This is my previously completely untagged record of my medical transition. It was mostly for me, but now I'm actually tagging things, so go figure, now people can find it and see the magical wonders of Testosterone all on their own. :) Don't hesitate to inbox me literally for any reason. I started T on May 21st, 2013 I'm a queer non-binary trans*masculine individual, I study psychology and struggle with mental illness (not exactly a random factoid) and probably one of the most dysfunctional families ever. I have a youtube account transpunx and you can see a bajillion angsty pre-T videos there. I'm ace.
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The links below have a little bit of information on practicing speaking in a lower voice.
Transgender voice and communication - vocal health and considerations (the end has info on masculinization)
Eva M (costs money to buy lessons)
Voice pitch analyzer
5 Things To Know About Deepening Your Voice
Transmasc tip to lower your voice
Masculine voice
Wikihow: How to Talk With a Deeper Voice
Sound clip: /u/mightybite’s voice. Shows progression through 4 years of trying to lower the voice while pre-T, and 3 years on T.
Video: The difference between chest and throat voice [User is 7 months on T]
Video: How to deepen your voice - ftm
Video: King-Kong method of lowering voice
Video: Vocal androgyny in speech and singing
/r/transvoice
Free trans voice resources
Natural voice change
Voice brochure
“Does my voice pass?” Discord
https://old.reddit.com/r/transvoice/
Other:
“is there a surgery to make the voice lower?”
Testosterone does change your voice.
This post has a bit more on singing on T.
The Changing Female-To-Male (FTM) Voice
The Changing Female-To-Male (FTM) Voice Pedagogical Notes
Testosterone And The Trans Male Singing Voice
Training the Transgender Singer: Finding the Voice Inside
Followers, does anybody have any voice training tips?
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since fall has officially started it’s illegal for it to be hot out
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Fanfiction Club: The Rules
This idea came to me when I woke up first thing this morning.
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It confuses me so much when ppl are like “finally a trans positive porn blog!! There are none!!”
like clearly you haven’t been looking hard enough cause I’m following s o many
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everybody has that one kink that they will never ever admit to liking and will secretly read every fic ever written about it but will vehemently deny it if you ever mention it
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Imagine being a kid in school. Your teacher comes up with an idea for class picture. Every student will draw pictures of their friends.
Everyone starts drawing enthusiasticly, and can’t wait to see what they look like in the drawings. When pictures are ready you notice that popular students have more pictures than rest, but nobody has done a drawing of you. The teacher notices that too, and asks if someone would do your picture. To your horror the class clown takes the job, and comes up with a caricature of you. Others are laughing, but you’re not. You feel awful. The teacher notices that. and asks again someone to do a drawing of you. One of the ‘good students’ starts drawing, but the result is forced. It’s just a drawing of a generic child wearing a shirt of same color as you a wearing. There’s no spirit, no soul in it. You start sensing that the class is geting frustrated with you. They want to be done with this. You ask quietly the teacher if you could do a drawing yourself.
After school your classmates confront you. Why did you have to make such a big deal out of it? The first picture was funny. The second picture was just fine! The drawing you did yourself wasn’t right, do you think you are that good-looking? There were other kids who got only one or two pictures of themselves. Who are you to demand special treatment? Maybe there would have been a picture of you if you weren’t such annoying baby, nobody likes you anyway, and nobody’s going to if you keep on being like that, you don’t deserve a drawing!
This could be story of bullying, but it’s also about how I see portraying LGBTQ+-people and PoC in mainstream entertainment.
Thanks to Fandoms and Feminism for inspiration!
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They don’t need your demonizing and stigma. They go through enough as it is.
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So somehow only now came upon the identification as gendervoid. It resonated with me hard. But not in the way others seem to be using it. They seem to be using it as an alternate form of agender. Like, devoid of gender. Mine is more of a male-inclined gender black hole, or a gender singularity, where I absorb the gender of those around me, but settle back to male in my own time. This sounds so random and almost stupid maybe. I ID’d before as a gender chameleon. But I think I like this better. Gender singularity? Gendervoid.? GenderMultiverse. Lmao Heck
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Gratuitous and somewhat silly selfies. Trying to boost my confidence. 3 years on low dose of T. I do have facial hair coming in now, but I shaved it recently. I love you all! ^-^
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So 2 and a half years on half of the standard dose of T, and I'm getting a passable amount of facial hair now. With that said, it might have happened sooner, except I figured it wouldn't because it took my twin brother a million years before he could grow facial hair. :P
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I don't think my back looks very girly anymore. Muahahaha. Shame about the face tho
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You have a picture showing your Mr limpy around the 6 month mark of your t dose..what brand of underwear were you wearing? I was looking for someone snug to pack with.
I was probably wearing either Calvin Klein underwear or Diesel brand. I tend to double layer my underwear, definitely when I pack, and I usually use those on the outside. Recently I discovered a new brand though, PSD, and I am obsessed with the underwear I got from them. I haven't tried, but I think they would work well with packing. I get most of my underwear from Nordstrom Rack (dunno if you have those stores, but it's basically a designer department store outlet) and can get really nice boxer briefs for like 10 bucks a pair. (Which is much better than the 30$ regular store price).
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This was me on 4th of July (yesterday?) trying to look fancy. Half dose of T for 2 years and some months.
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So I was curious... And I CAN still fit in my prom dress. Lol. Maybe I'll take a picture every 2 years with me wearing my prom dress. Rofl
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Hey! I see you're on a low dose of weekly injections of 50mg. That confused me since a low dose is actualky a bimonthly injection of 50mg. Do I have this right?? Just wondering since its very hard to find resources for people on a low dose! Thanks!
Well, I know part of it depends on what method you're taking your hormones. I do an IM (intramuscular) injection once a week...I mayyyyy have my units a bit mixed up. Let me check... No, it totally says mg.The generally agreed upon "standard" once a week dose of testosterone IM injection is 100mg. I do 50mg once a week.Depending on the concentration of your T -- it comes in 2 different ones-- you might be injecting a different physical amount, but still have the same actual dosage...My T concentration says 1000mg/10mL so 100mg/mL and I inject .5mL to get my 50mg dosage.I'm not sure where you're getting your information? I'm pretty sure most places will tell you the same thing.But like I said before it depends on your method of taking T. There's gels and creams and subcutaneous injections and IM injections and patches etc-- and I'm like 90 percent sure required dosage varies between all of these... :xHopefully I answered your question?
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Because I totally didn't post anything for my 2 years on T. Half dose, that is. Top pictures are obviously pre-t
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Coming up to the 2 year mark. I'm wearing the exact same clothes (after 2 years my favourite jeans are a bit worn...) I'm not the only one who sees a difference right? Is it a big difference or just subtle? I can't really tell the magnitude of the difference... :|
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