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“ Please don't leave me. ” ( honey and jj )

She's begging him not to leave, but JJ's mind is set. He's going, he has to do this. "Stop begging, Honey. You're not going to change my mind." And he knows that her parents would never let her leave the country. He's gotta do this on his own. "Don't tell the others. This is something I gotta do on my own, alright? I gotta save my dad. . ." As much as he tells himself that he hates Luke's guts, he's still going to go and help him even knowing that he would get nothing in return from it. Maybe a fake thank-you and a sob story as to why he even called in the first place. "I have to go get him, he's in trouble and I'm the only one that can save him. . ."

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Taking her hand gingerly, he pumps some soap into his hand and he'll begin to wash it as gently as possible. "Parents being hard on you again?" He questions, mostly glad because he doesn't have any parental figures around to tell him what to do. . . He did miss his father, though. It was tough.

"You're not taking up room or disappointing people, Kie. And if anyone ever tells you that you are, then they're going to have to answer to me." He dries her hand, trying to be as sensitive to her pain as possible. "Everyone here loves you, Kie. You have us, me and JJ and Pope. You're never in our way, we always want you here, I promise. . . And even if I make a stupid comment every once in a while, it's not about you." John B just gets a little angsty at times.

She knew the painkillers would help with the hand, but the pain that was really the issue couldn't be solved with painkillers.

At his question, she just held out her hand to him, she wasn't sure she could do it, and if he spoke as he washed it, maybe he could distract her.

When he continued, she slowly turned her head to face him. "Mostly at home I guess." She breathed. It was hard to explain. She knew the others didn't exactly have good home lives either, and so to complain about it felt somewhat selfish. "I guess... in general though." She added. After all, what was happening at home, was leaking into everything she did, everything she said.

"I feel like I am just..... in the way, taking up room... disappointing everyone." She breathed.

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There's nothing he wants more than he wants Kie right now. Except for maybe some privacy. "Yeah, that's what you said, that's also what I said." They'd been on the same page, and it seems like they're on a different page but together once again. "I don't not want to do it, with you." He presses his lips together and tilts his head. "I want you too, Kie. So damn bad." He reciprocates the hand squeeze and smiles at her before he pulls her along, heading toward the stairs.

Once they were in the bedroom up there, he closes and locks the door, turning to look at Kie. "Before we get back into anything, I just want you to know that whatever happens, if it's not as good as you want it to be or something, I can always learn and do it better next time."

For a split second, Kiara had withdrawn into herself, second-guessing everything she had done. She had pushed too far this time. They were supposed to be taking their time. Taking it slow, yet here she was ready for the home run. Her hormones were raging out of control, as they all bubbled over in her attempt. That ended up being desperate and unwanted. The brunette dared to glance at him, as her cheeks flushed with embarrassment. "Yeah?" she questioned nervously, as he appeared to be in a tailspin.

The sound of his voice resonated in her ears. "Oh," she mumbled with a shy smile gracing her lips. Letting his words sink in, nodding. "Sure we can take this to the bedroom," she agreed. "I know...I know I said to take things slow...but here and now. It just feels right, doesn't it?" she queried. Her heart was pounding in her chest. "But Jayj...if you don't want this. I'm okay with slow," she started to stand and gingerly stepped closer. "I'm sorry for the mixed signals, but I want this. I want you," she answered boldly, her hand taking his and giving it a gentle squeeze reassuringly. 

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"Take the Twinkie, okay, I'll do that. Taking Sarah might not be the best idea if Shoupe is out on patrol, though, and you know someone's gonna call him on me once they see my white ass and mistake it for the moon for a second." John B laughs as he strips his shirt off first, tossing it to the side. "Maybe I should take the clothes with me just in case he shows up. I know the last thing he'd want to see is me getting out of the Twinkie without any clothes on."

