#not eating

[support]

Everything okay?

If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  

If you are in the United States, please try:

National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)

If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country. 

For self-help courses on body image and general peer support, please try Koko. 

If you need some inspiration and comfort on your dashboard, follow Post It Forward on Tumblr.

[she-whodreams]

[moon-mxlk]

I just want to curl up and hide my unwanted grotesque body under the covers for the rest of my life

[tinyteddybby]

Why is there such a twisted comfort to returning to ED tumblr content after being away for so long... (*VENT POST*)

I was skinnier when I started this page. I used to scroll through thinspo every morning before school and take a single can of diet coke for lunch. I had so much determination back then. So much strength to push through cravings and never break. And if I did I would make myself sick in the toilet until I was empty.

But now? I'll eat anything. I'm a pig. I have the sick mind of someone with an ED but the body and appetite of the fat girl I was before I downloaded this app. Past me suffered so much just so future me could throw it all away.

The guilt of food is weaker than my ability to shove food down my throat. I took my body for granted. And now I'm back at where I was. Disgusting.

[whumpschild]

Webtoon comic heartstopper

4-26

[wthworld]

I hate myself

Today my partner told me that they don’t find me attractive. I knew they had some questions about themselves and what they find appealing in a relationship, so I asked some clarifying questions.

Eventually we got to the question of “Do you lack all romantic/sexual attraction, or is it just me?” And the response I got was “Just you.” I’ve always been very self-conscious about my body, and we’ve talked about whether or not my body bothered them, and they’ve always assured me that my body was fine.

There was also a comment made about how they really only sleep with me to satisfy a need, not because they love me.

We live together, so it’s not like we can just avoid each other. We’ve been together for years and they’re just now saying something. I feel disgusting and used.

Maybe if I was skinnier things would be different. Maybe if I was prettier or more handsome they’d actually like me. I wish I hadn’t given them so much of myself. All that time and energy, the hours I spent reassuring them or comforting them, the things I went out of my way to do just so they would be comfortable was wasted on someone who used me to satisfy a need.

I feel sick. I hate who I am, and I hate my body. I hate everything about myself.

[murmurmurl]

man. I love fish so much.

[mymiro-006]

Hey! Over here! I know what you want….

You wanna lose weight, right? Well, I got just the right thing for ya!

Did you know that there’s a weightloss group chat on WhatsApp? No? And did you know that we all help each other lose weight in a kind and non-forcing way? No?! Well, let me tell you-

The group chat is called „Fast & Curious“ and we’re still growing. There are rules, of course, but also challenges and tips for you to lose weight!

Oh, you seem unsure about your decision. Don’t worry! If you’re afraid that we’re „too strict“ or that once you join there’s no way out then you’re wrong! Nobody is forced to be here, so don’t worry :D

Did I change your mind? Well, I’m glad! Just dm me for more information ^^

[zombearzilla]

I wanna wanna die I wanna wanna die I wanna wanna die I wanna wanna die but I don't

[aellacollarbones]

Trying the suffering angel diet

Start weight: 56 kg

[hershey-the-person]

back to the unhealthy coping mechanisms

ugh.

[she-whodreams]

So basically

[animelover32456]

*is sitting and gets dizzy*

Me: Why am I dizzy?

Mom: Oh I don't know maybe it's because you haven't eaten all day, you don't drink water and you barely get sleep?

Me: I ain't getting enough oxygen

[thedemonbunnys-blog]

Ok so I did not eat or drink water that or sleep well yet I fucking had the energy to do an all nighter like how has anyone else done this before!?!?

[midnight-starving]

Coffee in the morning, something for dinner under 400 calories. This will help make be beautiful.

[svic1de]

does anyone have tips on how to hide ana ??? my mom notices whenever i don’t eat .