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Roland x Diluc [NSFW]

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NSFW/Kink Headcanons

General (non-kink)

Vaginal sex isn’t off limits, funnily enough, given that Roland isn’t male-at-birth. It’s most often the kind of sex they have.

Oral is the other large part of how they actually have sex. Whether it’s Roland performing on Diluc, or the other way around, they very much enjoy it although Roland can’t take Diluc’s cum.

Anal is a big no for Roland. He tried it with his last partner and there are some aspects he just doesn’t enjoy- he doesn’t knock others for enjoying it, he personally just doesn’t enjoy it. The in is amazing, the out is a humiliating feeling for him. Usually when they are doing anal, it’s Diluc who is taking it- and it’s not often.

Diluc’s not the kind of guy who never does it because he doesn’t enjoy being submissive, but rather, he simply doesn’t go submissive enough to really enjoy giving up power for it to happen. When it does, he’s usually very embarrassed about it- and that’s not necessarily a bad thing.

Power Dynamics

Firstly, when it comes to dynamics, these two are essentially a perfect match. Diluc is almost always the dominant, though on very rare occasions he might be in a sub headspace (usually when he feels bad, so it’s almost always nonsexual). Meanwhile, Roland is almost always submissive, with little chance of wanting to be dominant. The rare times he does want to be dominant, he’s usually either content being bratty, or does so nonsexually.

Either way, the ratio of dom/sub is nearly perfect, which is a great relief for Roland. (His ex was a lot more subby than Diluc is, so sometimes he’d have to force himself to be dominant when he didn’t want to be. He’s so grateful to not have to do it with Diluc.)

That said, the two do often enjoy dynamic-related kinks- especially Roland. With him, if you name a dom/sub dynamic kink, he’s almost always game. Diluc’s a bit more wary, though.

Diluc’s not too much a fan of ddlb, or any kink wherein he is called “daddy”. Roland teases him that it’s because of his daddy issues, but Roland’s completely fine, as it’s not a must for him.

On the other hand, master/slave is a must for Roland. At first, Diluc was a bit weird about it, given his noble title. Though, once he managed to somehow convince the staff to please stop calling him Master Diluc, but rather Mister Diluc, it was a bit easier. There were definitely some questions, as well as a new slew of rumors, but as long as neither of them addressed it, all was fine.

Once that matter was resolved, as well as the issue of boundaries and what they would do, there was little issue of Diluc being Roland’s master.

He’s a good master, always being sure to be gentle where necessary and very rough where not. He was unafraid to deny Roland’s in-play begging, though made very sure to note when the line began to blur and not press it beyond his comfort.

Thank goodness he’s a very perceptive partner. He can understand when Roland was actually being bratty, and when he just needed attention. Of course, in the latter situation, he would make sure to gently remind his sweet little slave that he didn’t need to misbehave for master’s attention, making the younger man melt every time.

As mentioned before, Roland is very much a brat. He loves the struggle, and pushing his dom’s buttons where he can. He loved being blatantly disobedient, the frustration in his dom’s eyes, and the punishments that follow. He thrives on the fact that being bratty is a surefire way to get Diluc to be a lot rougher with him.

Another dynamic that Roland was half interested in trying was owner/pet, but the both of them quickly realized they didn’t exactly enjoy the pet aspect, just the owner aspect, so they incorporated the aspects they did enjoy into their master/slave play.

The last one of note that Roland was invested in was so embarrassing for him, it took lots of coercion and even some dynamic play with permission in order for him to admit it: alpha/omega dynamic.

God did Roland turn bright red when he brought it up. Even Diluc turned red as he contemplated it.

He didn’t not like it. It felt a bit weird, especially at first, but Roland was so pleased, it immediately made Diluc want to get more invested in it. In a way, it was similar to master/slave, just with more subtle rules and understanding of the scene or play.

Of course, the best way to get the information was to have his sub be in ‘control’. Thank goodness for Diluc’s insightfulness, otherwise it would’ve been much more humiliating for him. Not that he didn’t like it.

Sadomasochism

In terms of sadism and masochism, Roland is a bit more invested than Diluc. The latter doesn’t really lean either way, not taking any specific pleasure in the acts of giving or receiving pain. Roland, on the other hand, is a huge masochist- if one couldn’t tell by his power dynamic kinks. Diluc enjoys anything that pleasures his partner, so he’s happy to take a sadistic role, despite his lack of tendencies.

Rough sex in general... a big yes for the both of them, though Diluc always makes sure he’s not being too rough.

Diluc was very wary of breathplay, even drawing this as a hard limit at first. It took a long time of experimenting before he eventually approached Roland and asked what about it was so arousing.

So of course, then ensued a rare session where Diluc was submissive, and Roland showed him exactly what he found enticing about it. After going over how to do it safely, and showing him exactly how to choke him safely- even going so far as to choke him lightly with permission- Diluc began to understand the idea.

It’s not a constant in their sex, but on the more rougher days, Diluc is much less afraid to perform it for his sub.

Impact play as a general rule, is actually relatively vanilla. The pair aren’t very extreme, limited to spanking (with hand) and slaps (with warning), though on more experimental days can go to flogging or even paddling. It’s not a hard limit for Roland, but it’s not as pleasurable for him, and it’s not a must for Diluc, so they don’t really do it often.

Roland has said before that he much prefers impact play that involves his partner’s hand, as it feels more intimate and personal than with objects. Diluc understands, though he doesn’t empathize.

Edging is much more a Diluc kink than a Roland kink, from both a giving and receiving aspect. Roland, surprisingly, only sees the appeal from a giving standpoint, so on those occasions where Diluc is sub it’s a constant.

Receiving it is one of Roland’s hard limits, though he doesn’t know why. He understands the appeal, but not being able to release makes him cry- and not a sexy cry. Any play that makes Roland cry for any reason other than joy/pleasure is a hard limit. Diluc doesn’t want to press it.

Nipple play. Roland wants to say he has mixed feelings on this, but he really, really doesn’t. He used to be a lot more into it, but has sustained a bit of nerve damage in his nipples from his previous partner, so he’s not able to take as much joy in it as before. Because of this, Diluc makes it his personal mission to make it as enjoyable and as safe as possible for him.

