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btw i like COTL too :3 there all so neurodivergent and gay and have religious trauma i can't help it RAAHHH

btw lambert has pupils i swear i forgot to add them 😰

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some baxter doodles because hes slowly becoming one of my autism creatures

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i had energy so i drew more. i present to you: the queen's den. ft. a picture of a log i found on google bcuz i can't draw wood.

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drawing of a WC OC i have :3 shes apart of a clan i made. might post about it more idk.

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wHAT THE FVCK?? YOUTUBE?? WHY

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hello! i made a gender! "Observagender" im calling it. WHY I MADE IT: i made this gender because i decided to do more research about my own identity and couldn't find anything that fit. i felt like an observer, not human mentally but human physically. i perceive humans as separate and as one mass and less individually. i dont have a god complex, and as i did research in the gender wiki i thought that my thoughts were valid. i decided i would make a gender/identity for me to identify with, and maybe others. if this gender is considered valid or even recognised, id like it to be recognised as an autistic gender, as i am autistic and iv heard a common trait is perceiving yourself as a watcher/observer. im calling is 'observagender' because, if you identify with this gender, you will likely identify with the feeling of being inhuman, or existing as a being in a human body, observing the human race from the outside. i personally have thoughts both related to this and how i feel like my human/physical body is inferior to my real one, however i have zero idea what that is lol. also, i want this to be considered similar to agender or nonbinary. iv seen nonbinary people talk about their genders and how they feel like weird things sometimes, and agender people aswell. COLOURS: yellow is for people who believe they are an observer in a good/holy light, observing the human race with biases of humans being good. the red is for people who believe they are an observer in a bad/evil light. they observe the human race with biases of humans being bad, and if you identify with the red your probably a misanthrope too lol. the black/grey is for people who are neutral observers; they have little to no bias, hence why i made it grey to reflect similarity to asexual/greysexual thought experiences (the bias being the sexual attraction in this metaphor.) and the white is for people who feel apathetic or calm about their observations, have little bias (if any its usually good bias) i personally identify with both the red and grey; i hope this gender, if it gains any traction at all, is seen as a valid autismgender/neurogender! <33

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Mm Yeah - Austin Mahone ft. Pitbull EXTREME low quality (TURN UR VOLUME DOWN) iv created a mistake (TW! POSSIBLE EAR RPE. LOWER VOLUME!!)

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cat drawing i did because im learning to draw! its pretty bad but thats because im use to drawing on paper (=˃ᆺ˂=)