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Nice streak, Subaru..

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"Hey, Granger"

"What?"

"Nothing"

"Stop distracting me, Malfoy"

"Never"

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so adorable 🥺💕💞💕

Someone in class can see that I-love-her-crazy-hair-so-much look but who cares😏😂💋

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[OTBS - Headcanon] I'll Never Let You Go (Tsumugu Kido)

Genre : angst, hurt/comfort, fluff

SPOILER ALERT : Tsumugu Kido's "Season 3 : Three's a Crowd" and "Three is a Crowd His POV"

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"Wait, Tsumugu! Please, don't go! Listen to me-" but you were cut by Tsumugu as he walked out from the house. You're having a quarrel after the new intern of Saison that also your childhood friend, Hinata Yayoi, was confessed his feeling to you, and it pissed him off. Tsumugu thought you will be happier with Hinata since Hinata is more rich and can makes your dream come true. It's just something that Tsumugu can't do and he lets himself to bow out in sake of your happiness.

"Just go with him and be happy." Tsumugu glared at you coldly.

"No! Wait, Tsumugu!" You begged but he keeps walk away and you can only stare at his back as the tears come down from your eyes. The house now is silent and it sadden you.

In the next morning, as you prepared to get ready for work, you packed Tsumugu's favorite strawberries. You hope you can give it to him and sort things out and ask him back to Jiyugaoka.

You can't think straight at work and too scared to ask him. During the lunch break, you searching for Tsumugu and he is nowhere at his desk. Then you go to the rooftop while bringing the pack of the strawberries. At the rooftop, you shocked that he isn't taking a nap. He just standing and hold on to the railing. When you just about to call his name, he said,

"I find a girl I like, go ta live with her an' fall in love with her more, an' make my once-in-a-lifetime proposal to her.. I'm such an idiot." Tsumugu sighed.

You stopped and taken aback by his words as your trembling hands slipped out the strawberries package and make a thud sound. He immediately turned his head and shocked looking at you. You just lowered your head and said on verge of tears, "I-I'm so sorry!"

Then you straight leaving the rooftop since you don't want him to see you in this such miserable state.

"I don't know that he feels that way. Is he going to break up with me?" You said as you looking at the ring that was given by Tsumugu when he was proposed to you.

That night, you can't help but only cried all night long. In the following days, you barely get enough energy to wake up because of the sleep deprived and also you not eating enough due to the stress. You only thinking about your beloved fiancé and it makes you feel sad. You supposed to have a lovely wedding with Tsumugu in the next several months, and now you can't picture anything of that plan anymore.

In the office you try to regain your composure because you don't want your personal matter affecting your work. You always try to fake a smile because you don't want the other guys worry about you even though you feel wrecked deep inside.

"Hey, ______! Do you want to join us for lunch?", Shusei asked.

"Hmm.. maybe I skip for today. Still have works that need to be done.."

".... are you okay? You look a bit pale. Have you eaten this morning?"

"Y-yeah.. Thanks for asking but I'm good, really." You smiled.

"Well, if you say so. Don't forget to take a break, will you?", Shusei pats your back.

"..of course." You ended the conversation.

Then, Ayame asked you and Hinata to looking for some articles in archive room. As both of you went to the archive room, you bumped into Tsumugu and about to say hello to him, but he averted his gaze from you as you expected. Then, you and Hinata arrived at the archive room.

"_______, are you fighting with Tsumugu?" Hinata asked.

".. no, we aren't.. Why do you asking?"

Suddenly, he embrace you from behind.

"W-what's wrong with you? Please, let me go!"

"You know ______... I like it when you smile but it's been a while since you are not and I know it is because of Tsumugu, right?", asked Hinata.

"I don't know what are you talking about. Let me go, Hinata. I'm only consider you as my brother. No more than that." You said softly and slowly he releases his embrace and feels disappointed.

Suddenly, Tsumugu walked in into the archive room and said "Sorry, I did knock."

"No, it's okay.. " Hinata responds him with a smile.

"I didn't mean to interrupt. Excuse me." He sighed.

You shocked and run after Tsumugu "W-wait, Tsumugu!" He just stops dead but doesn't turn his face. "L-listen.. we weren't doing anything, you know...", you said hopelessly.

"It has nothing to do with me." he replied.

In this situation you just looked like a girlfriend who get bored with her boyfriend and cheated on him.

"I'm in hurry, so if you wouldn't mind."

You look at his back as he walks away from you.

You went back to the office and slouched in the chair. He must be hating you right now. Feeling depressed, then you feel someone approaching your desk.

"Keiko, can I talk to you in my office for a sec?" Ayame asked.

"Okay, I'll be right there!" You responded him immediately while straighten up your posture.

As you stand up, the feeling of dizziness rush over to you. You closed your eyes and hold on to your desk for a while to regain your senses. But slowly you start to lose your consciousness. You can't support your body any longer and everything was pitched black.

A few hours later, you open your eyes and see an unfamiliar white ceiling and realized you are lie down on the hospital bed. You looking around and startled to find Tsumugu was asleep at side of your bed.

"Tsumugu..." You said gently.

Then he started to wake up.

"______....", he replied.

"What are you doing here?"

".. accompany my fiancé duh..", he answered lazily yet you feel kindness in his words.

"well, except ya don't want to be accompanied by.. I'll be going then."

"N-no! I mean.. You have been busy right? You have to go back to the office."

"Nah, I already finished my job."

"Oh, okay then."

And now both of you surrounded by silence and the awkwardness. You just lowered your head and aren't brave enough to look at him. Then you trying to break the silence.

"Uh, Tsumugu. I'm sorry.."

"For what?" He asked.

"For me disappointing you and also made you upset."

"...." He just stared at you and said ".. ya fool."

"Huh?" Then you lift your head and look directly at him.

"I know that ya don't have a feelin' to that puppy." He said.

"Uh.. well?" You don't know how to react at his answer.

"After yer brought to the hospital, he told me everything 'bout yer rejected his feeling. Sorry I don't listen to ya. It seems I couldn't help myself and get jealous over him." He added.

"W-why? You know that I only have feeling for you, right?"

"Well, he's more wealthy and ya don't hafta hold back 'bout yer dreams. I know he'll makes ya happy and not suffering like I did right now."

"Hey, that's not true. The only dream I want to realize is just build a family with you. I was so frightened when you said that you regret for proposing me." You hold his hand tightly.

"I'm sorry fer sayin' such things. Jealousy got over me and of course I didn't mean that. But from now on, I won't ever let ya go, especially fer that puppy." He smiled.

You chuckled and feel the happiness overflowing from your heart.

"I love ya, ______" He said bashfully.

"I love you too, Tsumugu." You replied happily and after that you two share a sweet kiss together.

*BONUS*

"Oh, it reminds me. What happened to the strawberries that I brought to you at the rooftop?" You asked Tsumugu.

"I cleaned that."

"You eat those strawberries?"

"Of course, stupid. Ya can't just threw those poor strawberries away duh.."

"I-I'm sorry!"

"It's okay. We can buy another next time." He smiled.