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Changes in What I Offer Also requests are OPEN!

I have changed the fandoms I'm in. I will not write for Seven Deadly Sins anymore since I have lost interest in the series. Don't get me wrong, it's a great manga, but not for me. I will continue to write for Bleach, Naruto, Twilight, and Harry Potter. However, I will also be writing for The 100 and Chilling Adventures of Sabrina (only seasons 1 and 2 for CAoS tho). This is also the time to send requests about what you would like to see and I will message you back about if and when it should be posted. Can't wait to see your ideas!

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Yandere Suigetsu Headcanons A-E

Affection: How does he show it and how intense is it?

Suigetsu shows his affection in somewhat normal ways. He wraps his arms around your waist and holds you on his lap while he kisses you. Suigetsu will also cook dinner with you. You’ll be allowed to use knives so long as you have his trust and are in his eyesight. He’s also not a bad cook, and he likes cooking with you because he finds it romantic. His affections only get weird when he gives you gifts. The man gave you a piece of the Executioner's Blade in a clear vial. On top of that, he also pricks his fingers just to get you to drink some of his blood. His love is very intense and you often feel drowned in it.

Blood: How much is he willing to spill?

Suigetsu is ready to kill many people for you, even if you don’t want him to. No one is safe from him if he thinks that they are trying to take you away from him. Oh, some random guy came by the hideout and talked to you for a bit? Well, he’s dead now. The scariest thing about him is that he could kill your sister or brother or any other person you love with no remorse. If anything, he would do it with a smile on his face.

Cruelty: How does he treat his darling?

Suigetsu is a sadist; even though he loves you, he will hurt you. He will absolutely hurt you if you try to run, but even if you behave perfectly Suigetsu will still cut you up and beat you. He wants to see you bleeding and bruised while you cry. You will always have a bruise and cut on your body no matter how well you behave. That being said, when he’s not physically abusing you, he’s emotionally torturing you. Suigetsu will taunt you by saying that you haven’t been found because people don’t care about you. However, there are some good days. Sometimes you wake up to him gently kissing you on your forehead and petting your head. The days when he’s gentle are your favorite because that's when you can pretend that he hasn’t ever hurt you. 

Darling: What will he do against his darling’s will?

Suigetsu does what he wants and he seldom takes your wants into account. He abducted you, he makes you follow him around, he locks you up in a house, and he will force his affection on you -think what I said about him kissing you while holding your waist. 

Exposed: How much of himself does he show to his darling?

Everything! You know about his history, passions, and what he likes. He never hides his emotion from you, and he speaks his mind. 

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Any of y’all want a yandere suigetsu post? I mean there just isn’t enough of him on here. Like or comment for yes.

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Yandere Tousen Alphabet M-Q

600ish words

M-Mask:Are his true colors different from how he acts around other people?

This will vary from when you are with him. If you are with him in Soul Society, yes, his true colors are different from how he acts around other people. However, if you’re with him in Hueco Mundo, he shows his true colors, even if he kinda hides them behind his view of justice.

N-Naughty: How does he punish his darling?

Soul Society: In Soul Society, he’s pretty chill, so you don’t fight back, meaning he doesn’t punish you. But let’s say you did something that he really doesn’t like, he would likely opt for emotional manipulation and abuse. But it's not overt and you take it as concern and not a punishment, even if it is. For the following days, you try to talk to him, to apologize, but something keeps the two of you apart. Like Aizen or Gin walking in and interrupting you. This keeps on happening until Tousen finally lets you get him alone, at which point you are crying hysterically, begging for him to forgive you. And you can’t help all the stress that you feel, because Tousen manipulated you.

Hueco Mundo: He is a lot more physical with his punishments. He doesn’t manipulate you, because he sees it as a lost cause, he already kidnapped you, so why try? His punishments will vary because your offenses do. If you refuse to eat, he pins you to the ground and shoves the food down your throat. You try to assault him, he breaks whatever bone you were trying to hit or kick him with. If he thinks you’re going to try to escape, he starves you so you can’t leave, but he also tells you what he’s thinking. Tousen speaks lowly, and tells you what he will do to you if you try to flee, all this before he kisses you gently on your head while he steady’s you by gripping your arm. If you do run, Tousen will drag you back to your room where he slices your arms and legs, one cut each for every minute you were gone and every day he thinks you manipulated him. After that, he stabs you in your hip, mid thigh, knee, calf, and ankle. Twisting the dagger each time. 

O-Oppression: How many rights does he take away from his darling?

You don’t have any rights with him, at all. You go wherever he goes,unless he’s with Aizen, in which case, you’re with Starrk or in your locked room. He controls what you do, who you are around, how you act around certain people, ect. 

P-Patience: How patient is he with his darling?

In Soul Society, Tousen has the patience of a saint. He doesn’t force you into anything, and he never takes his anger out on you. However, in Hueco Mundo, Tousen is only ever patient with you for the first two weeks after he kidnapped you. After that, his patience wanes. Tousen is quicker to anger with you, he hits you harder, he yells. Need I go on?

Q-Quit: How will he be if his darling dies or escapes?

The only way for you to die would be if you had an illness. If you died that way, it wouldn’t affect him too much. Tousen would be sad, but he  wouldn’t be depressed. He would be down for a while and people would see the difference. However, if you were murdered, he would be furious. Tousen would absolutely kill whoever took you from him. He would definitely be depressed and quicker to anger after he loses you. He wouldn’t give up though, to him, this means that he needs to work harder to become justice incarnate.

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Yandere Kaname Tousen Alphabet G-L

680ish words- enjoy!

G-Game: Is this a game to him? How much does he enjoy watching you run or your fearful expression?

This is no game to him. You are one of the few pure things in this world, the only person he can relate to, he has to keep you safe. This is why he hates it when you run, to him, you’re running away to a world that would slowly wear you down and taint you. 

As for your fearful expression, he has mixed opinions about it, and though he can’t see it, he can sense the change in your spiritual pressure. If it’s after he abducted you, but before you fought back, he would very much dislike it. He doesn’t want you to fear him 24/7, he only wants you to be like that when you misbehave.

H-Hell: What is his darling’s worst experience with him?

…Hold on, I’m thinkin’. Yikes. The first time you tried to run away, or more specifically, after he stopped you. And I don’t mean you ran to the door while he was in the same room as you. No, I mean you set up a whole plan to escape. 

After he stopped you, he punished you. Tousen opted for giving you a long, painful cut for every day that you manipulated him and every minute you were gone. Not only that, but he stabbed you in your left knee, thigh, and ankle, then twisted the knife in each of them. Tousen did ultimately patch you up, though. However, he neglected to feed you for the next few days and didn’t give you any painkillers. 

I-Ideals: What kind of future does he have in mind for his love?

He envisions a future where you agree with his views on the world and where you don’t fight him. He wants to have a world with no evil in it, one where you can be safe. Tousen wants to be able to fully trust you and not have to make you fear him.

J-Jealous:Does he get jealous? How does he lash out?

He doesn’t get jealous in Soul Society or Hueco Mundo. He trusts that you won’t cheat on him or leave him. Granted, in Hueco Mundo, you can’t leave him, because you are too scared of him.  

K-Kisses:How does he act around his darling?

Soul Society: Kaname acts compassionate and loving. He gently pecks you on your forehead when he wakes up before you in the morning. He never takes his anger out on you, even though you might occasionally take yours out on him. He's calm in the storm and you feel safe around him. Overall: He acts like a dream guy.

Hueco Mundo: Tousen says he loves and cares for you, but he doesn’t act like it. Sure, he makes your meals and the two of you have great conversations, but it doesn't feel like love. He is far too aloof and dedicated to Aizen for you. Tousen comes off as arrogant and bitter, making it hard to be around him while talking about values. The sad part of this is that you’re both reaching out, desperate to not be so distant from each other. You’re both trying to be more comfortable around each other and help the other be more comfortable with you. 

L-Love Letters: How does he go about approaching his darling?

In Soul Society, the two of you meet organically. If you came from Rukongai, you and Tousen either meet at a market place, or on one of his missions. If he only meets you after he betrayed the Gotei, you crossed paths in the human world often and he saw your purity. And by ‘crossed paths’, I mean he was on a mission, and you kept on showing up where he was. You saw him, he sensed your minuscule spiritual pressure. Later on, he puts on a gigai and goes out to meet you and talk. He convinces himself that he is attracted to you because you are a pure being, causing him to kidnap you.

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Jugram Haschwalth Yandere Alphabet M-R

M-Mask:Are his true colors different from how he acts around other people?

I feel like he is still that kind, loving, touch-starved boy deep down, even if he tries to hide it. I mean, he still cuddles you. I think he just wants someone to love, even if he has to force it on you. 

N-Naughty: How does he punish his darling?

He punishes you in some of the meanest ways. If you try to run away or physically fight back, he starves you while forcing you to train with him. One time, when he found you after running away, he dragged you back to your room the entire way. If he thinks you’re going to flee, he stabs you in the ankle, and he’s not sudden about it. He will whisper his accusation first, then when you question him, he slaps you to the ground and yells his accusations at you. He crawls on top of you, despite your begging and pleading for him to not do anything, and he just looks you in the eye until he stabs your ankle. Jugram cuts you long and slow across your arms and legs and holds you down when you fight him if you break one of his rules.

O-Oppression: How many rights does he take away from his darling?

All of them, he takes complete control of your life. You don’t get a choice in anything, Jugo makes those decisions for you. Especially, since he views you as one of his possessions. 

P-Patience: How patient is he with his darling?

Patience is a virtue that Jugo needs to have more often. He starts out being patient as a dove, however, after the first month, he starts becoming more impatient. Though he is outward about it, he’s definitely passive aggressive.

Q-Quit: How will he be if his darling dies or escapes?

It’s impossible for you to escape, so I’m going to say that you died. He’ll be greatly upset, especially if he was in some way involved. What little life was in him because of you, is gone. He doesn’t fall in love again, and he keeps things that remind him of you. He keeps some of the jewelry that you wore in a box, and he keeps a picture of you somewhere in his room. Part of him would want to reach out every night to hold you.

R-Regret: Would he feel guilty about abducting his darling? Would he let her go?

Jugo will seldom feel guilty about abducting you. He only ever feels it when you’re trying to run away or when you’re begging him not to hurt you. However, he will never let you go. To him, it means losing the love of his life, and losing the one person that he can be loved by.

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Kaname Tousen Yandere Alphabet A-F

630ish words I wish more people would pit in on this conversation

A-Affection: How does he show his darling affection? How intense is it?

 He shows his affections by cooking for you and giving you books to read, the latter happening a lot more when you behave. If you’re both finally comfortable enough, he’ll just hold you while you both read or are having a conversation- you even fell asleep on one occasion. It doesn’t get intense in the slightest, in fact, if you were to take away the kidnapping and other shit, one would believe this to be a great relationship.

B-Blood: How much is he willing to spill? Does he feel any 

Not a lot. Remember, Tousen believes that he ‘travels the path with the least amount of bloodshed’, so killing for you under most circumstances is a big no. But if that person tried to do significant physical or mental damage to you, Tousen would kill them. He wouldn’t feel remorse, that person had to die, they would have killed someone as pure as you.

C-Cruelty:How would he treat his darling?

This depends on when you’re with him. This can go one of two ways.

If you’re with him before he betrayed Soul Society, he’s your dream guy. He’s kind and gentle and so loving! You’re upset? He comforts you. You’re mad, he calms you down. You don’t even notice his subtle yandere tendencies. People literally called you two the best couple they know, because of how good you two were together.

If you’re with him after he betrayed Soul Society, he’s not so nice. He isn’t remorseful about kidnapping you, he isn’t afraid to use violence when you fight back, and he’s so controlling. Granted, this is him at his worst, but it's still awful to go through. On a regular day, he makes one of your meals, the two of you have a conversation (length depends on your behavior), and you train. Or if you misbehaved, he punishes you.

D-Darling: What will he do against his darling’s will?

Again, this can go two ways. First one being before he betrays the shinigami, second being after.

He does very little against his love’s will. All he does is leave for long periods of time -working with Aizen. That, and he doesn’t let you go out alone, at all. He either wants you with him, a friend, or he’ll send a guard with you, but you don’t know about that last one.

Other than kidnapping you, he puts you with the espada, force feeds you when you go on a hunger strike, makes you train with him, forces you to talk to him, drags you with him when he’s not with Aizen or Gin or the Espada, and makes you sleep in the same bed as him (he don’t touch you tho)

E-Exposed: How much of him does he show to his darling?

Tousen doesn’t show you how he feels about Soul Society or the world  when he’s still a captain. He does that thing he did with Komomura, where he speaks of a world that his friend loved, but never him. He also hides the worst of his yandere tendencies. 

If you’re with Tousen after his betrayal, then he doesn’t hide anything. You’ll see all of his controlling nature, his verbal and physical abuse, how he feels about the world, everything.

F-Fight: How will he feel if his darling fights back?

Irritated, annoyed, furious, and exhausted. In Soul Society, there’s no need to fight back, so you don’t. If you push back against him after he left you again for a while, Tousen understands but is a little annoyed. In Hueco Mundo, he’s all of the above, but it varies on your offense. Starving yourself? He’s annoyed. Ignoring him, irritated. Trying to attack him, exhausted. Trying to run, furious.

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Jugram Haschwalth Yandere Alphabet G-L

My continuation to the first part of my Yandere Alphabet for Jugram Haschwalth. I wish there was more like this for Jugo and Bleach in general.

500ish words

G-Game: Is this a game to him? How much does he enjoy watching you run or your fearful expression?

Hell no! Love is not, nor ever will be, a game to him. He considers his kidnapping as him protecting you, as well as all the other shit he does. Also, he hates it when you look at him with terror in your eyes. He understands why you do, and sometimes wants it, but he would be so much happier if you looked at him with love and just listened to him. Finally, he takes running as a great offense, one he will not treat lightly. If Jugo sees you running, he will be furious, not enjoying himself.