Nipple clamps? Um, yeah. Drive Roland wild. Of course, Diluc’s a lot more careful about it, knowing his previous partner was not nearly as safe as he should’ve been, but when he’s able to torture him with it, both of them take pleasure in it.

Of course, when it’s Diluc’s turn, he also takes great pleasure in being teased and tormented, so it goes both ways.

They have hard limits, like most things extreme, involving fire, bodily fluids, and blood. Those just aren’t much fun.

Bondage

They both enjoy this one a lot- Diluc a bit more than he thought he would. Thankfully, Roland is very much a rope bunny, and Diluc had been previously interested in it, so they didn’t have much issue bringing it up.

Sometimes they have to be a bit more careful, as in certain positions Roland’s fear of immobility kicks in, such as certain parts of his body being tied to itself, therefore not allowing him to move at all. He feels most safe in positions where he can move, just not enough, so he can struggle at the binds. Diluc doesn’t mind this boundary, and when they want to experiment with those kinds of positions, he makes triple sure to be as gentle and caring as possible.

Chastity, or those in a similar vein, is something that drives Roland insane- in a good way. He thrives but also hates it as a brat. Diluc doesn’t have a specific kink in it, as with most things, but enjoys watching his sub squirm, unable to do anything. This, somehow, is distinctly different for Roland than edging- edging means getting something and not completing, whereas chastity is not getting anything in the first place.

It makes for a very good punishment for a bratty slut.

Sensory depravation is something they both take great pleasure in. Not being able to see or hear exactly where his partner is, only knowing by the shifting of weight on the bed, drives Roland absolutely insane. Diluc also takes great pleasure in it, watching his head move around, trying to track where he is; watching him squirm with surprise at every single gentle touch; watching him silently beg for more and never quite knowing when it will arrive...

Needless to say, it’s a yes from both of them.

Dress

Roland doesn’t exactly have any kinks relating to how his partner dresses- at least, not in the traditional way. He’s not into latex, crossdressing, tights, heels, boots, maid outfits, any of the normal clothing-related kinks.

Diluc knows, though, how him wearing a dress shirt can very quickly make him needy, just by unbuttoning it slightly and rolling up the sleeves. It’s not just the combination of the two, but both aspects together.

If he wants to tease Roland, he knows he just has to roll his sleeves up, or unbutton his shirt just the slightest amount. Doing both? Roland cannot help himself. Of course, he doesn’t admit this as an actual kink, but Diluc thinks it counts.

What does count, though, is Diluc in women’s underwear. Which doesn’t happen. Like. Ever. One day, maybe.

Diluc, on the other hand, is a lot more in this category. Seeing his partner wear his underwear, or his clothes, is enough to drive him mad, which isn’t exactly an unusual one. Seeing him in a skirt, though, definitely is. Roland can sometimes be a bit self conscious, for reasons that are obvious to the pair of them, but with plenty of reassurance, he’s not against the idea. Additionally, fishnets or high socks will make him needy in the same way.

As neither of them are exactly in Roland’s everyday wardrobe, it’s obvious when he’s making the effort to tease his partner. He’ll never complain when it does happen.

Namecalling

Oh boy, is Roland very much into degredation. Diluc, surprisingly, isn’t that opposed to it, though he absolutely needs to praise the absolute shit out of his partner after play ends. Roland isn’t afraid of most kinds of names, from being his bitch to his cumslut... the more the better with him. Of course, anything that might actually hurt his feelings they don’t go near, but there aren’t too many hard limits when it comes to degredation.

Humiliation on the other hand, is a limit for Roland, much to Diluc’s chagrin. Something about humiliating his partner for things they consented to is just exciting to him. Unfortunately, Roland’s anxiety makes those feelings overwhelming, and the ‘no sad crying’ limit applies here.

Other

Most of these ‘others’ are just aspects of their dynamic kinks.

Breeding is a kink that surprisingly, Diluc also has, though he’s embarrassed about it as it’s not very dignified. The idea of draining his cum into his partner... something is very exciting. Of course, Roland doesn’t much mind, and despite Roland having a vagina, there’s not exactly any risk of pregnancy, as he doesn’t have the actual reproduction organs for it. It makes for great fun for alpha/omega play.

Along a similar vein, Roland enjoys the idea of plugging the cum inside him, either with an actual plug or a chastity device. He feels embarrassed about it, so they don’t really talk about it outside of play, but they both understand and partake.

Sharing, or rather the talk or idea of it, is very exciting for the both of them. The idea of allowing another person to use Roland as their sub- with supervision- is enticing, but the actual practice gives the both of them mixed feelings. Diluc’s a very jealous person, and Roland is very generally distrusting, so neither are okay with going through it. Talk of it though, or fantasizing, is fair game...

Worship, as a general rule, is fair game for the both of them. Diluc absolutely loves showing his partner how much he adores their body, teasing them and providing gentle kisses everywhere he can while explaining just how beautiful they are to him. As a self-conscious person, Roland typically doesn’t complain.

On the other end of the spectrum, Roland usually worships Diluc just as part of his submissive headspace. At first, this was alarming, but after a while it’s just become another part of their play.

Consensual non-consent: They don’t usually bring it up, as for the both of them talking about it is a bit humiliating, but as part of the alpha/omega dynamic, sometimes they will participate in it- usually having expressed explicit permission and safewords beforehand. Roland definitely fantasizes about it more than Diluc.

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Blog Announcement

So for the first time- not that anyone cares- I’m opening myself up for Genshin Impact requests! These can include x Readers or content related to my ocs, though I’m sure the former is more interesting.

This is the first time I’m doing requests for anything in a long time, so please me kind and gentle haha.

I’ll attempt requests for most characters, though understand I might take longer for any she/her characters, as I’m not exactly attracted to women much. Dliuc requests will obviously be quickest, with Childe and Zhongli close behind them. Anything else may take a while.

I will do NSFW headcanons, but I wont write outright smut, as I’m still dealing with stuff so I’m not quite comfortable with that yet. I’ll update this as things change.

Thank you!

Masterlist

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Roland/Voice Lines

Hello... Roland. What’s it to you? Good morning... Glad to see you’re still here. What do you want? Good afternoon... I’m a bit busy. Could we talk later? Good evening... I’m heading to the Angel’s Share. See you there? Good night... I should head out. It was good seeing you.

