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Bad Things Happen Bingo(1/25)

Prompt:Self-Harm

Warnings:Cutting,Self-hatred,Depression,Mentions of suicidal thoughts,Sad/Open Ending

Words:(Unknown)

Note:This is kind of short,but I still hope you guys like it!

Summary:

Kotaro knew that he was going to get an earful once the others found out.But all he wanted was some relief from pain for a moment.What was so wrong about that?

1:08 AM

Shut up.

Kotaro splashed the water onto his face,struggling to get his brain to just shut up.When that failed,Kotaro started slapping his face repeatedly.

And that didn't work either.

Now Kotaro knew that was the only option left for him to silence his thoughts.The last thing he wanted to do again.

He promised them,he couldn't relapse again.But the second that he made that promise,a part of Kotaro always knew that he was inevitably going to break it.

Taking a deep breath in and out,Kotaro reached for the bathroom drawer,taking another deep breath when his eyes met the razor blade that sat in there.

Almost like it was taunting him.

Kotaro knew that he was going to get an earful once the others found out.But all he wanted was some relief from the pain for a moment.

What was so wrong about that?

Before he knew it,Kotaro had picked up the razor and was running down his arms leaving small,barley bleeding cuts on his wrists.

He hated to think so,but it almost felt...

...good.

Like he could finally feel something.

When he was done,there was a fresh group of cuts of wrists.

Kotaro almost felt proud of himself.Like he'd finally accomplished something for once instead of being useless again.

He knew that he was definitely going to be yelled at when the others noticed.But for the moment it felt worth it.

Because at least for the moment,Kotaro could actually feel something that could distract him from the voices in his head.

Or at least that's what he told himself.

END

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Gonna start posting my Bad Things Happen Bingo fics this weekend.

Please look forward for it!

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