A soft huff escaped Kiara's lips, partly in surprise by his answer. She would've guessed he wouldn't have accepted, but if he was anything like her John B, she shouldn't have been. Amusement is clearly evident on her features, the way her eyes sparkled. It made her forget everything that had transpired those last few moments. A hearty chuckle fell from her lips, "I figured," she mumbled. Since she was missing that part of the anatomy, she could only assume it would be insanely uncomfortable with everything loose. "Fine...fine. That's fair. Strip naked, take the twinkie. Sarah can go with you," she suggested, but then quickly added, "Keep it pg-13 yeah?" she giggled. Now, having too much fun with the teasing.

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You better be careful, Valerie. Once a Pogue, always a Pogue.

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One could say that she's out of her mind, it certainly looks that way. Kie has pretty much disassociated with herself almost completely. "Protect me, right." She snorts and pushes Sarah out of the way. "You've already lost me, Sarah. You're just going to have to get used to that too."

Walking out of the house, she isn't going to look back, she's a woman on a mission and it's not one that will be complete until someone's dead. There is no guilt in walking out on her friend, leaving her behind the way she does. She feels nothing at this point. Kiara has shut down anything other than the anger and hatred that she feels toward Groff. That's what's driving her, the sheer need to seek vengeance for her lost love.

Sarah doesn't know what to do. Doesn't know what to say. Is there even a right thing to say in this situation? Because Kiara's not going to listen to reason. Because she already thinks she's seeing reason when she's really seeing red. Sarah understands the urge, if the roles were reversed, if she were in Kie's shoes, she wouldn't hesitate.

But that doesn't mean it's the right decision to make.

She's deciding not to get into the semantics of it all, being that murdering someone and killing them is kind of the same thing. They're fairly synonymous. But now's not really the time for that. "I know, Kie."

She can't imagine what that must feel like. To feel less than alive even though you're still breathing. A loss like what Kie is going through, there really is no coming back from that. "I'm not trying to rub it in your face. I'm trying to protect you!" Even though she knows Kie doesn't want it. "I already lost one of you, I can't lose another."

Because Kie's going to get caught. And sure, maybe part of a jury would be sympathetic, but she'd be just like Groff if she went through with this. Murdering someone in cold blood. She'd be a lot better, considering Groff would deserve it, but that's not really the point. Their family has already taken a serious hit, it can't withstand another.

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sometimes i want to see how far i can push a muse until they break. but then i wonder if i'll ever be able to write them again after that.

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@storiesfromtheobx

john b and kie dancing to ‘it’s never enough’ by audiodub.

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@carrerak

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One more photo of Clawdeen because my feed looks nice in threes💜

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Megan Moroney

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He would hold her gently until she decided to move. "A movie sounds good, yeah." He agrees, leaning up and kissing her cheek. As soon as Kie moved off of him, he adjusts himself and zips his pants before getting out of the car as well. "You good, babe?" He asks before answering her question about a movie. "I don't know, something chill, nothing too involved." He's not planning on paying much attention to the movie anyway, not when he feels so completely enthralled with Kiara.

Kiara wasn't the least bit sorry for behaving in such a manner. She could never control her urges around him, especially when he had already teased enough on the car journey. She was only a woman after all. Her carnal desires and urges would, of course, spike when she had someone like Rafe for a partner. Her body still trembled as she came down from her high. Walls clenched around him. She didn't want to move, but knew that she had to. They couldn't possibly stay this way. A blissful hum fell from her lips, a satisfied smile adorned her features. "We should..." she giggled softly. "A movie sounds perfect," she grinned. Sometimes lazy days are what is required, and she enjoys spending any time she can with him. She shifted off of him, back over to her side of the car, with a whine escaping at the loss of contact. "What are you in the mood for?" she questioned as she opened her side of the door, sliding out with a wince, as she was still sore.

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John B watches as JJ walks over to grab another beer from the cooler and he looks back at the newest member of their circle. "Strip naked, okay, I can do that." He's not embarrassed in the least. "You want me to run naked? That's not gonna happen, that's not exactly the most comfortable thing to do while naked. I'll get us the beer, but I'm not running." He laughs as Sarah smacks him.

