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Your to fat to be Anorexic

You have no idea how much I heard this when I was 12 and first basically become anorexic and bulimic. Some girls in my school found out and told me that I was “to fat to have an eating disorder”

6months later I lost 50 pounds and looked sick and then the girls said “I guess you did have an eating disorder but now your beautiful “

And they gave me there phone numbers

An so did the other popular people in the school did as well saying “keep it going “ and “keep starving “

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I will be skinny again

Hey , you can call me C

I’m a person who well has been dealing with eating disorders from the age of five as I’m now 16.

Back and forth of binging (from depression and abuse) and then starvation and purging everything I put in my mouth

It wasn’t until I was 13 when I got diagnosed with anorexia and bulimia (separately becuase it would be of and on with both)

The smallest weight I ever got was 149-150 pounds and I was a size small and pants size 7-8

I was happy actually happy starving was something I could control and see results

Until inpatient, it was my second inpatient and I already gained 5 pounds before I was there and then I was there for a month. It was awful.

They didn’t follow the right rules and had me on a “gain weight” diet and structure even tho I wasn’t under weight. An if I didn’t eat they wouldn’t let me leave. I went from 159 to 185 when I left. Not only that after inpatient I was put in an outpatient where I would have to go all day but then come home so it was still the same food. After almost two months of that I was 215 pounds everything was carbs (which is awful for my body)

Thy fucked up my body so bad that I got a hormone imbalance problems and my metabolism was extremely low. It took 2 years to finally find the right pills and procedures to fix my body back to normal. But it was two late I Became beyond obese at 285 pounds

So this is my journey of losing all the weight again and to finally be happy , and skinny.

I was more happier with Ana then I am now being the cow that I am.

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People just have no idea and will judge.

But once I got skinny from starving myself they praised me and acted like what I was doing was right

When someone says people with eating disorders don’t even know what kind of damage they’re doing to their bodies and that starvation doesn’t work: