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The constant deep desire and passion to see place in the world...aahhh....my limitation enrages me🗣🗣🗣

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i’m fixing myself because i undestand sometimes i am the problem too.

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Thank you @genderwitcher and everyone who got me to 10 reblogs!

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She stays...even at my most unlovable moments🤍🤎.

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I'm not chasing a “better version” of me anymore. i just want to be someone who wakes up and feels safe in their own head. someone who isn’t carrying ten versions of themselves just to feel acceptable. and realizes that just existing, quietly and fully, is enough to feel whole.

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Charles Baudelaire, from a letter featured in The Selected Letters of Charles Baudelaire

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When I visit my sister and she treats me to this...just love. I love her❤❤.

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But we eventually see that we need ourselves more than we needed them...it just takes some time🤍

They don't need me in the way that i need them, and i think that's the most painful thing i've ever experienced.

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Leave, but don't go

I hate you because I love you

Never talk to me again

Why won't you ever call?

Leave, please don't go

I hate you because I had you

I don't want you anymore

Why would you leave me?

Leave, take me with you

I hate you because you left me

I need to destroy everything in my life

How'd it all get broken?

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I wish to forget...I want to forgive myself😔

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Now...my life's falling apart now...

“The loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they are watching their whole life fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly.”

— F.Scott Fitzgerald

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To miss and long for someone to a point that it physically hurt...but, it's still not enough...

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