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while waiting for this guy, i’ve realized two things.

there are two types of waiting, there’s the waiting you do for something you know is coming, sooner or later like waiting from the 6:28 train or the school bus or a party where a certain someone might be and then there’s the waiting for something you dont know is coming. you dont even know what it is exactly, but you are hoping for it. Thats the kind of waiting that makes a fist in your heart. this will be pretty long so bear with me… will you? You’ll be delighted to discover that I’m funny, and intelligent, and passionate, and I get along well with everyone, and I’m a great kisser. (I’m also great in bed, but I’ll let you find that out along the way.) And more importantly, I want you to know the not-so-great stuff about me. Like, I despair easily. I cry at the drop of a hat. I’m wishy-washy. I’ve got my head in the clouds. I have trouble imagining my future and working towards it. Some of these things night have been the reason why my boy friends only remain as "friends",—so I’m kind of worried that you won’t stick around through all of them, either. But if you do, if you love me enough to stick around through all of these things without giving up, I will shower you with all the love I have in me. I’ll be the best girlfriend, bestfriend, lover, !!! I’ll let you hang out with the boys when you want to, and schedule time with the girls so you don’t feel guilty about it. I’ll get to know your family, and be your willing date to every family gatherings where I’m sure to be scrutinized from head to toe. I’ll get off your back when you’re busy with work, even when I’m dying to send you silly memes I find on social media. I’ll look at you with a smitten look that will let everyone know that I think you are THE BOMB and I’m so lucky I get to call you my guy. I’ll finally be able to do for you what I have held back after the long wait that almost ended our friendship and nope, we are NOT in a relationship just because im lonely or i love the idea of being inlove, i chose you despite everything that we’ve been through, i want definetely want this for keeps and im super excited to spend my life with you my panda, my bestfriend and my forever. #thingsillnevertellyou

3-27-16

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You will always have a special place in my heart and I will always love you 09.28.16

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proud to be one😊 (c) candymag

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if i stay

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i have always loved everything about you. even what i didnt understand. and i have always known that at heart, i would have you no different

poemporn

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"So, why do you hide your real self from everyone?" She asked as we sat on the sidewalks just across the sea. "What do you mean?" I inquired as I continued smoking. "The world sees you as this fabulous fuck-up, but why don't you ever show them the person you are with me in these quiet moments of night?" "I am just afraid that they won't like what they see. It has happened before, and knowing me -- it will happen again," I plainly stated and burned out my cigarette. "What do you mean?" she asked as the gushing sound of waves filled the surrounding. "If they like me for my honesty, then it soon becomes rudeness. If they like me for my caring, then it soon becomes possessiveness. If they like me for the sensitivity, then it soon becomes overwhelming for them. You get the rhythm?" By now, I was licking my past wounds. Thinking about all the times when I became too much for someone who claimed to love. Thinking about all the times when my emotions became a burden. Thinking about all the times when the very thing that they found endearing became unbearable. She didn't say anything. She held my hand, and kept her head on my shoulders. She let out a hum. I let out a deep sigh. Despite being bruised, we were desperately searching for love in the folds of life. As the dusk came closer, we were slowly realising that we will need love more than it will ever need us. credits:the honest musings

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you have made mistakes. you broke promises. you hurt people. you did terrible things, but that does not nullify all the good things that you have ever done

betsin artparasites

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Love her still. In view, in retrospect, from the ashes left of your fire, love her. But if the wings of love have been bound, when the former heaven in your heart now holds you prison, love her one last time - and then, let go.

Juan Miguel Severo, Sampung bagay na natutunan ko sa mga umiibig / “Ten things I learnt from lovers” (Exract - translated by A.K.O.)

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6 Pa-Deep Thoughts About REALationship

Palagi mong tatandaan na ang “You complete me” ay isang figure of speech lang. Hindi mo kayang kumpletuhin ang kabuuan ng isang tao. Mas okay pang sabihin na “You make me feel complete” para hindi korny.

Sa isang relasyon, iwasan mong makipagtalo. Pakikipagtalo ang tawag dyan dahil sa huli, ikaw pa rin ang lalabas na talo. Mas okay pang makipag-away. Atleast nai-justify niyo pareho ang side niyo.

Sa isang relasyon, palaging may nagmamahal at may mas nagmamahal. Never yang naging pantay dahil kayo mismong dalawa ang nagpupuno ng kakulangan ng isa’t-isa. In the end, ganun pa rin ang result kapag inaverage yan.

Di lahat ng kasalanan “sorry” ang katapat. Paminsan-minsan kailangan din ng sapak. Hindi solusyon ang break-up kapag napagod. Pahinga lang ang katapat niyan with matching hagod.

Love hurts? Hindi ah. Ang ma-reject, Ang mapaglaruan, magamit at maiwanan sa ere, yun ang masakit. Hindi yung love. Kaya please lang, irespeto mo ang konsepto ng pag-ibig.

Ang pag-ibig ay hindi emosyon lamang. Isa yang pagpili. Dahil kung sa emosyon mo lang ito ibabase, kapag dumating sa puntong nalungkot at napagod ka, mawawala lang ito tulad ng emosyon nating pabago-bago.

