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Day 1 back to my Anorexia!

Last year I got Ana around 2023 May, all summer I went down the path of hell and fire. But got put in a mental hospital to regain weight and recovery. I was great life lesson and all but…Bulimia really hit me right over the head.

Tonight was my last night ever of Binging and purging, I will do whatever it takes to quit. Even if that Ana again.

I’ve debated if Ana was the best direction to go back to, I mean I hated life 100x more than right now. (Got out of binging everyday) and I have hypertrophy goals but that all needs to happen after I get small. My face is so puffy and my abdomen is wider then it use to. Atleast my ass fat lol.

Anyway enjoy my documentation of how day 1 of Ana goes, and to see if this is the direction I decide to take for a little while. Obviously not long term because long term in ana is death. But until I can quit binging all together and figure somthing out

K peace babies ☀️😇