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“I’m still learning to love the parts of me that no one claps for.”

— Rudy Francisco

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Frfr👽

Me seeing y'all interact with your cool friends on Tumblr while I just use this app as a podcast to speak my intrusive thoughts :

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Trista Mateer, from "Aphrodite Made Me Do It," originally published in 2019

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“I lied and said I was busy.

I was busy;

but not in a way most people understand.

I was busy taking deeper breaths.

I was busy silencing irrational thoughts.

I was busy calming a racing heart.

I was busy telling myself I am okay.

Sometimes, this is my busy -

and I will not apologize for it.”

- Brittin Oakman

- Artwork : Sivan.ka

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“If a person wants to be a part of your life, they will make an obvious effort to do so. Think twice before reserving a space in your heart for people who do not make an effort to stay.”

— marcandangel

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this app is literally my public private place to talk to myself

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Life update or lesson (i guess)

Life will give us some people in are life who will always be part of it no matter what, to some those are Really awesome while to some they aren't good. They may be family members, friends, relatives, love or any other relations. We hold on too tight, try to convince ourselves that what's happening is not a fact but just ... Just... ( We don't even know how to lie with ourselves) . So these familiar peoples isn't adding any value in ur life but only giving u trauma and distraction and always keeping you on ur toes, you spend ur time in survival mode that u don't have time to actually live. So we better let that go and let it be. Life is too good to spend ur life being depressed while trying to fix these people, so take the brave step, and step out. Go find ur people find ur tribe, find ur vibe, find the souls that recognise the good in u and always uplift u to be better find those u let u be urself who love u for u are, go where your presence is appreciated where what u bring to the table is celebrated adored love respected Stay where your worth is recognised and value . Keep those who sees you heard u, be thankful for the things u do for them and never take u for granted.

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“It’s that liking yourself is the most important thing. And I like me.”

— Malachai Parker, The Vampire Diaries

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I'm that "best" maybe bcos that what I have did all my life

“The best kind of people are the ones that come into your life, and make you see the sun where you once saw clouds. The people that believe in you so much, you start to believe in you too. The people that love you, simply for being you.”

— Unknown

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Seoul is really such a cool place, like look at this place aesthetics

Sweet bits of Seoul

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I don't want anything confusing in my life. I want everything clear, natural, genuine and pure.

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i wish you the best but i'm the best you'll ever have

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“So much of what we learn about love is taught to us by people who never really loved us.”

— r.h. Sin

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I drive past your street

You're still not home

I waited at the dinner table, the hours hand made me wonder

The food gets colder so does my heart Where are you,

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I'm done

I'm not made for any human connection

I'm made to be all by myself happy and peaceful and i wouldn't disrespect that again

Bye.

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Fuck you

I am very likeable and very much lovable

I am the best

I deserve everything