theoneleviticus

[theoneleviticus]

When I’m with her,

she digs through my mind—

sifting for gold,

just to prove she knows me

better than anyone.

When I’m with her,

she wields her divine feminine

like a blade,

outmaneuvering me

with every word.

When I’m with her,

she makes me laugh—

real, guttural laughter—

and I can’t help but dream,

When I’m with her,

desire owns me.

She answers in kind,

guiding my hands

to the heat between her thighs.

She is my sin.

My sweetest betrayal.

[theoneleviticus]

Whenever I approach you,

I’m ever getting close to,

Saying it out loud.

[theoneleviticus]

I tried to end my life at 6am today…

I clocked into my job at 8am today…

Choices I make.

[theoneleviticus]

The world will never know what we were

but we were everything,

just never allowed to be.

[theoneleviticus]

We kissed on the moon the other day,

then fell asleep on stars no one had named.

We danced through a speakeasy haze,

and I held your dress above the rain.

We lied to billions about our love,

then buried our hearts in the deepest mountain,

where even echoes wouldn’t find their beat.

Still, we moved galaxies behind closed eyes,

rewrote fate in the dark,

and stitched eternity into moments no one saw.

The world will never know what we were,

but we were everything,

just never allowed to be.

[theoneleviticus]

When you shatter into a million pieces, and you will, you don’t have to gather the pieces alone. But remember, those who help may bleed too. And sometimes, they’ll blame you for the wounds…

[theoneleviticus]

There’s no passion in the way we dance, only choreographed movement, sounds, and stories.

When my only language is lust what do we have when basic takes its toll on me eventually, ventually… yes…

[theoneleviticus]

You intrigue me something fierce,

Everyday spent with you resets an internal timer that began the last time I saw those wisps of a future I’ll never have in those eyes.

Every moment away from you feels, hollow. Void of a love, a lust, that only you could create.

I feel animalistic when I’m near you. I thirst for your conversation. I hunger for your presence. The fatigue I experience from interacting with anyone besides you is unbearable at times, but I endure for you.

Ivory skinned, silver tongued, Holder of all that is pure and beautiful.

I’ve craved sex before but… from you?

I wish to hear every letter of my name said slow and quiet as if only I should hear them.

I wish to count the freckles on your skin,

I wish to know the exact pattern of the lines on the palm of your hand.

I wish for you to understand I truly have never felt a want like this, the emotion is indescribable.

[theoneleviticus]

You are my favorite problem,

A chaos I can’t resist solving,

A question with no answer,

yet I dive in, knowing I’ll drown.

You unravel me and rebuild me,

My paradox I can’t leave behind.

[theoneleviticus]

Something kept you here…

[theoneleviticus]

I don’t look at your body to objectify you, I admire your body because objectively you are art crafted by the cosmos.

[theoneleviticus]

I crawled through hell so I could pretend it was heaven with you, I have no repentance for the demon I lay with.

[theoneleviticus]

I gave you the strings you used to wrap me around your fingers, Gave you the tools to bend me, shape me, control me, Every move I made was yours, every thought a reflection of your will, Then you turned me hollow, lifeless without your manipulation, I am not your partner, I am your puppet.

[theoneleviticus]

You can stop with the scenarios my love, I was insane far before you met me, Of course I’d burn the world for you.

[theoneleviticus]

If you reap what you sow, Then maybe he will drown in the field of tears.

[theoneleviticus]

I could never hate you,

But I loathe the pain you cause,

I could never hurt you,

But I could kill you for your flaws,

[theoneleviticus]

My biggest truth is that I lie.