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Funny thing about my friendship loyalty,

I am as hyped as your emotions on the situation trying not to chime in too much yet wanting to have been there to set the record straight.

Something about women who go towards degradation and assault makes me wish I didn't always distance my guy friends of a true caliber once all is said and done.

Next time I'll read the signs and be more docile with the intent to instill why not to fwm on some secret-op mode.

Your business is yoyr own but binding contracts are sacred.

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Whoops 😉

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*uninstalling the Nickelodeon middle finger response to situations*

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Am I weird or did I just experience body appreciation too early after being told thru middle school I was 'fat'?

Then did the reseaech to the point of my weight and height meant more than false projections.

What a roller coaster.

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Currently getting my head straight after taking in the wave of my own self-destruction.

People have pushed me to my limit of extending a hand where not necessary. Asking if I am okay, what's wrong with me, then asking if I want to fuck is suppose to be normal. But then ignore everything in the common living space from a past party I can't event speak on because I wasn't there. I was at work. I don't feel responsible for the stack of dishes that I didn't use sense I washed mine.

Especially when I can count countless times where I took out the trash more days of the week than I can count.

Another friend wants to smoke meth and that's on him but I want no part. Yet its wrong of me to not want to hang out with him in his homestead while he tokes on it and I'm pro-choice yet that means I have a choice to not be apart of it. I spoke my peace on it and still deemed them an individual I'd still befriend since we met almost 10 years ago but never chilled before.

To the co-workers I don't mind and the sexual frustration I bare just to be able to get paid.

Now I'm behind on school, daydreaming about a guy I held too high up and came to realize, I need to step back and be myself.

My reactions are simply confused when I remember telling people something then they repeat it like my statement is suppose to change in the weirdest way. Its trippy. Then I'm told it never happened or whatever the case of them not hearing me. So when I stop speaking then its why didn't you say anything.

Why I chose to fend for myself hoping the people I surrounded myself with would take the time as I have to do my best to understand and also relay information, its a never ending battle.

Worst of all, I have no clue what path I want to take with my gentrification choice for business and finance. Its kicking my butt. After going through five different topics, I really hope there is a thunderstorm later so I can enjoy it with tea this time and some mellow tunes.

By the way, I have fallen in love with my new headphones where no romance can break me down! Bwahaha *clenches heart* shit, I'll lose my idealiziation sooner or later.

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*when you realize most of your emotions are available via Spotify and in-person interaction*

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Some colonizers really know how to set the bait.

Some abusers really know how to set the a stage.

Where some come off as kind, it can easily be perceived as something else.

Trust is the only smooth slice through the illusions.

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Absolute fact and will keep our business separate from personal to the T.

girls will carry unimaginable primordial rage but still go about their day as if nothing is wrong and that is very sexy of us I think

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(◡‿◡✿)

(ʘ‿ʘ✿) “what you say ‘bout me”

(ʘ‿ʘ)ノ✿ “hold my flower”

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Idea: Clean off desk, do laundry and toke while Good Omens plays in the backgdrop as I embrace the 'A-hey, A-hey A-hey'