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“forgive all the versions of yourself that operated out of fear instead of growth, the ones that viewed comfort zones as safe havens and abandoned boundaries to keep other people happy, forgive all the versions of yourself that didn’t know that love begins with how you treat you.”

— iambrillyant

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I love the Archer it is such a pretty song about accepting one's flaws and learning how to love oneself. Truly beautiful and relatable I think it was a song some of us needed to remind us of our true strength Thanks again, Taylor.

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An exclusive look at the inside of my brain

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okay real talk does anyone want to explain to me HOW the Nashville fans even found out about the mural in the first place?? Did someone walk by it and think “this is Taylor’s brand this era, imma run with this” like??? hOW DID IT HAPPEN

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I feel this on a personal level

the night before 4.26

‘Twas the night before 4.26, when all through the net All the countdowns were ending, but not yet the sweat; The posts were queued by the bloggers with care, In hopes that the single would soon be there; The diamonds were nestled all snug in their threads; While visions of sunglassed chickens danced in their heads; And taylor with her socials, and I with my phone, Had just settled our brains for a long lurking zone, When out on my dash there arose such a mingle, I sprang from my bed to hear the new single Away to itunes, i sprang like a butterfly, To finally understand why taylor was acting all sly. So soon, it’s finally here, I am now proceeding to cry.

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Take a picture of life

Life is good the trees are green the summer breeze is hitting my soft silky skin, I dance along as I hear the beat and the tipide tap of the drums, Freedom, freedom, at last, I feel life after all the ups downs and the tips and turns of this rollercoaster. That I have trek on since birth I am here free happy and content once you slow down and take a  picture of life the lushes trees in the wilderness or the mountain ranges in which I hike to a whole other world  or when I swim in the rivers I feel the cool crisp feel of the water which delights me and makes me feel comfort. Once I take a picture of life I smile and look at the world I live and hear the music as it plays. I look into the eyes of my family and realize I love them even though I argue with my siblings and can't stand when my mother nags me but their love is to the moon and back I am so lucky I am so lucky  so happy when I go on an adventure to the tropical beaches I go to a calmer place where nothing can hurt me I feel safe and happy I enjoy an incredible time with my friends where we laugh and play in the sand .When  I take a picture of life I  look back and feel the happiness and love of my life and my family and nature I feel glad when I take a photo of my life it may not look perfect but its perfect to me the rough tattered corners of the edges of the photo are visible but a picture is worth a thousand words but the one word that pops out at me is Happiness. 

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New Year Crazy Thoughts~New Years Goals~

It's that time of year again where we make new goals and not stick to them, New Year new me! We say this as if we are going to change like some magical cacoon phase turning into a butterfly we say we are going to make huge life changes like losing weight and going to the gym more

But instead of hitting the treadmill we hit that yummy box of Dunkin Doughnuts with a side of Netflix, Don't get me wrong new years resolutions are great I just think we should take more initiative with our resolutions.Today I am going to discuss my new year's resolutions and how I want to obtain them these are just my Ideas for how I plan on achieving my New Years Resolutions.

My 2017 Yearly Reflection   

In this section, I want to express all that I have learned this year and all that I need to work on in this coming year

Things I learned

It is okay to have a different body shape than others, I need to love the body and skin I am in. Because the only person living in my body is me

Sometimes to truly make yourself happy you need to go off the beaten path even if that means not having others around you support your decisions

Meditation is a great tool if you use it properly 

Studying is essential  for success in school

Having alone time is not always a negative thing sometimes you need to clear your mind and stay away from people and think about life

Even though I am gay my sexuality and how I feel  is valid

What I need to Improve on

I really need to stop procrastinating, and just do shit

I need to learn how to prioritize my time

I need to create more boundaries with the people in my life

I want to make a consistent schedule for reading and meditation

I want to learn how to organize

I need to learn how to not stay up all hours of the night  because I need to learn productivity of the daytime

My 1st Goal~Read more~  

Reading its such a fun/great activity, I love reading it helps me develop creativity without reading I would have never developed a love and talent for writing, I received some gift cards to Books A Millon for Christmas and decided to go there and pick up a few books ( one of which I already finished) and I am planning to write my thoughts on Goodreads a website where you can find new books and review books you have read. I will post a link to my reviews anyways to get back on track I do love to read but I feel like I have been reading just for school or when I do read for pleasure I either rush to get to the ending or rush in general. 

How do I Solve My Problem 

I am planning to pace myself and read as much as I want and not just MORE because I want to get to the end of the book. How am I going to make more time to read? I want to read a chapter or 2 before I go to bed

If you want to follow my reading progress here Is my GoodReads

https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/75616678-tiege

My 2nd Goal ~Time~

Obviously, I can't stop time but I can sure as hell start making a better use of my time. ( writes this whale writing blog about new years 8 days after new years day ) but seriously I need to improve my time management skills my grades will thank me and my blood pressure will thank me

How Do I Solve My Problem 

well, I am planning to manage my time more and not procrastinate as much for school, I decided to organize my whole backpack and get a planner.

My 3rd  Goal ~Write More~

So if it's not that obvious I enjoy writing that’s why I have a blog but I really want to progress in my writing abilities, and possibly write a book! if you want to follow my WattPad

https://www.wattpad.com/user/Tiegestable

To conclude my post I hope you had a great 2017 and I hope 2018 brings you nothing but happiness and joy and, I am for posting the new years post late as I said I have to work on procrastination.

