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HEY LOOK, MA, I MADE IT!

not that anyone asked, but finally, after years of excuses and career changes, i’ve graduated college with my bachelor’s degree in information technology and cyber security. this is such a huge thing for me. i’ve been told i’m never going to do this, i’m never going to do that. “why don’t you just finish college?” my mom would say.

well, ma, i fucking did it. i fucking made it.

i told her, had to remind her what my degree was in, and she sighed into the phone and said, “i wish you were a doctor.”

for the first time, it didn’t phase me.

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PUT ON YOUR WAR PAINT!

P.ATRICK S.TUMP’S HOOK HANDED CHARACTER IN F.ALL O.UT B.OY SHORT FILM THE YO.UNG B.LOOD CHRONICL.ES. 

MEET NICK JAMES. HE IS A DEFENDER OF THE FAITH, HUNTER OF ANGELS AND DEMONS ALIKE TURNED DEMON 

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i’m gonna change you likearemix                                     then i’ll raise you like a phoenix.

ind. & mutually exclusive roleplay blog for ‘stum.p’ of fa.ll ou.t b.oy’s the youn.g bloo.d ch.ronicles raised by doc (29+)

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they say the captain goes down with the ship so, when the world ends, will god go down with it?

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we don’t do a thing by the book never needed special clothes how we did it [ NO ONE KNOWS ]

i guess we must have had what it took

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OUR LADY OF BLESSED ACCELERATION * SUPERNATURAL VERSE

on a mission from god, hunting angels and demons alike. their cover is a traveling blues band. they do not care about monsters of the week but the focus remains on angels/demons.

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The day I started posting about #elwood blues rp was the best day of my life.

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don’t you know something?

            they won’t tell!

                          send them to a H̩̺̤̠̠̤͔̏ͨͩͭͧͮ͛E̼̻̲L̖͎̜͖͂ͥ͑́L̎ͨ̂ͦ̍̑

                                                          𝐁𝐔𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍’ 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄

The Honorable Judge Alvin “J.P.” Valkenheiser of Nothing But Trouble (1991)unhinged by doc (29+)

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so i thought it was saturday and told husband i had nothing to do today so he went about 2 hours away to help a friend move. i forgot it was visitation for my aunt’s death. asked my mom to pick me up and she said it was “unfair” of me to ask her to do that.

needless to say, i will not be spending over $100 on an uber ONE WAY much less trying for both ways so i will miss it. 

not that i want to see my mom after that.

so my best friends really came through for me and we are going to have a little memorial of my own, without my parents (who are so emotionally abusive i had to literally legally change my name to help move on from the trauma) and with just people i adore celebrating an aunt that i loved very much.

these are the people i choose to call family. my best friends. i dont know what i’d do without them. i am so grateful.

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don’t you stop        { don’t you wonder why? } life itself pops in                        [ and takes you by SURPRISE! ]

now is the TIME to call the doctor❗

                                              { calling out for @doctordetroits! }

independent & mutually exclusive cliff skridlow - aka Doctor Detroit bamboozled by doc (29+)

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why is doc unfunctionally emotional every time she listens to bishops knife trick???

lyrics

on spotify

on youtub.e

now imma break it down in chunks for you: 

I'm pedal to the metal, make no mistake - elwood, when he is interested/cares about something 

This is my pity party, pity party And I'm living out of time, eternal heatstroke - he really does live in different time in his head, in fact, he's always of the assumption that time is an illusion and while he ends up wearing two watches later, it's only because one is jake's broken watch and the other is his comfort object. 

Spiritual revolt from the waist down, from the waist down - yes he will indulge in premarital sex with any gender ESPECIALLY at the orphanage starting at about 15 probably

I'm just a full tank away from freedom - always. at any given moment. if he needs to run (and sometimes he really does), he's just a full tank from that freedom ALWAYS Spitfire - he is tho

These are the last blues we're ever gonna have Let's see how deep we get The glow of the cities below lead us back To the places that we never should have left The last blues we're ever gonna have Let's see how deep we'll get The glow of the cities below lead us back To the places that we never should have left The last, the last, the last The last, the last, the last The last, the last, the last The last, the last, the last - this part really gets me because i feel it more as a flashback to the original bb film, him and jake flying down the highway, full tank away from freedom again, but its the last blues they're ever gonna have and the chorus makes me cry like a whole bitch okay "to the places that we never should have left" - if they hadn't tried so hard to get the band back together, would things be different?????

I got a feeling inside that I can't domesticate It doesn't wanna live in a cage, a feeling that I can't housebreak  - he's always felt like this, this urge, playing the blues helps, the harmonica helps, it always did. he's got a wild, nomad soul and he cant have a "normal" life. he just cannot.

And I'm yours 'til the earth starts to crumble and the heavens roll away - he and jake will always be he and jake, regardless of what happens (au or canon). they are twin flames, soulmates, whatever you want to call it.

I'm struggling to exist with you and without you, yeah - i feel like this kinda goes w/his autism a wee bit like its hard to just exist and probably growing up jake kinda struggled learning him?? if that makes sense? it did in my head looks weird typed out  lol

I'm sifting through sand, sand, sand, sand Looking for pieces of broken hourglass Trying to get it all back, put it back together As if the time had never passed I know I should walk away, know I should walk away But I just want to let you break my brain And I can't seem to get a grip No matter how I live with it - kinda feel  this is pretty self explanatory given the rest of the context

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*busts in singing fob’s bishops knife trick*

HELLO IM HERE TO BE ANGSTY

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don’t you stop        { don’t you wonder why? } life itself pops in                        [ and takes you by SURPRISE! ]

now is the time to call the doctor❗

                                              { calling out for @doctordetroits! }

independent & mutually exclusive cliff skridlow - aka Doctor Detroit bamboozled by doc (29+)

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Dr. Mario Valentine’s card (1992)

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less cringy NSFW/intimacy memes

ACTIONS: (add + to reverse who does the action)

✦ to finger my muse  ✧ to give my muse oral  ☆ to get caught doing something sexual in public ✻ to catch my muse masturbating  ✸ for a drabble about my muse having a sex dream about yours ❆ to tease my muse  ❁ for our muses first time  ✶ for something awkward to happen during sex ♢ for something to make our muses laugh during sex  ♤ for my muse to help yours undress  ☽ for my muse to have trouble taking off an article of clothing  ♧ to guide my muse’s hands where yours wants to be touched  ♜ for my muse to kiss an area where yours is insecure  ♞ my muse gets a cramp during sex ♦ my muse sneezes during sex ♟ my muse says the wrong name during sex ✪ for our muses to be intimate in nature © for morning sex  ✘ to eat food off of my muse  ♕ make your own scenario 

WORDS: 

“god, you look so good”  “fuck—” “i got you, baby”  “you’re being so good for me”  “i promise i’ll be a good”  “please”  “you have to be quiet if you want to cum”  “say please?”  “are you gonna be good for me?”  “shit— i have to pee” “wait, that hurts” “not there” “that feels so good”  “touch me here”  “did you just yawn?”  “you make me feel so good”  “do you like this?”  “i want to hear you when you cum”  “i’m so close”  “i need you”  “how much do you want to cum?” “turn around” “your fingers feel amazing” “i’m yours”  “you’re mine” “tell me you’re mine”  “you sound so pretty when you moan”  “harder” “wait—” “is this okay?” “say it again” “i love you”