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There are times where I just hate having friends, like I feel like I am a shitty friend because a majority of the time I just dont reach out because I feel weird about it. When I do talk to my friends I always feel like I end up doing something to ruin the mood and I spiral a little bit, like I always say something weird and I just like make everything feel so off in the end. I love hanging out and talking to my friends but I wish there were times where I didnt have them, like not because of them but because of me. I just feel like its easier for me to just be alone than to be with people.

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How does anyone get out if retail and customer service jobs? I cry damn near every shift and the pay isnt worth it. I really dont wanna go back to college because i dont know what to go for or if its worth it just to end up still working the same shitty job.

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How does anyone figure out what they want to do with their life?

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Despretly need someone to just play all the souls games for me, in exchange I will play all the resident evil games or metal gear solid games for them.

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cheering you on with your cosplay endeavors! seriously, i hope you have fun <3

Thank you random stranger!

I have been wanting to make my own cosplay for what feels like forever and I am glad I am actually gonna do it. I'll probably post about any updates I have while making it but so far I have a sewing machine I am borrowing and I plan to get started on my next day off.

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I am gonna try and make my own cosplay soon. I hope I'll be able to finish it before a convention I have later this year but I am not gonna hold myself to that, if I dont finish it or am just not happy with it I'll just leave it at home and maybe use it for a different con or Halloween. I am very nervous but also excited because I really just need a hobby to get my mind out of the depressive episode I keep ending up in, I have a basic idea on what Im going to do and I know the very basics of using a sewing machine but I think I can do this fr this time. I do have some fabric to practice with and pretty soon I will set up a little sewing area so i can get started.

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I'm trying to get back into this blog again, I stopped using tumblr back in like 2018 or 2019 and I cant really remember why, probably because none of my friends used it and I didnt want to seem weird. I think aside from repost of stuff I like I want to try and just blog more and be creative, I am going to make a youtube channel hopefully sometime this year and it will be mostly video essays and this can just be like a way to start my creativity I think. I also just like to write and yap about anything really and I want to get back into writing fanfic as well, so tumblr is the best place for me to do that imo. I loved the place for years, I even remember when I had first made my blog when I was like 13 and granted thats a different one from this I still have good memories and I want to relive that joy again. I know I dont have many followers and most are people I already know but that doesn't matter to me, I just hope to find people that like the stuff I hope to make!

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shitty tiktok audio stuck on my head

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Sometimes I forget this is my blog and I can just post whatever I want, I will soon be posting my ramblings about the video games Ive hyper fixated on from the past few years.

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Ocelot, you get too many kicks from your “art of interrogation”.

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If you’re not familiar with the Metal Gear series, I have to assume that the fandom must seem completely bonkers to you.

I mean, this guy…

Is one of the most beloved characters in the franchise, and this guy…

Is one of the most despised.

This guy…

Is a completely different character from this guy…

Yet he’s the exact same character as this guy…

Who’s a completely different character from this guy…

And don’t even get me started on this fucker!

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Screaming Mantis' Psycho Mantis Puppet from Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of the Patriots is Forklift Certified!

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Resident Evil: Vendetta (2017)

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Not that anyone really cares, but I think im gonna try and start making video essays or maybe a podcast. I enjoy talking about video games and the fictional men I obsess over so that would give me a place to do it, I dont think ill get much of an audience but it would at least get my thoughts out of my head.

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So im not dead, i graduated in 2020 and tried to do some college and had to drop out. Past year has been pretty rough but i have a hopefully better job than the ones ive had before. I am way more active on my Instagram, if anyone wants to find me there just message me

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“female presenting nipple”

(Saint Agatha by Francisco de Zurbarán, ca. 1630-33)