Chat - Drinking. Oh, none for me, thanks. I’d rather a juice. Chat - Knights of Favonius. Did you know my sister’s an Outrider for the Knights? She works really hard, I’m proud of her. Chat - Adventures. I’ve already got plenty of commissions. If you’ve got another, talk to Katheryne and I’ll look into it later. I’m only one man.

When it rains - Outside. Ah. Shame I have to work outside... Oh well, I better get a cloak. When it rains - Resting. There’s nothing better than sitting next to the window, watching the rain and hearing the noise of it against the roof... *sigh*... Oh, I’m sorry, what were you saying? When it snows... Ugh. I’m not dressed for this... glad I have a pyro vision at least. When the wind is blowing... I’d rather it didn’t... Hope it doesn’t impede my journey. When the sun’s out... Such a fine day... Do you want to bask in the sun? Oh, right. Let’s get back to work.

About Roland... You want to know more about me? I’m not exactly the most exciting person... Thanks. About us - Betrayal. I have your back so long you have mine, alright? Don’t stab me in the back. About us - Motive. Be honest, what’re you doing? Like, why me? I mean, I’m grateful, but I’ve been here before. There’s always some ulterior motive.

About the Vision... Don’t ask. It’s... it’s not an easy story. Not everyone has a happy, heroic story, y’know. Sometimes it brings up memories we want to forget... Try again when I’m more intoxicated, you might get more from me then. Anything to share... Sometimes, when I get enough of a break, I’ll climb the cliffs near The Stone Gate and just look out on the Liyue landscape, wondering what it’s like to be able to travel Teyvat. You’re lucky, you know that? Interesting things... Look, an eagle! I wonder what it must be like up there, so free and unconcerned... *sigh*... Oh, right. We should get going.

About Amber... She can be a handful, but she’s not bad. A bit too energetic for my taste, but she’s a good ally. Don’t let her outbursts worry you. She’s just like that. About Jasmin... I’m glad to be her older brother. She’s worked hard to get where she is, and doesn’t even let her success get to her head. If I ever need her, she’s always there, and vice versa. Just don’t ask her personal questions, she bites. About Kaeya... Oh, he gets on my nerves. He acts so suave but he doesn’t know how to actually be intimate with someone if it would save his life. Maybe I’m just overly judgmental, but he grinds my nerves. I’m glad I’m not part of the Knights, just so I don’t have to interact with him. About Jean... *sigh*... I worry about her. If she keeps working herself at the pace she is, she’s bound to fall ill. Can I trust you to keep an eye on her, Honorary Knight? About Diluc... What’s it to you?... Oh, sorry. I’m just constantly asked about him. He’s trustworthy, albeit cold at first. He’s a big softie, though, he just shows his kindness in different ways... what? How dare you ask about my affections! I’m not talking any further, ask him yourself! About Barbara... She’s something, that’s for sure. I appreciate the work she does, I really do, it’s just... all her idol business kind of grinds my nerves. It’s not my thing, but I respect her for what she does. Just don’t expect me to go to one of her concerts with you. About Lisa... She’s... overbearing. I think you know what I mean. I try not to visit the library because of it. Could you pick me up a book? About Bennett... I feel bad for him. I try and help him when I can, I’m just usually too busy with my own commissions. You understand, right? About Fischl... She’s... strange. She seems very full of herself, but I think there’s something else going on there. Unfortunately, I don’t have the patience for that... if you find out, could you let me know? I don’t want to shun her without good reason, you know? About Noelle... Oh she’s a saving grace. I personally haven’t interacted with her much, but I always hear stories. She’s a sweetheart. If you get to know her, would you mind discussing it with me? About Sucrose... I don’t get to see her much, sadly. I’d love to get to know her better, we’re just in vastly different circles. She seems like someone you’d wanna protect, you know? Oh... probably just me then. About Mona... She’s a strange one, but the subject she studies is fascinating. I’ve worked with her a few times, but she doesn’t exactly explain her processes well. Perhaps you’d understand more than I?

More about Roland - I. I keep telling you, I’m not very interesting. You’d have better luck talking to... basically anyone else. More about Roland - II.  I hope Mom’s doing alright. I haven’t been able to check up on her in a while. Do you mind going with me? More about Roland - III. One day, I hope to be as famous as all those heroes Jean and Amber talk about. I know I’ve got a long way to go, but it’s good to have ambition, right? More about Roland - IV. I don’t want to push people away, it’s just easier. I’ve been alone for a long time, it just feels familiar. Though, I suppose trusting people isn’t so bad, either. More about Roland - V. You’re the third person, I think, that’s really had faith in me. I hope you’ll be more like the second, rather than the first. I enjoy your company... F-forget it, forget I said anything!

Roland’s hobbies... Do you know where my journal went? I’ve got another idea and I want to write it down. No, not that one, the other one. The other one. Roland’s troubles... Have you talked to Diluc yet? What’d he say? Oh... that’s great. Thanks for letting me know. No, there wasn’t anything in particular... hey, what’s that? Favorite food... I’ll never forget the Black-Back Perch Stew I had a few years ago... do you think you could make it? Least favorite food... I’m not a fan of most alcohol. In fact, as long as alcohol tastes like alcohol, I’ll avoid it like the plague. Don’t question why I’m always in the Angel’s Share, it’s none of your business! Birthday... Hey, happy birthday, by the way. I understand it’s probably a bit weird for you, with your twin still missing... When you find them, let me know, I’ll prepare the belated birthday party.

Feelings about Ascension - Intro. Wow. Do you feel that power too? Feelings about Ascension - Building Up. I’ve never felt this strong before. Is this what you guys always feel? Feelings about Ascension - Climax. My work is paying off, thanks to you. Let’s not stop now, let’s keep going.

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Roland x Diluc

Physical Affection Headcanons

Overall, surprisingly the both of them are very physically affectionate. For Roland, it’s one of his primary love languages, and Diluc, it’s not exactly far down his list. Despite neither exactly appreciating physical contact, when it comes to their partner, they are extremely affectionate, to the point where if they had their way, they would always be connected in some way, even if just by a finger touch, or brushing each other’s arms.

Diluc’s just much more subtle about it.

Holding Hands

The both of them absolutely love holding hands. They just don’t have much opportunity, given their very public lives.

