thirsting2bskinny

[thirsting2bskinny]

no one cares. no one. i want to be pretty and skinny for him and he’s probably talking about how much of a freak i am to his friends. and when i do lose weight then he’s sOoooOOooo worried about me. well guess what?? ill loose more weight and more ill be skin and bones by the end. i don’t care if im freezing every second of my life i don’t care if i faint all the time just by sitting up i don’t care if i die if it kills me then good. i can bare existing in a body that doesn’t feel even remotely close to mine. im not me i’m not me i’m not me and i can’t stand it. i can’t live like this please someone sedate me! im hungry and there’s food downstairs but i cant eating means relapsing unless i purge tonight but idk how much i feel like ruining everything i need to purge even when there’s nothing in my stomach the. feeling of the acid coming out is amazing and i love throwing up i love to finnally have control. i love you ana

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🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳chat i may or may not have gone to 145 to 135 🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

this also means my bmi when down to 24.9 to 23.2🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

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how tf do ppl get popular and get mutuals on tumblr?? like what do i say to make friends, ik how to talk to ppl irl but online ive never made friends

popular ppl what is ur secret ??????

[thirsting2bskinny]

how far do i need to go? how many times do i have to not eat? how long do i need to go without food? why am i so fat? ykw im willing to do whatever so i can be skinny

[thirsting2bskinny]

Calories in common foods

Fruits

• Apple – 52 kcal

• Avocado – 160 kcal

• Banana – 89 kcal

• Blueberries – 57 kcal

• Grapes – 69 kcal

• Kiwi – 61 kcal

• Mango – 60 kcal

• Orange – 47 kcal

• Peach – 39 kcal

• Pineapple – 50 kcal

• Strawberries – 32 kcal

• Watermelon – 30 kcal

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Vegetables

• Broccoli – 34 kcal

• Carrot – 41 kcal

• Cauliflower – 25 kcal

• Cucumber – 16 kcal

• Eggplant – 25 kcal

• Lettuce – 15 kcal

• Mushrooms – 22 kcal

• Onion – 40 kcal

• Spinach – 23 kcal

• Tomato – 18 kcal

• Zucchini – 17 kcal

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Grains & Legumes

• Bread (white) – 265 kcal

• Chickpeas (cooked) – 164 kcal

• Lentils (cooked) – 116 kcal

• Oats (raw) – 389 kcal

• Pasta (cooked) – 131 kcal

• Quinoa (cooked) – 120 kcal

• Rice (cooked, white) – 130 kcal

• Whole wheat bread – 247 kcal

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Dairy & Eggs

• Cheese (cheddar) – 403 kcal

• Cottage cheese (low fat) – 98 kcal

• Egg (whole, boiled) – 155 kcal

• Milk (whole) – 61 kcal

• Skim milk – 34 kcal

• Yogurt (plain, whole milk) – 61 kcal

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Meats, Fish & Protein Sources

• Beef (cooked, lean) – 250 kcal

• Chicken breast (cooked) – 165 kcal

• Egg (whole, boiled) – 155 kcal

• Pork (cooked) – 242 kcal

• Salmon (cooked) – 206 kcal

• Shrimp (cooked) – 99 kcal

• Tofu (firm) – 144 kcal

• Tuna (canned in water) – 116 kcal

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Nuts, Seeds & Spreads

• Almonds – 579 kcal

• Chia seeds – 486 kcal

• Flaxseeds – 534 kcal

• Peanut butter – 588 kcal

• Sunflower seeds – 584 kcal

• Walnuts – 654 kcal

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Fats & Oils

• Butter – 717 kcal

• Coconut oil – 862 kcal

• Olive oil – 884 kcal

• Vegetable oil – 884 kcal

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Other

• Dark chocolate (70-85%) – 598 kcal

• Honey – 304 kcal

• Jam – 250 kcal

• Popcorn (air-popped) – 387 kcal

[thirsting2bskinny]

overestimate what you’ve eaten

underestimate what you’ve burned

overexercise in private

& undereat in public ♡

[thirsting2bskinny]

i hate how fat sitting in a wheelchair makes me look

:c

[thirsting2bskinny]

is there any ana/mia advice for disabled ppl especially disabled ppl that can’t walk or stand?

p.s. is there also such thing as disabled thinsp0??? :000

[thirsting2bskinny]

TW⚠️ v0mit talk

recently i’ve been making myself throw up a lot and it changed my waist circumference from 33-32 and maybe that and ⭐️ ving will be my saving grace. even though it feels terrible in the moment i remember that each time ull be closer to be skinny and then it doesn’t feel as bad.

[thirsting2bskinny]

how much do i need to throw up to loose a pound? how much do i need to throw up to lose 20 pounds??? pls i need to know this information

[thirsting2bskinny]

Idk if any of this is true but there's only one way to find out 🫢

[thirsting2bskinny]

Food makes you ugly. Food makes you ugly. Food makes you ugly. Food makes you ugly. Food makes you ugly. Food makes you ugly. Food makes you ugly. Food makes you ugly. Food makes you ugly. Food makes you ugly.

[thirsting2bskinny]

^^

Manifesting -5kg for everyone who reblogs

[thirsting2bskinny]

i love this person’s acc so much <3333

i wish more ppl understood this :c

People don't realize this, but at times having this illness is really fun.

It feels safe and comforting. Yes I know what can happen and what will happen and i will always share safety things here, but theres a reason why one does not quit: it's fun. It's safe. It's nice to feel being in control. It gives so much wicked peace and happiness even when i know it all will end up in chaos.

Its addicting. Even hunger can be addicting. The feeling of being in control is as itself for me so addicting, that I think i will never let that one go. I also do have OCD , so I guess it plays some part with this control thing.

Its okay to feel good about this I think. I know the risks and I spread the word to others too, meaning now they know the risks too. But at the end of the day we mostly don't care. For some people shitting and pissing yourself because your muscles and bladder wont work anymore is validating even. We might enjoy things our body do to warn us about our incoming failure. It is weirdly validating.

Its fun to have a secret you share with thousands on the internet. The red bracelets and sharing a diet with your mutuals. Having a place to vent and be free when outside world tries to shut you down for being too triggering.

It's dangerous. But it's fun.

I don't mind going down laughing.

[thirsting2bskinny]

im gonna lose my mind its not fair why do i keep binging i don’t know why i can’t stop i was doing so well and now i’m going to get fat and turn into a pig. i hate everything im going to kill myself it’s not fair what’s wrong with me

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𝐀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐋 𝐈𝐒 𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐇! 𝐑𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐊 🎀🍽️