I would love RCB to win the cup just this once

I mean come on they gotta do it for my man Kohli! 🥺❤️

✨ Reblog to manifest 🤞🏼

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Memories of him come alive in the silence of night. Some are beautiful, some are so embarassing that literally make me mentally jump out of the window. It was all a little too deep to just call it a crush and a little too lame to call it love.

And sometimes, I wonder if he has been eating on time, sleeping properly. I wish that he is alright. But then I realise that he has always had someone to probably do that for him. I hold no place in his world.

At the end, only I remained with literally no soul by my side.

I hope nobody has to go through that wretched phase of one-sided love. A failed one-sided love to be precise. It maybe beautiful but can cost you a good chunk of your mental health to go haywire. There was a time when I used to think that I'll be okay. That, my love alone would be enough. I ain't seeing that happen anymore.

One day maybe it will stop hurting and my love would really be enough.

And no, I'll never blame him for anything. Except for the fact that he is making me remember him for longer than I've known him. Let the pain be mine. I would never want him to be going through tough times or be sad.

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Wanted to let this out. Will delete this in a while.

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💫 For the moon has been my muse since eternity ✨🌕

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The moon made me so happy yesterday! Finally learnt how to take a somewhat clear picture of the moon 😍 and I think the outcome is pretty nice 👀

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Please reblog this if fanfiction has been beneficial to your mental health.

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❤️❤️❤️

SID SRIRAM PERFORMED AT THE COACHELLA.

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‘my child is fine.’

ma’am your child is obsessed with fictional characters yet gets the ick at the thought of a real relationship, has serious maladaptive daydreaming issues, her brain only works after consuming an unhealthy amount of caffeine, uses self depreciation as a defence mechanism for her lack of self esteem, is attracted to red flags only and has absolutely no idea what the fuck is going on!!!!!

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✨ Kannu thattanda 🧿💛

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The absence of a thing

Absence. An endless absence, consisting of need, of hunger, of a killing me yearning, having made itself comfortable in my soul and never fading. Eternally reminiscent of its existence. Desperately wanting to die… 

 And I don’t know with what to fill the void - located in the middle of the heart of mine - empty and dark and cold, never ending, cruel, torturing me. I want to fill it, to bring back the light in my heart that was once there - unknown when - and to finally be at peace. I want this unknown back, I need it so badly and pitifully because I know I need it, because I know that without it I’m a martyr, because I know I am just a ghost and my body is burning. The pain is unbearable. 

 And I hunt it, I run and scurry after it, crying caustic tears, holding on to my hemorrhage - where it beats, just like in a gallop - barely breathing, barely seeing anything in the distance, even nearby, and 16 summer vacations are gone. Only for something that isn’t here - and I don’t even know what it is, I just know that I need it - a life gone to waste. 

 And yearning fills my bleeding soul, on whose red cheeks eye water is running down, whose hands are nervously shaking, whose lips are bleeding ink and fingers are screaming pleas for help desperately, wanting to find the absent unknown and to take a breath. The gaze is groggy, pitiful. 

 I observe, for a number unknown (I’ve no idea about anything, I exist to be absent) how the trees are blooming in the early morning. And nothing. My wound is weakening me. 

 And this hunting, that is with the idea of filling the emptiness in the void where no one is able to reach, is so long and hard, and the heartache is so much for just a thing that I do not remember, yet want back and need so badly. And I’ll most likely die in the early morning before finding it…

(Based on my favorite song, Crack Baby, by my favorite artist, Mitski)

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Front row with Anupama Chopra (feat. Prithviraj Sukumaran) ✨

Why so cute, chakkareyy ? 🥺🫶🏼

Y'all I repeat it's just Rajuettan's world and we just livin' in it ! 🙌🏼😌

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'As a part of life,

You reside in me since eternity'

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Draped in soft pink silk with a little red lotus tucked behind her ear, minimal jewellery of pearls and corals adorned her frame while her long and wavy ebony black hair were left open. Lakshmi, the enchanting lady of Vaikuntha still looked like the personified auspiciousness that she was. A sweet smile played on those delicate lips of her jubilant self who was seated on the thousand hooded serpent in solitude.

‘ Like the warm breath in my chest,

I'll weave you (into me) with excitement. ’

Her silver anklets tinkled in soft melody as she slightly dipped her lotus feet in the sublime waters of the milky ocean which flowed in tranquillity, ever basking in the joyous presence of Harini. A small naamam shone on her golden forehead as she lost herself in the thoughts of her lord, feeling the bliss of Narayana, whose divine name sang through every pore of Vishnuloka and herself. Wasn't he, her radiant sunshine. Her very soul ?

"Praneshvari"

She knew he was near as she felt the cool breeze rush to her making her heart flutter in happiness as her gaze lowered to her feet in bashfulness. The deep, soothing voice melted into her ears as two well built arms gently hold her by her delicate shoulders and she stood facing her beloved lord ever resplendent in his Pitambaram, devoid of the usual crown on his head and yet looking every inch majestic.

‘ With a smile of seven colours like a visible rainbow,

You sparkle in my sky. ’

‘ In each word, you became a river.

In each gaze, you became a moonbeam. ’

Srinivasa couldn't help but admire, cherishing the way she looked at him with those innocently mischievous eyes of hers. Large, lotus-like that surpassed the depths of the oceans, gleaming with unceasing devotion and strength. She undoubtedly was his precious golden lotus. His sweet enigma.

‘ Like the sea where the waves sing,

Hey beauty with innocent eyes,

My heart keeps searching slowly (for you)’

The breeze made her curls sway, framing her moon-like face as his heart skipped a beat. And while gently pushing the strands of her hair behind her ears,he pressed his soft,red lips against her tender forehead. Blissfully adoring his darling queen as her soft cheeks turned into a deep shade of crimson under his loving gaze.

Too stunned to speak, the blushing lady hid herself in the warm embrace of the raincloud-hued one. And he only held her tighter, he was never letting her go. Treasuring her in his arms to be with her forevermore.

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‘ Like rain drizzling in me,

Like the warmth of sunlight touching my eyes,

Constantly... is your love. ’

‘ Like a breeze embracing my chest,

Like the river's gurgling flow everyday,

Hey beauty... this is love. ’

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Image taken from Pinterest.

Had written this long back for Wattpad. Found a lot of mistakes and choppy writing *laughs* so thought of editing this a bit and posting it here as well. The lines in bold are some translated lines of a beautiful Malayalam song that inspired me to write this. I will link the song and the translation below. Thanks for reading <3

Jeevamshamayi - from Theevandi (2018)

Translation

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Mentions - @harinishivaa @houseofbreadpakoda @ramayantika @krsnaradhika @kaal-naagin @khushireadsandrambles

Sorry if I forgot anyone.

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Guruvayoor Ambalanadayil teaser (2024)

Dir. Vipin Das

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How do you even feel after you realise that the sheer potential of Prithviraj and his character in the film is just wasted in bade miyan chote miyan??? 😭

Headache in the name of a film 💀

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11:11 comes twice a day,

because everyone deserves a second chance

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Don't want no other shade of blue but you

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Yep!

ngl if I watch bade miyan chote miyan it's gonna be for prithviraj

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Me In the process to feel better

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Just because most of us are literate doesn't mean that we are educated. Some of y'all really need to understand that you might be literate but not educated.