Diluc thrives off of this form of contact, as it’s just subtle enough to not be obvious, yet secure enough to be reassuring for the both of them. Any chance he gets, he’ll reach forward and clutch Roland’s hand, even if just for a second to remind him that yes, he still loves him.

For Roland, it’s more... conflicting.

He absolutely loves being able to touch his partner, clutching his hand and being reminded that he’s still there. He’s always been clingy with his partner, whoever it is, loving to wrap an arm around his partner’s and intertwining his fingers with his other hand. It’s so intimate to him, and he loves it.

Unfortunately, the sensation of gloved fingertips on the inside of his hand overwhelms him with a wave of fear, helplessness, and nausea.

Diluc understands this, and makes sure not to cross this boundary. Anytime he wants to hold hands, he makes sure to remove a glove first, or if he can’t, to never touch the inside of his hand. In fact, he’ll often not touch his hand at all, opting to clutch his wrist as a means of showing support.

Roland is so very grateful. He just wishes Diluc would wear his gloves less.

On lazier days, where they either are resting at the Winery or it’s a slow day at the tavern, Roland will remove Diluc’s glove and just run his fingertips across the texture of his hand, almost studying it with a half-lidded smile.

“What are you doing?” Diluc would always ask, an amused, endeared smile on his face.

Without a beat, you’d always reply: “Studying.”

A small chuckle left the red-haired man’s lips. “What for?”

You simply hummed absent-mindedly, continuing to run your fingers down the larger man’s hand with closed eyes. “I want to remember.”

He typically doesn’t inquire further.

Kisses

Surprisingly, Diluc’s the more enthusiastic one on this- at least, when it comes to traditional kisses. Roland’s much more a fan of kisses anywhere but the lips.

Diluc thinks it might be previous trauma.

Either way, they both try to understand each other’s wants and boundaries, so whenever Diluc gets the chance to kiss Roland, he makes it as enjoyable as possible for him. He’s not used to that, and melts into it.

Still, lip kisses aren’t the only kind of kisses, and this type of affection is where Roland thrives.

Diluc’s hand is slightly further from his body than normal? Kiss.

Diluc’s coat collar exposes slightly more skin than normal? Kiss.

Diluc’s hair isn’t covering his cheek? Kiss.

Diluc’s forehead is within a reasonable kissable range??? Kiss.

Any bare skin is fair game, and Diluc finds it adorable, though sometimes a bit troublesome. It’s not usually a problem, unless he’s trying to write and he keeps kissing his shoulder and neck.

“Darling, I’m trying to work.”

“I knowwww, you’re just so kissable!” 

“I’m not even doing anything, I’m just trying to work.”

“I knowwwwwwww.”

Sometimes he can go overboard. At least it’s cute.

This isn’t to say Dliuc doesn’t do much the same, he just has a bit more self-control. Nothing makes him happier than being in a private enough place to finally press a kiss to Roland’s forehead, or kissing the back of his hand in an effort to be flirtatious courteous.

Roland doesn’t stand a chance when Diluc gets a craving for neck/shoulder kisses.

Hugs/Cuddles

When it comes to hugs, they don’t exactly do it often- not because they don’t like it, but rather because neither one of them will initiate it. The two of them will be so awkward about it that they wait until their craving for that type of contact overpowers their nerves, and they just do it.

So clearly, as Roland has little patience, he’s typically the one to initiate it.

If it’s out of nowhere, it’s not exactly the sweetest thing. Usually its a desperate craving, wherein he’ll nearly pounce on his partner, quickly wrapping his arms around either his torso or shoulders and clutch his own arms in an attempt to make sure he’s as close as possible.

These types of hugs are most common, and Diluc is usually caught off guard.

It’s nearly a 50/50 whether Roland lets go before Diluc can say something about it. If he does, typically he pulls the smaller man back to him, wrapping his arms around him again, and making the effort to savor the moment.

Other times, Roland will initiate a hug because he’s feeling awkward, embarrassed, or upset for some reason or another. These ones are softer, and Diluc hardly contests.

Roland will gently nudge himself between Diluc’s arms, burying his face in his chest/collarbone, clutching his back almost in desperation. It’s silent. In response, the taller man will rest his chin on his partner’s head, gently wrapping his arms around him in an effort to remind him that he’s safe with him.

There are typically two situations wherein Diluc initiates hugs: Roland is stressed/upset/overwhelmed, or he’s stressed.

The first happens on occasion, usually in the middle of the night when the smaller man wakes from another nightmare. Tears run down his face and even Diluc can see that he needs someone there. So he provides. He wraps his arms around the smaller man, resting a hand on the back or side of his head, and pulls him as close to him as he can, typically trapping the man’s arms as well.

Most of those times, Roland will melt into it, turning and sobbing into his shirt/shoulder, hands clenching into fists as he just releases all the tension and distress.

Anything he can do to help his partner, he does. It’s almost comforting for Diluc to help his partner out like that. Its a form of intimacy he’d never had before, from either side, and it warms his heart to be able to have it, even if it was at the cost of nightmares.

The second happens more frequently than Roland would like. Sure, the hugs and cuddle sessions are nice, and it’s great to have Diluc initiate hugs, but not for the cost of him being stressed.

Roland is usually doing something, whether it’s looking for a book or cleaning his sword. Diluc will approach him, typically from behind, and simply wrap his arms around him, underneath his, burying his face in his shoulder.

“Do you need attention, or just the contact?”

Diluc would then tap on the man’s chest, once for attention, twice for contact.

If he just needed the contact, Roland would continue doing what he was doing, paying half a mind towards his partner, in case he changed his mind. Even as he did whatever he was doing, he’d make an extra effort to rub his hand over his partner’s, or kiss wherever his lips would reach, just to remind him that he cared.

If he needed attention, Roland would put aside his task, temporarily undoing his partner’s grip around his body- never entirely removing contact. He would then hold the larger man’s hands, and lead him to the nearest couch or bed. He would sit down, opening his arms wide once more; an invitation for the red-haired man to bury himself in his arms and chest.

Diluc is always thankful for those moments most. Laying his head on his partner’s chest, arms wrapped around his waist, as Roland either played with his hair or braided a small section to remind him where his attention lie. No words exchanged, just silent gestures that spoke so much louder than anything either could attempt to say.