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Finally See The Light

My life is broken, Within me,  the rain is falling. I have lost every feeling within me I feel numb, not even frostbite is as cold as my heart and emotions. I long for more but I can't trudge out of this state of war. My breath is shorting my tears are falling I cry for help  your help the broken pieces of my love in which I have lost forever I feel like I'm trapped in a maze a maze where I will never find the exit no one can help me all their signs hinder me to another twisted corner within me I  turn my back on the ones who I love I am scared I am monster but I am my own victim within me I can't feel any sign of love within me I can't find any sign of faith within me I am alone my parents try to help but I watch as the knives and razors try and help me feel again I can't feel what is emotion what is the reason I am here with in me I am shutting down my life is closing this is the finally scene this is the final act my insanity has eaten every piece left of my wrecked heart I can't see the future its bleak its black its dark its invisible Within me I pick up the string I'm free I see a light so pure so faint so bright I gained my wings the knives and razors never made me feel they just kept me numb I catch myself from them there is no more blood for once within me there is hope for once with in me there is light once within me all of these demons and monsters aren't me they are the ones who rallied against me I am a hero, my own hero, I can fly I can conquer I can persevere  within me I see the future and it so bright

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Through The Rainbow Rabbit Hole ~13 Facts About Me~

So this is your first glimpse... into my crazy life so if you were to ask someone to  describe me they would probaly describe me as gay and loud but In all actuality, people scare the shit out of me I don't really like to associate myself with many people usually. And when I do they usually are equally insane and I feel like I can have deep conversations with them.  that With said people often think I'm unintelligent or just plain shallow when in fact I am a very complex person who has many layers like a cake so this first post is to introduce myself to you. 

I want to start by stating that I don't really know what I want this blog to be like I want it to be free-flowing and not categorized, and if I were to categorize it I don't even know what categories it would fall into. Categories are like putting yourself in a box or a trap door, if you will it is very hard to get out of and you can only use the supplies you have in the box or in the trapdoor.You cant really escape outside of that box. I like everything from love and heartbreak poems to politics and culture. So I figured I should start by sharing 10 facts about me.

1. I won't be using my real name on here I want my blog to be real, raw, authentic and with no filter I want to discuss what I want to talk about and say whatever the fuck I want to say without the attachment of my name and others judging me who think swearing  makes you ‘unintelligent’  I am not saying people who don't  curse should curse or that they are prudes but I feel like I shouldn't be judged for cursing if others don't want to to be judged for not choosing to do so I will use the pen name of tiege let me help you pronuce that correctly TEAge like the fameus Britsh drink

  I know its quite an odd random pen name but one of my best friends-                  sister gave it to me and I think it will work for its purpose.   

(Now here are 12 more random and pointless facts about me that may or                                           may not lead into future posts)

2. If I were to meet a famous person dead or alive it would be my favorite artist of all time Frida Karlo. She was so kick ass! I look up to her because she was a brave soul who did whatever she wanted when she wanted to do it. She broke gender roles Along with being well spoken she has such great quotes and she gives me the strength that I need when I am weak by reading them. She was truly perfectly imperfect. And she was Bisexual too!

3. If you can guess if you have read my older poems something that both fascinates me and scares the shit out of me “ Yes more than people”  is this crazy thing called love I feel like its such a valuable feeling and I would really like to know how that feels with a man one day.

And something that boggles my mind is heartbreak I just don't understand how you can go from loving someone like no tomorrow to hating them ( But I feel like you learn from it though) 

4 I am a travel freak I will never pass up the chance to go to another part of the state or country and especially will never pass up the chance to travel outside of the country.

5. One of the weirdest reasons I want to travel somewhere is because I want to eat weird Kit Kats in Japan, I mean there are more reasons why I want to go to Japan but that's kind of an odd reason for just going somewhere in my opinion.

6. I love Britsh TV, in my opinion, it is more comedic then American TV some of my favorites are Chewing Gum and Skins.

                            Yes I know they weren't together but I ship

                                                Maxie and Tony

7. I loving learning languages, I would like to be a polyglot one day ( A person who speaks 4 or more languages fluently) Right now I can speak English and, I am trying to become fluent in Spanish Sí Hablo Español

8. One quality I would change about myself is my height, I am so tall and I bump my head into everything it also sucks because I like taller guys. If I was shorter I could also avoid dumb questions like why don't you play basketball or hows the weather up there.

9. I love to read! It takes me away to a whole nother place and I enjoy it so much, I love fantasy books especially when it comes to vampires or magic. 

10. Something that I am interested in that many people think is boring is politics, I believe that I have a voice and I need to use it.

11. I love to dance and take yoga both of them do different things for me. Yoga helps me relax and take time for myself and dancing makes me feel free and I feel like I am flying when I dance.

12, I love animals! I am one of those people who come up to people on the street and ask if I can pet their dog. Animals are just so precious! 

13.(This one is pretty obvious) But I really enjoy writing it helps me process my thoughts, lets me express my feelings, and use my voice. I hope this blog can help me improve my writing skills. 

Now you know a little bit more about me if you have any more questions just ask! Also, please heart and follow my blog oh and one more thing......

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