H-Hell: What is his darling’s worst experience with him?

This one is painful to write, but here we go. When you escaped for the third time, you got kinda far, and he was not having it. The first two times he punished you for attempting to escape were awful, but he was lenient, to him, at least. 

This time around, he opted for physical touture. He beat you black and blue, broke your ribs, and threatened to cut off your lips. (he didn’t, but you’re still traumatized)

I-Ideals: What kind of future does he have in mind for his love?

Jugo simply desires you to be good and happy. After Vandenreich takes over, he wants to have children, be involved with serving His Majesty, and just be able to completely relax around you because you love him and want to stay. 

J-Jealous:Does he get jealous? How does he lash out?

If Jugo does get jealous, you’ll likely never know it. Besides, it’s such a rare occurrence. If he’s jealous, then he’ll move the person out of your life and try to hang around you more. Let's say he can’t move that person out of your life, he gets irritable and narrows his eyes whenever you mention this person. Eventually, he does lash out, he growls about you and that person. You leave that person alone after a while to pacify Haschwalth

K-Kisses:How does he act around his darling?

Depends. He usually is attentive and patient and doesn’t take his anger out on you. When he’s mad at something that isn’t you, he’ll want more cuddles and will be grumpy. He’s mean and dangerous to be around when he’s upset with you. Think malnourishment and verbal abuse.

L-Love Letters: How does he go about approaching his darling?

He approaches you before kidnapping you. Surprising, I know. Jugo pretended to bump into you at the bookstore. He knew that you liked reading and loved talking about books, so he figured that it was the best place to officially meet you.

It worked. You talked for a good hour about books, you more modern romance and fantasy books, him older poetry ones. It was a great conversation since you both knew the classics, Jugo didn’t quite get what was so great about your books ,though.

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Jugram Haschwalth Yandere Alphabet

Since I couldn't find this anywhere else on the internet, here are some Jugram Haschwalth headcanons. Yandere Alphabet A-F.

580ish words

A-Affection: How does he show his darling affection

He doesn’t ever really voice his affection for you or in front of other people. All he’ll ever say is the occasional ‘I love you’ under his breath as he watches you sleep. He also doesn’t do much physical affection either. Haschwalth will only ever kiss your head or hair before he leaves for a while, or after he punishes you.

B-Blood: How much is he willing to spill?

He isn’t willing to spill too much, and remember that ‘too much’ is subjective. If a Quincy were to insult you, he wouldn’t kill them, or even harm them. Especially since he only needs to give them a side glare for them to practically shit their pants. However, if they ever physically harm you, they dead- or they’ll want to be. He views it as someone damaging one of his possessions. Now, if an arrancar were to hurt you, he would send them out on a dangerous mission that would likely kill them, after they complete the mission, of course. Oh honey, I would hate to be the poor shinigami that dared lay a hand on you. ‘Cause that shinigami is going to die, quickly, albeit painfully.

C-Cruelty:How would he treat his darling?

He’s only ever cruel when he’s furious with you. Otherwise, Jugo is patient and nice enough. You will have enough space to yourself and you are rarely bored. You are well fed, in good shape, and are otherwise cared for. 

If you break a minor rule, he’ll chastise you and call you a child and the lecture he gives you will be long. This will all change when he’s mad at you, and only you. The comments he makes are cruel, as are his punishments. 

D-Darling: What will he do against his darling’s will?

Aside from abduction, he will force you to train with him. No lover of his will be weak. He focuses on hand-to-hand combat, because he wants you to be as safe as possible. Funnily enough, Jugo really likes to cuddle. You don’t, but you’re not in charge, he is. He doesn’t do anything weird, he just wraps his arms around your waist and holds you close to him, even if you push him away. You get a nice hug as you go to sleep, he gets to hold you, it’s a win-win.

E-Exposed: How much of him does he show to his darling?

He refuses to show you much of anything. He’s too worried about you using it against him and running away. Unfortunately, you’ll mostly see him in his aloof, uncaring mask. The moments of softness often feel too far between to be genuine, and you only remember his anger and slight sadism he gets  when he’s furious. That, and his distance. Of course, after a few months of good behavior, you’ll see his better side. You’ll see his ghost of a smile, and his slightly relaxed state. 

F-Fight: How will he feel if his darling fights back?

He has three feelings when you fight back. 1) annoyed but completely understanding,you’ll see this when you first fight back soon after he kidnapped you.2) Irritated and exasperated, this is when you break a rule months after he abducts you. Like, why don’t you just do as he says? 3) Furious and sadistic, you tried to run away or did a big no-no (i.e. disrespected Yhwach, or got into fight with a Sternritter)

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