Other

Roland’s favorite form of enthusiastic affection, aside from body kisses, is nuzzling. Diluc had never felt such an urge, nor had a partner who gained so much pleasure simply from rubbing one’s cheek on him. Nonetheless, it was something Roland took great pleasure and comfort from, and explaining it only seemed to create further confusion.

For Roland, it wasn’t that complex: his right side was more sensitive than the other side, especially on his face. Nuzzling, especially with that cheek, was a show of affection and trust.

Diluc would sometimes tease him for this, asking if he was sure he didn’t have cat blood, like Diona or Sucrose. Of course, he’d never push this joke enough to make his partner uncomfortable. However bizarre it seemed to him, it was soothing and intimate for his partner, and he’d never ruin it for him.

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Jasmin [Genshin Impact]

Rarity:

Weapon: Bow Vision: Cryo

Pronouns: She/Her Birthday: May 10 Constellation: Vulpecula Region: Mondstadt Affiliation: Knights of Favonius

Appearance: A very pale young transwoman, with acne and curly blonde-ombre hair. She brushes her long curly bangs to the right side of her face, a similar length to the rest of her hair in a short bob. She often wears a simple purple and blue shirt, with icy blue lining. Around her shoulders she wears a pale blue cloak. On her left ear she wears an icicle-shaped earring. She wears grey leggings, with multiple belts around her waist to ease her dysphoria. On one of these belts rests her ice-blue vision, linked with a chain alongside a small winter fox figurine. Her heavy black boots reach to her ankle, and give her an additional inch of height.

Personality: Similar to her brother, Roland, her personality can often be seen as cold and off-putting, though in her case through her icy glares and blunt statements. This isn’t to say she doesn’t want friends, she very much craves that kind of kinship, she just has a hard time with social situations. If one were to engage her in conversation, it’s easy to get her to talk almost endlessly about one of her interests, something she’s passionate to share with others. This abrupt sort of bond sometimes keeps people away, but it’s her way of trying to be close with people. When she finds something she enjoys, she fixates on it- something that thankfully helped her rise in the ranks of the Knights. Though she might seem dense or dull in social aspects, but she is certainly a prodigy in her own right. She doesn’t find interest in the hypotheticals or theories of the world, but the practical- a skill that has allowed her to enjoy her very hands-on role. All her talkativeness aside, she doesn’t much speak about her personal life, just her job and her interests.

Combat: She is very much a fan of her bow, having spent years studying and practicing with it. Through this engagement, she has learned to perfect her combat style, as well as combine her elemental capabilities with her offensive ones. She has learned to shoot arrows with tips of condensed ice, weaponizing her normal attacks with elemental damage. In some situations, she has been observed to fire multiple arrows entirely made of ice. In more dire circumstances, she has been known to fire one of these condensed arrows towards the ground, creating a wave of ice around herself and an ally to both damage and push back nearby enemies, as well as create a small barrier for enemies to work through. This said, she doesn’t require her bow to use her abilities. In very, very desperate situations, wherein she’s been disarmed, she crystalizes an arrow with ice, wielding it as a dagger- she can do this same thing with just an icicle she’s created, but that is a one-time weapon that immediately breaks. This isn’t her normal combat behavior, but rather, extremely circumstantial behavior.

Relationships: Amber- The two get along like a house on fire- for the most part. They are very similar in that they are very talkative about what they’re passionate about, but neither one are very good listeners. They will talk with each other for hours, taking turns to discuss something they’re excited about without actually listening to what the other one has said. That said, they don’t need these conversations to get along, as they bond greatly over food. Jasmin is a very picky eater, and Amber loves introducing her to new, delicious foods. It doesn’t hurt that they are the only two Outriders, allowing them to interact often.

Bennett- Jasmin loves to spend time with the adventurer, and has said often that had she more time, she would join his adventuring team. He enjoys this sentiment, even though they both kinda know it’s not true. Jasmin doesn’t mean to lie, she just doesn’t exactly enjoy the idea of spending long periods away from the comforts of home and good food. He knows, so he doesn’t take it seriously. When he’s in town, though, she will spend a lot of her breaks listening to his tales of adventure, and sharing her stories of what she and Amber found around the city walls.

Kaeya- Jasmin avoids him like the plague. She doesn’t know why she doesn’t trust him as much as she does, perhaps it’s the familiar avoidance of personal talk, or the fact he’s unafraid to lie and deceive to get what he wants, and the blatant disregard of how it might affect someone. If she can be observant enough to know how her words might affect other people, he certainly can. Either way, they have to interact quite often, seeing as he’s the Cavalier Captain.

Jean- To Jasmin, she’s almost like another mother, which is somewhat bizarre given she’s less than a decade older. She sees much of her mother’s kindness and self-destructive capabilities, but she doesn’t know how or if she can help. Where she can, she’ll help the Acting Grand Master by taking on additional Knights’ commissions. Anything to help someone who has been so kind to her out.

Diluc- She... has complicated feelings on him. She doesn’t mind him, he’s just not the kindest person. No matter how much others talk of his subtle or hidden heart, all she can see is a blunt, secretive rich man. She tries to trust others, especially her brother, on this, trying to attribute it to her lack of insight. That said, she can’t shake the feeling he’s hiding something big.

Venti- He’s her favorite bard. He’s a bit chaotic, but she loves his energy. When she heard that Jean worked with the bard to save Mondstadt, she nearly died, mourning her chance to work alongside her favorite musician. One day she hopes to talk to him after one of his performances, but she’s much too busy with work. 

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Roland/Vision

Vision

“No! EM!”

It was just supposed to be a simple scouting mission. They were supposed to find the hilichurl camp, report it on their maps, maybe clear it out if they thought they could handle it. Of course, they could, between the four of them, three had visions. Roland understood he was the only one without it, but he was just as strong as the rest of them. So they made the effort and cut down the camp without much issue.

There wasn’t supposed to be a ruin guard.

They knew their limits. If it was just the guard, they could’ve handled it. They had enough ranged members, and the strength to take it down if they managed to stun it. But after a lengthier battle, as well as being surprised, they couldn’t fight it.