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pinaasa naman tlga. punyetaaaa

PINAASA KA NGA BA TALAGA, WITH RESERVATIONS?

Fill in the blank with the correct answer from Marvin-Jolina movie.

“And I’m so stupid to make the biggest mistake of falling in love with my ____”

a. ‘Bestfriend’

b. Ka-Tindr

c. Ka-FUBU

d.  #tita

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People these days, ang bilis-bilis i-claim sa mga sarili nila na PINAASA sila ng hindi man lang inaasess ang sitwasyon. Kulang na lang magpatayo ng sariling dambana at magpa-ribbon cutting dahil sila daw yung sinaktan, niloko at pinaglaruan ang feelings. 

Kapag na-fall agad at hindi naibalik yung lebel ng emosyong inilaan mo sa kanya, pinaasa na agad? Hindi ba pwedeng wala ka lang proper-training sa kung paano ihandle ng tama ang baluktot mong nararamdaman? 

Pero teka lang muna ha. Bago mo sabihing PINAASA ka in all-caps, 

1.  Itanong mo muna mula sa kaibuturan ng ‘yong puso, “Binigyan ka nga ba ng motibo o namisinterpret mo?”  “Pinaasa ka nga ba o nag-assume ka lang talaga?” Magsolve ka ng maraming Math problems magdamag para malaman mo kung kelan dapat at hindi dapat mag-assume.

2. Siguraduhin mo munang well-updated siya sa totoong nararamdaman mo bago mo ipagsigawan sa buong mundo na pinaasa ka nga. Hindi yung wala siyang kaalam-alam sa feelings mo pero damang-dama mo yung pagiging “self-proclaimed-pinaasa”.

3.  Know the difference between ‘sadyang mabait lang’ and ‘sadyang pa-sweet lang’. Alamin mo yung paraan ng pakikitungo niya sa iba sa kung paano ka niya itrato para hindi ka agad nagfifeeling-special. 

4. Hindi porket komportable ka sa mga bagay na pinapakita niya, hahayaan mo na lang na mahulog ka ng basta-basta. PILLS.

5. Hindi lahat ng tao mag-aadjust sa kakitiran ng nararamdaman mo. Ikaw ang responsable sa kung paano mo iinterpret ang mga bagay-bagay.

6. Wag mong gamitin ang pagiging ‘hopeless romantic’ mo para mas lalo maging ‘hopeless romantic’ ang isang sitwasyon. 

7. Kung sa simula pa lang may ‘feelings’ ka na para sa kanya, subconsciously, kahit anong gawin niya, malalagyan mo ng ibang kahulugan ang mga bagay na wala naman talagang kahulugan.

8. Wag kang masyadong impulsive. Kape-kape din kahit 3-in-1. Hindi lahat ng minamahal mo, mamahalin ka.  

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Hindi kasalanan ng kahit sino kung bakit marupok yung damdamin mo. Ikaw ang may pananagutan sa bawat ugat na nakakonekta jan sa puso mo kaya wala kang karapatang isisi sa iba kung ano ang nararamdaman mo ngayon. Kung may nagawa man siya sa’yo para magkaganyan ka, majority pa rin nun ay kagagawan mo dahil hinayaan mo.

Minsan kase hindi naman talaga tayo pinapaasa. ‘Mas ginugusto lang talaga nating umasa.’ Kase mas gusto natin na merong konting sakit. Mas gusto natin na may sinisisi bukod sa sarili natin. Dahil dun natin mas nararamdaman na mas nagmamahal tayo. 

( From the “Nagpaasa Daw’s” Point-OF-View )

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So I was lookin for the profile of T.O.P and thats what I found

and 

And I was like YOOOOOO

YOOOOOOOOO

YOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Me: WHAT?

Taeyang: WHAT?

GD: WHAT?

Seungri: WHAT?

Daesung: WHAT?

2NE1: WHAT?

YG: WHAT?

SM: WHAT?

JYP: WHAT?

Obama: WHAT?

Michael Jackson: WHAT?

T.O.P: ….

Feel free to add more

Daesung is the main rapper

Taeyang is the maknae

I present to you seungri, Bigbang’s leader

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Marami siguro ang nakakaalam sainyo na nitong kailan lang ay bumili ako ng bagong sasakyan… Sobrang saya ko kaya ishinare ko agad sa Instagram ko ang picture ng bago kong sasakyan… Ang saya ko kase after 3 years eh nasundan ko na rin yung una kong van na binili… :) Nung makita ko yung...

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If you want to download Pasta OSTs, download it from this link. I found it really difficult to find the files, so this link should solve your problems.

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The reason my teen years are like a rushing wind is because I don’t yet know the answers: what it is I really want, who really loves me, who is it that I love. The time of life when I tumble here and there, searching for the answers. And then in the end, the moment when I figure out the answers to everything like a miracle… we had already become adults, and been doing big and small things. And like that, that winter was full of goodbyes. - Sung Shi Won (Answer Me 1997)

(via christiestreet)

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ha! done that!