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The world can sometimes be just a bit …unwelcoming… but I want you to know that I’m just glad to know you / to be here with you

and I wanted you to know, if you’re looking for a sign to continue, here it is. Keep your spirits up, the future always surprises you in ways you can’t expect.

You’ve got this! (repeated)

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Dust in my Drink is one of my favorite little piano pieces i've ever written. i think it adequately gets across the mundanity of having a stale life, one so unmoving that even your drink gets dusty.

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now on youtube!

ok sooooo i'm a couple hours late BUT. first new EP since i started posting music on here!! it's called regurgitate - it's a collection of remixes i've made over the last few years, mostly stuff from a band i'm in called Clowns Online. i hate describing my music, but for the sake of pitching it to you, it's somewhere in between house and hyperpop - frantic and danceable and maximalist and messy. i particularly like PISCES+25%, so that's my personal recommendation if you wanna check it out!

i'm gonna try to release things on bandcamp friday this year, and this is the first of many i have planned :)

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BEWARE FALSE OBJECTS / THEY WILL DESTROY YOU

false / all false

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new song! i wanted to make one about my 2 year HRT anniversary, but truthfully literally like barely 2 hours ago, my parents misgendered me when i told them about it. to be quite honest with you, this made me so upset i decided to channel the energy into a song with the word they called me, so here you go!

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op must've been grieving unspeakable things when they made this post

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August Glacier is so melancholic. i consider it one of my most peaceful and wistful songs-- it's really emblematic of Curator as a whole, to be honest. it was written using a melody created by someone i haven't been close to since it was first written, in 2018, and i think it really adds to my personal heartache around the song. each passing year pushes us slightly further apart

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Vignette #22: Image taken from someone’s happiest memory.

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new song! i wanted to make one about my 2 year HRT anniversary, but truthfully literally like barely 2 hours ago, my parents misgendered me when i told them about it. to be quite honest with you, this made me so upset i decided to channel the energy into a song with the word they called me, so here you go!

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they're nominating me for most concerning psychological profile and psychosexual complexes for the 20th year in a row this year

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Train Whistle's longform version is like a dream that's gone on for too long. The original was literally what I heard one morning, on the day of my first HRT appointment -- very faintly, through the walls of my house. This one is a lot more incoherent and feels like it's falling apart in your hands.

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