Roland watched his partner fly through the air, having been hit by the large rock fist as it spun like a top. He felt in that moment like he’d been hit too, heart sinking in terror as he watched the pyro-user he was in love with hit one of the large trees with a force that nobody could just walk away from.

His eyes darted between the giant and his lover, debating if it was worth trying to fight. His fellow friends, the hydro catalyst wielder making their best effort to keep the creature distracted and at bay, while his sister, the cryo bow-woman, took shots at the creatures eye in attempt to stun it.

His sword fell from his hands, deciding the battle wasn’t worth it. He raced towards his long-haired ally, crumpled against the base of the tree like a sack of rocks. By some miracle, or perhaps a curse, the man was still breathing, albeit raged and visibly pained.

The sight was awful, but he knew he didn’t want to abandon him to his suffering. There had to be a chance, some way to save him, but even just glancing at the twisted form and collapsed ribcage of his lover, he knew there was no way he was making it through this.

“Ro...” The man tried to speak, but the effort made him need to cough, which then lead to more pained noises. The visionless rested his hand on the man’s shoulder, gazing up from his knelt position.

“Shh...” He whispered, reaching to clasp both his hands. “Don’t talk, just... just breathe, okay?” He could see the dubious gaze in the injured man’s eyes, and it took all his effort not to just break down crying. Now wasn’t the time to mourn what he was losing. “We... we’ll get someone, we have to. We-we’ll get Barbara, she’ll come and she’ll heal you up. It’ll take a while but you’ll be good as new. You just need to hang on, alright Em?” The pained man nodded, gazing into his desperate companions eyes.

He quickly glanced behind him, looking to the fight. It was that moment the ground shook with the weight of the guard landing after a leap. His sister took the catalyst-user and pulled them out of the way, just in time to avoid the impact of the fists. He gave her a look that asked all he needed to know, to which she nodded in confirmation. She was giving them time.

Another cough drew his attention back to his beloved and he quickly placed a gentle hand on his shoulder to keep him from rocking back and forth and further injuring himself. “It-it’ll be okay. We’ll get you home, baby.” God, he could feel the usually-warm touch fading into a normal, if not slightly cold, temperature. No no no. “I’ll spend every day with you in the chapel, okay? I-I’ll try and make that soup you like, what was it? The calla lily seafood soup. It won’t be the best, but I’ll do it. I-I’ll hold you hand and kiss you goodnight, and...” He could see the effort behind his partner’s eyes, all his energy being put into just staying alive.

God, he could feel the blood caking his forearm and hands.

“I’ll sing you that song you like, the... the one edgy one Venti sings. I’ll do all the chores and clean everything up, even though I don’t wanna. I’ll do everything, I’ll baby the shit out of you, okay? Just, just stay, okay? We’ll bring Barbara. You’re gonna be okay.” He was lying. They both knew it. Part of him wondered if his partner knew it from the desperation in his voice or by his own pain.

“Ro...” He didn’t cough this time, just tried to swallow the blood he wanted so desperately to expel. “I love you. S-” A pause as he tried again to breathe, the pain greatly increasing. He wasn’t keeping air, his rib likely punctured one or both of his lungs. “So much.” He tried to raise a hand, but he didn’t have the strength to lift his hand. Noticing this, he let out a small bit of air, opting instead to rub his thumb on his partner’s hand. “D-don’t l-listen to him. T-this isn’t... n-not y-your faul...t.”

God, he couldn’t believe this miracle of a man was still trying to comfort him, when he was the one dying. He was scared of death, they both knew, and here it was, taking him. And his priority was him. Him and what their ex-friend had told him months ago.

Tears began streaming down his face. “B-but I’m the one who wandered too far, Emerson. If I didn’t... it wouldn’t’ve found us. I should’ve paid more attention, and...” Emerson clutched his hand with his fading strength, drawing his attention.

“N-not... yo...ur... f-fault.” He insisted with his waning consciousness. His gaze was drifting, and he seemed to notice, flicking his eyes back towards his partner with a pained smile. “K-kiss me?”

Even now he remembered his stupid joke he always said, a dumb attempt at comfort all those times before. I’d be okay dying if I had your lips on mine. It was always said in jest, for those times when he didn’t want to stop kissing because he needed air. He couldn’t believe this stupid man was bringing it up even now.

He wasn’t one to deny his request. Tears welling in his eyes, Roland pulled a hand from the bloody pile, resting it gently to his partner’s cheek. He leaned into it, thankful for the contact but likely also a chance to not have to support himself. In a horrible, tormented moment, he pressed his lips to Emerson’s, a gesture he melted into.

He felt the man’s eyes flutter closed. He felt the man’s breath stop coming from his nose. He felt the moment the man’s weight was held only by his hand.

He hated this.

He pulled away, tears streaming down his face as he looked at the body of the man he loved. The body. There wasn’t life anymore, there wasn’t the man he’d spend two years loving. There was just a body, a lifeless shell; a memory.

He let out a pained sob, resting his head on the shoulder, desperately clinging to his hands as if clutching them hard enough would bring his life back.

He didn’t hear when the sounds of elements and arrows dulled behind him. He didn’t hear the loud steps of the monster that took his partner. All he heard was his own sobs.

Hot.

The sensation surprised him, and he jerked his entire body away from the corpse of the man. It took a second for him to realize what it was he felt: a burning pain on the side of his pinky, as if he’d touched a burning hot iron. His eyebrows furrowed in confusion, and he slowly crawled forward, eyes darting around in an attempt to solve the mystery.

“Roland!” His sister’s voice piped up behind him, but he didn’t care. He need to know. What if it was something to bring him back? He began searching the body for the source of the pain.

“Roland!” The voice spoke again, this time with a tug on his shoulder. He spun around to see the pale face of his sister, standing right next to him with a look of alarm. “We have to go! We can’t keep fighting!”

He yanked his arm from his sister’s grasp, a confused and frustrated groan falling from her lips. When his eyes landed back on the body of his beloved, he saw it.

The vision.

The glowing red orb around the man’s waist had dulled with his life, but now it was nearly glowing hot orange. In desperate confusion, he reached down, trying to remove it from the corpse. He was desperate, he needed it.

“Roland!” Came his sister’s voice again. He didn’t care.

He held it in his hand, a white-hot pain flowing through his entire arm. It spread to his entire body, but he didn’t care. He needed this. If not as a momento, than a solution for this mystery.

