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I'm so scared to fail

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We have to constantly inhale and exhale the old versions of ourselves that no longer serve us.

- Florence Given

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Schon das zweite Weihnachten infolge, das ich am liebsten wieder nach NRW flüchten würde

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Enttäuschend zu sehen, dass der eigene Vater scheinbar keine Prinzipien hat

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Ich vermiss dich, Opa.

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"It's time that we stop treating women's bodies like a bloody fashion accessory. It's not as though we can just take off our human bodysuits whenever they're not trending and put a different one on. There comes a point where we have to collectively say 'This is fucked. We're not having it and you can kiss my rectangular ass'." - Stephanie Lange

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Just scrolled through my posts on here. I think it is finally time, to turn that personal 'you' to an impersonal 'him'. Because time has gone by. Because it might be that I knew a part of you but didn't get to know an even bigger part of him. And all I wanted back then was YOU, not him. So here I am now and that has been and always will be enough.

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Ich frage mich immer noch, ob wir uns nochmal begegnen werden...

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Ich glaub du warst mein Kryptonit-Mensch. Wirst es immer irgendwie sein. Ist okay. Und irgendwie auch nicht.

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It's inner peace with him.

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That was me when I was with you.

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Ich weiß noch, wie er sagte, er könne mir nicht das geben, was ich verdiene. Damals habe ich alles möglich gemacht, um ihm zu zeigen, dass allein die Tatsache, dass er Bestandteil meines Lebens ist, mir die Welt bedeutet. Heute weiß ich, dass es einfach nur ein Spruch war, um nicht investieren zu müssen. Merkwürdig - die Erkenntnis tut nicht mal mehr weh.

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Sure, it's comfortable being with him almost all the time. But I sware I feel more dangerous when I'm all by myself.

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Mir fehlt dieses Mädchen da in der Stadt. Zum Reden, zum Lachen, zum Feiern, zum Weinen, zum Beieinander-Pennen, zum Gegenseitig-Pushen, zum Saufen, zum Schweigen.

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this moment when a whole album just hits hard and you can relate with almost every song

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Diese Tendenz, geliebte Menschen genau dann wegzustoßen, wenn man sie am dringendsten bräuchte.

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Just had a talk to a special someone about why people might act the way they do and how they eventually became who they are at this moment. God, how I love making up my mind about stuff like that.