This is turning out to be one trippy night, and in hindsight the excuse of too much alcohol consumed is definitely plausible. Kiara heard JJ go excuse himself. Honestly, that stung a little, but for obvious reasons they shouldn't be near one another. Especially since he had a girlfriend who looked exactly like her. Fuck her life. 

Trying to keep her own head in the game, focusing her attention on John B was probably for the best, as the other option only led to pain. At his teasing she chuckled softly. She already had ideas formulating how to take the heat off of them. A bright grin etched upon her features as she hummed, before speaking. "I dare you to strip naked," she stated as she glanced at Sarah, with a wicked smile. Then you have to run across town, and buy some more beer...or steal it...whatever," she suggested with a gleam in her eyes.

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Honestly, Kie can't fathom how badly JJ wants her. He's trying to be good, trying to wait for the right time. He doesn't want it to be ruined by their friends walking in on them in the middle of the living room. "No, it's fine, it's fine." He tells her, restlessly tugging at his hair in order to take away his own mind's attention to the throbbing going on in his shorts.

"I think we should - - - go to the bedroom." He tells her, looking back at her to gauge her reaction. "I just don't wanna ruin something by getting too worked up and then getting interrupted." He tells her, hoping that it makes sense. "Whatever you want, Kie."

Kiara was getting lost in her emotions, all of them intensified within, and she had never felt so alive before. Their admission of love hitting home, and hitting hard. Her body simply reacts of its own accord under his light touches. Her eyes fluttered at the sensations he evoked as their mouths melded, and their tongues finally tangled. Seeking every crevice of his mouth. Soft mewls escaped, as they shifted, rolling her hips inadvertently sent JJ flying away from her, like she had burned him. "Shit, Jayj..." she muttered, "I'm sorry, I..." she started to speak, albeit breathlessly. He sounded as if he was in pain. Her hands reached out for him, but then fell to her sides, thinking it would be for the best. It felt so wrong, yet so right at the same time. A clusterfuck of inner turmoil. A soft sigh expelled from her lips, as her fingers lightly touched her lips. Tingling sensations from his kisses. "Yeah...you're right. I-uh...I shouldn't have done that. I'm sorry," she whispered as a frown appeared. What had she done? Too much, too soon? A low groan fell from her lips, as her gaze dropped to the floor. Her teeth biting her lower lip with worry.

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Of course Kiara is the reason for his smile. He feels a lot of things for her, a lot more than he feels like he should. Maybe he's getting in too deep, but he might finally understand what love is. . . "Who doesn't like Italian?" He asks in all seriousness. "I know there's some pasta downstairs, we might have to throw together a little something for sauce, though." He isn't sure what he's got in the pantry. . .

He kisses her back and watches her get up and get herself dressed. "I won't be." He tells her as he pushes himself up and gets out of the bed as well, going to gather some clothes to take into the bathroom to change into after his quick shower.

A few moments later, he's dressed in a t-shirt and a pair of shorts. "Okay, so what did you find?" He asks, smiling at Kie as he walks into the kitchen.

The rare moments they shared, like this, were becoming more frequent and Kiara was pleased about that. Seeing Rafe in this setting, where it appeared as if he didn't have a care in the world. His goddamn adorable smile showed genuine happiness, and her heart raced at the thought that she could be the reason. It's silly to some, but not to her. A low chortle escaped, before a deep sigh was emitted at the feel of his hands running along her side. The brunette was equally thrilled and excited to hear he had the exact same problem. "Mmm." Nodding in agreement, "sounds like a plan. You like Italian, right? Bound to have pasta or something?" she murmured before she placed a chaste kiss upon his lips, and reluctantly started to get out of bed. Not thinking it'd be a good idea to walk around naked, she slipped back on her denim shorts and top and left him lying in his bed. "Don't be too long, baby," she muttered in a sing-song voice.