His sister didn’t cry out a fourth time, as he saw his body engulf in flames. The pain had gone, or at least numbed, but the flames were very much alive around him. He didn’t even put together what was happening, it was like his body moved on its own.

Roland rose to his feet and approached his weapon with a rage unlike anything he’d ever felt before. His sword in one hand, the red orb in the other, his gaze fell upon the giant structure that had felled his partner. “COME AT ME, YOU STUPID FUCK!”

When the large, glowing eye landed on him, he didn’t hesitate.

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Visions Headcanon

I realized I’ve been writing assuming that my dumb little headcanon is true (I don’t think it is lmao) but I’ve seen it in other works, so maybe it’s not that odd? Anyway, I’m gonna explain it just in case, as well as go into it in a bit of depth. I’m excluding dendro, as we don’t know much about it right now. I’ll add it in when we learn more.

Visions hold a lot of elemental energy. As such, the people who wield them are often affected in subtle ways by it, newer users moreso as they don’t know quite yet how to control it. The ways the user is affected is different for each element.

Pyro: The most commonly noticed. A pyro-user is warm to the touch. For longer-time users, this is more subtle, being just comfortable and slightly above average. Meanwhile, for newer or more tempered users, this can fluctuate to near scorching. This temperature difference changed with the user’s emotions- the more extreme an emotion, especially a negative one, the hotter they will be. It’s similar to a blush, in some ways, only much, much hotter. The temperature change doesn’t harm the user, nor does it necessarily harm any witnesses, so long the user is careful.

Cryo: A direct contrast to pyro users: a cryo-wielder is colder to the touch. Unlike with pyro users, this temperature difference is a near constant, with very little fluctuation, and is a lot more controlled so it cannot directly harm those around them. A particularly emotional cryo user, though, can have this temperature change escalate to the point of having ice crystals resting on their skin. This phenomenon isn’t commonly observed, though, as cryo visions are often given to more level-headed people.

Electro: Similar to the previous two, electro-users have a subtle charge within their body. As such, they are much more prone to being a conduit for static shocks, which can sometimes be uncomfortable for those around them. With time and experience, this charge can become nearly invisible, manifesting as only a slight tingle when touching them. The user cannot detect this charge.

Hydro: A more subtle difference: a hydro-user’s skin is unusually soft. A seemingly silly reaction, but noticeable nonetheless. This may have lead to the perception of hydro-wielders being more gentle or caring, or perhaps it’s just Barbara’s influence. Either way, a hydro-user’s romantic partner usually doesn’t complain. ;)

Geo: A direct contrast to hydro: a geo-wielder’s skin is unusually rough. This is often most noticeable in nobles, or those who don’t often do tough labor. No matter how much work they’ve done in their lives, their hands are slightly calloused and rough to the touch. Again, a geo-user’s sexual partner usually doesn’t complain ;)

Anemo: An anemo-user’s clothes and hair seemingly always has a flair for the dramatic. Let me clarify: you know the pictures where someone’s hair is perfectly blowing in the breeze? Or the photos of a coat or dress after a few spins? That’s just a constant for an anemo-wielder. Some flaunt it. Some find it infuriating. Either way, it’s an aesthetic TM.

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Roland x Diluc

Relationship Gossip Headcanons

Diluc is a very, very private person. As such, he’s not one to exactly announce who he favors, or who he dates, or any of it. Roland isn’t such a person, but he is uncomfortable with backlash and the idea of jealous suitors. As such, neither of them have exactly told people they’re together.

Since the taller man is more quiet, sometimes Roland has trouble knowing exactly what he’s thinking- his anxiety doesn’t exactly help matters. He understands his partner’s boundaries, and understands he’s not one to announce his relationship status, and as such, he keeps their relationship borderline secret.

As he’s the more approachable of the pair, especially determined gossipers will sometimes ask him questions about the nature of his and Diluc’s relationship- usually younger women obsessed with the who’s-with-who of Mondstadt. They don’t get much out of him, since he doesn’t trust their motives. The most they get is that he’s not looking for a relationship- a fact that is true regardless of his partner.

Diluc, on the other hand, isn’t intentionally secretive about the nature of their banter. He’s not a person to offer information about himself, nor does he appreciate people trying to pry into his personal life. To him, their relationship is just another fact about himself- a piece of information he keeps to himself, like most everything else.

He was almost comedically a bit slow to notice the gossip and bets about his and Roland’s relationship. He could dig and find such hidden information, yet he was oblivious to something right in front of him until Roland explained to him why the maids would whisper every time he showed at the winery.

Roland forever teases him about this fact, especially since when he realized, his cheeks flushed red and embarrassed heat emanated from him.

Diluc finds the gossip and betting amusing, especially with the occasion interrogations Roland experienced. He doesn’t offer information, but if someone asked him outright if something was true, he wouldn’t deny it most of the time. All the gossip and guessing was pointless, because all they had to do was ask him, but nobody did because he’s just too much an intimidating person.

The two agreed not to tell people unless they asked Diluc outright. Watching the town gossip was humorous, as well as a big ego boost for Roland.

One time, someone asked Diluc if he had a suitor. Having grown a bit impatient, he admitted yes, which drove everyone crazy once they found out.

Patton’s really begun to sweat.

Roland’s family, as well as Kaeya, are the only non-involved people who know the truth, but they were sworn to secrecy for the sake of watching the town grow mad wanting to know.

Kaeya: You know me. I’m not one to spill a secret.

Roland wanted to punch him. Diluc almost didn’t stop him.

Kaeya often uses the fact he knows the truth to tease the pair in public, though in ways subtle enough that he doesn’t reveal it to witnesses. He absolutely loves when the tavern finally closes at night, just so he could poke fun at the pair in private.

Roland’s family, on the other hand, was much more normal about it all. His sister, Jasmin, is less intimidated by the man knowing he’s so important to her brother, but still has no reason to spill the beans or approach the man. His mom loves the fact she has gossip that people beg her for, yet she doesn’t say.

They both can’t wait for the day someone finally goes up to Diluc and actually asks.

Roland’s got a hundred mora on it being Patton. Diluc’s got money on Charles.

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Roland x Diluc

General Dynamic Headcanons

Their dynamic is somewhat amusing, yet confusing to outsiders, generally speaking.

