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"Maybe i do just ruin people's lives. And it would be better if I didn't exist." -Charlie Spring S1 Ep 8

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JOSH SINGING!!!!!!!!!!

IM ??? GOING INSANE

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some of the original lyrics from clancy in tyler's handwriting!

'I'd rather you hurt me than do nothing at all' are heartbreaking lyrics :')

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I dont know what to do anymore. I try so hard and I always end up back here. I'm tired of trying to fight to get out of this. I'm just gonna stay in the dark and hopefully I'll be able to this.

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WAIT I JUST READ THE FOREST FIC WAS JOSH REAL AT THE END??? WHAT

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My favorite one doesn't even want me anymore

im craving attention and affection so much right now, but at the same time i dont want to talk to anyone.

people are fucking pieces of shit, but fuck i miss my favorite ones

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It feels like no matter who I mirror, no matter how hard I try to please people, no matter how nice I try to be— no one fucking likes me enough to stay or just return my energy equally. It’s so exhausting but I keep trying and trying to get this love and attention but it’s not sticking.

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Why the fuck am I the way I am

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healing is taking too long what if i just kill myself

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I've been struggling so much. You don't even see it. I've been trying so hard to make things good again but nothing works. I put all of my effort into making us okay that I've started struggling in school. This is the worst I've ever done and I dont know what to do anymore. I'm so tired. I'm so damn tired

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i just wanna fucking matter

wanna mean something to someone

i’m fucking nothing

i hate myself

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How to Use the Queer Book Master List

I have created a master list of queer fiction books which can be sorted and filtered by your preferences.  However, many have asked how to use it - so I have created a quick guide below!

This is not like google sheets - any filters you create will only be shown to you and will disappear when you exit that screen. So feel free to mess around! I promise you won’t ruin anything.

Step 1: Open the database

Step 2: Select the “Create Your Own Filter” view on the left-hand side.

Step 3: Click “filter” on the top bar.

Step 4: Input any filters you would like to organize the files by. The screen will automatically update with books that fit into all of your specifications.

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I feel so alone. I try to talk to you but I dont know how anymore. I ruined things between us and I don't know how to fix it. I'm not even lonely I know I have you but at the same time I'm so alone.

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Life has lost meaning. Life has lost purpose. I'm so lost and numb without you. I can't do this anymore.