themindofastrugglingchristian

[themindofastrugglingchristian]

Questioning God.

A broken man I have become.

God where is the word that once was spoken?

Heaven will you come down?

Will you come down and take this crown of thorns?

Thorns that have torn everything that I have become.

This depression only leads to deception.

I question your existence, persistence is hard to find in this dark place and I can't see your face.

The unbearable pain forever stained in the vains of my blood.

Oh God was it all in vain?

Oh God does your love remain?

Give me something to stay sane, before I go insane.

I'm not the same person I once was.

[themindofastrugglingchristian]

This time I'm staying strong.

This time I'm holding on.

This time I'm moving on.

Stay stong, hold on, I'm moving on.

Breathe in, breathe out.

Show me how to cope with these feelings.

Breathe in, breathe out.

Just tell me there's still hope, God I need time for healing.

Fell into to the lies of depression.

This oppression can only last for long.

Persecution only makes me stronger.

Keep moving on.

Stay strong.

Life keeps moving on.

[themindofastrugglingchristian]

Lifes A Bitch

Goddamn I've had enough.

I've had it rough for so damn long.

I swear I don't belong.

Wear the mask, just be strong, like there's nothing wrong.

But I swear there's everything wrong with me.

Life keeps throwing me curve balls.

And I've lost the nerve to keep swinging.

So go ahead and serve me the pitch.

Life's A fucking bitch when it hits you head on.

I'll get back up, only for life to fuck shit up.

So, what's the point in looking up, when all my luck is up?

Father forgive me.

I'm losing control, this is not the way to live.

I'm losing the will to live.