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I crack jokes a lot because I use humor to disguise the fact that I'm really sad. When I'm alone and that smile fades, everything comes crashing down around me and my depression becomes unbearable. I do stupid things. Sometimes I hurt myself. I just want to be happy. 

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I chimed in with a “Haven’t you people ever heard of closing the gosh diddly darn door?”

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Hiiii

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If someone trusts you enough to talk to you about something that’s bothering them, forget about your own problems for a minute and hear them out. To you, their problems might not seem as “bad” as yours but it’s not a fucking contest. Everyone goes through shit and just needs someone to listen sometimes. And if you’re one of those people who tries to one-up them basically by telling them that what you’re going through is worse than what they’re going through then you’re a fucking shitty ass friend.

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my everyday blogging routine

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My 10-year-old cousin just came to me and said: “I have proof that One Direction is gay.” and then showed me this picture.

  Yes. Proof. Thank you.

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deaf people use sign language because actions speak louder than words

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i need a job that pays at least 10,000 dollars an hour

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if you try to call me “sweetie” or “honey” or “sweetheart” when we’re arguing may god help you because i will actually scratch your face off

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4/5 doctors agree that ur a little bitch

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This makes me feel really uncomfortable.

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My best friend and I got matching tattoos tonight. Here’s mine.

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Why no one wants anything to do with me:

I’m fat.

I’m ugly.

I have trust issues.

I don’t know how to be close to anyone without pushing them away.

I don’t really have feelings. I’m indifferent, numb.

I don’t know how to act in social situations.

I just like to be alone sometimes and people don’t seem to understand that without getting offended. 

I’m painfully shy and it sometimes comes across as snobby.

I don’t know how to connect with anyone.

On the rare occasion that I do feel something, it’s so intense that I don’t know how to properly deal with it without practically bursting at the seams. 

Intimacy terrifies me.

I don’t know how to keep a conversation going.

It takes me a really long time to not be awkward around someone and  people usually give up on me before I get to that point.

I don’t know how to comfort people when they’re upset.

I just don’t know how to be someone that anyone wants.