Conversations in passing often consist of snide remarks, insults, and subtle sarcasm. Their manner of speaking towards one another is very hostile to an average witness, and most would think they had some long, convoluted history that explained such hatred for one another.

On the other hand, common patrons of the Angel’s Share- as well as those that work closely with Diluc at the winery or Roland in the guild- understand their relationship to be much the opposite.

The two are actually quite close, having known each other in passing for many years. While neither could say when exactly they moved beyond occasional patron and host, they both understand the shift has happened. The insults and remarks are their way of showing said intimacy; it’s their way of being playful with one another, and said comments will often be said with a subtle smirk or smile. These gestures of bizarre affection are easily noticed once one looks past the biting words.

Roland isn’t an avid purveyor of alcohol, and as such isn’t the type to be seen in the Angel’s Share as often as he is. While he wouldn’t admit it to the common folk, the reason is very much to enjoy the company of his fellow fire-wielder.

Outside the tavern, they don’t ever seem to necessarily hang out, but it isn’t unusual for the adventurer to stop by the Dawn Winery while out in the Mondstadt wilds on a commission. None know quite exactly the reason or motives, but gossip among the maids weave a more intimate narrative.

The pair of them are very, very similar in many ways. They share a more hardened exterior, with softer undertones and actions; a sense of almost radical justice; a fear of intimacy; a distaste for physical touch; and a convoluted, perhaps traumatic, emotional past. These similarities are not lost on the general populous, nor is the fact they both have pyro visions.

Their differences seem to contrast almost directly. Diluc is a cool-headed person, who is able to take genuine insults with seemingly little issue; meanwhile Roland is quick to anger, especially in defense of someone else. Diluc is more calculated, thinking many steps ahead before starting something; Roland, on the other hand, is very impulsive, even when trying to think ahead. When comfortable and close to someone, Roland is extremely talkative, while Diluc still continues to be reserved.

The two’s social circles is extremely different, as well as their backgrounds; to most, it’s even a surprise they interact with one another on a somewhat friendly basis. This makes the intimate narrative that much more exciting to those in the know.

Charles and Patton have a bet on whether the two are or will have a romantic relationship. If the rumors are true, Charles is winning.

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Roland [Genshin Impact]

Rarity:

Weapon: Sword Vision: Pyro

Pronouns: He/Him Birthday: August 20 Constellation: Phoenix Region: Mondstadt Affiliation: Adventure’s Guild

Appearance: A pale younger man with pale skin and freckles speckling his cheeks. He has bangs reaching towards his collarbone that he brushes to the side of his face, the rest of his long brown hair tied back and styled into a braid. One can see highlights of bright red hidden in the braid, as well as his bangs. He wears a tight black turtleneck tank, with a bright red leather jacket pulled up to above his elbows. On his both hands he wears deep red fingerless gloves that reach up his forearm. Around his neck is a deep brown leather choker, and a necklace to which his vision is affixed. He wears deep gray, skintight pants and deep brown leather boots that nearly reach his knees. He had multiple piercings on his face- two rings on his left eyebrow, a ring on the left side of his bottom lip, a ball in his right nostril, bars on the upper part of his ears, and two additional ear piercings.

Personality: His peers around the Adventure’s Guild describe him as “intentionally off-putting”, though despite his blunt remarks and sarcastic commentary, he’s known to compliment strangers and assist those in need. Though Amber states she believes he acts seemingly aggressive to keep himself safe, she also calls him one of the best allies outside the Knights. With his chaotic good tendencies, he does his best to be a force of good, for all that’s worth. There’s rumors of him possibly being the Darknight Hero, to which he’s never outright denied, but found the idea “humorously ignorant”. He’s unafraid to call bigotry and ignorance like it is, but understands the limits between harsh and hurtful, and seems to ride this line carefully.

Combat: He primarily attacks using a longsword, though it’s not the only trick up his sleeve. When having charged his elemental abilities, he may send out a burst of flame from his offhand, pushing back or scorching an enemy. Alternatively, he may run his hand up the side of his blade, coating it in a layer of fire before swinging his sword with both hands. In more desperate situations, he’s even known to drop his sword entirely, crying out with a burst of pyro energy, almost as if he himself were an exploding bomb, protecting himself with the same pyro energy.

Relationships: Amber- While she claims him to be one of her greatest allies outside the Knights of Favonius, Roland tries to steer clear of her and her efforts. They take up similar roles in protecting the city, his of his own will, and her on official business. She oftentimes calls him her “unofficial scout buddy”, though he hates this term. If asked, he’ll outright state he finds her personality a bit over-the-top and childish, though he appreciates her dedication to her work. He won’t seek her company out, but he won’t push her away.

Bennet- The two used to be adventuring partners, though Roland ended up leaving alongside the others. He feels guilty for this, though he defends his decision, stating he needed to look out for his own needs. Though, while they don’t actively travel together, Roland will gladly lend the enthusiastic man a hand should he be in need. He doesn’t ask, but he’s often in need.

Diluc- The two are very similar, and Roland hates it with a passion. He describes him as a “taller, wealthier version” of him, and he somewhat despises him for it. He’s clever enough to know the Darknight Hero’s true identity, but doesn’t much care to do anything with the information. To him, it’s blatantly obvious to anyone with half a brain cell, but the majority of the town is in the dark. The two often spend their limited interactions making snide comments or insulting one another.

Kaeya- Roland absolutely hates him. He sees him as a selfish, scheming, nosy man, who uses his position to his advantage. He sees him as the epitome of what is wrong with the Knights.

Jean- He feels great sympathy for her. Though he holds a distaste for the Knights, he appreciates her efforts greatly, and will lend her a hand in matters should he get overwhelmed. Neither of them could really say where they met, but they see each other as allies and friends nonetheless.

Venti- It didn’t take him long to deduce the man’s true identity, not that he really cared. He finds the city’s worship of him stupid, as he considers him just another faulty person who avoids the responsibility that comes with power. Not to say he doesn’t acknowledge the good he’s done in establishing the city- in fact, he considers it the one good thing he’s done for Mondstadt. On a personal level, the two don’t much connect- at least, on the surface. They both know they’re hiding emotional weights, but neither confront one another on it.