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sexy bitches and bitchettes, we are LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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since i’m transitioning blogs, i’m not gonna start anything new on here. so if you wanted to develop, plz hit me up on discord :3

@ goshtinpowers

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sorry to leave everybody in my drafts/inbox/discord high and dry rn, but i am personally going thru it and i’m just trying to concentrate all my energy on…. gettin thru it <3 peace and love, peace and love

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american friends, stay happy healthy and positive today <3

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⠀ ⠀LYING SPRAWLED across an unmade bed,⠀ ⠀mold creeping over and clinging to the ceiling above⠀ ⠀——⠀ ⠀chris hums a tune to himself.⠀ ⠀he holds a bic ballpoint to his inner left arm,⠀ ⠀intricately doodling any picture or words that come to his mind.⠀ ⠀YEAH,⠀ ⠀SEX IS GREAT BUT HAVE YOU EVER FUCKED THE SYSTEM?⠀ ⠀chris finishes it up with a smiley face.⠀ ⠀he then rolls over,⠀ ⠀his head falling against jade's chest.⠀ ⠀and absentmindedly,⠀ ⠀he begins to draw on her too.

FOR JADE DOOM N’ GLOOM, @psych1cwound.

⠀ ⠀❛⠀ when are you gonna put me in your zine?⠀ ❜⠀ ⠀chris doesn't pause to stop drawing,⠀ ⠀but carries on as if he'd simply asked what the time was.⠀ ⠀this is what chris and jade's life looks like on most days while he is in los angeles,⠀ ⠀surfacing only around mid-noon to get ready for a gig that they may or may not have forgotten about.⠀ ⠀chris knows he has to snap out of it. but between jade and the beer and the marijuana,⠀ ⠀IT IS HIGHLY UNLIKELY.⠀ ⠀❛⠀ i've always wanted to be someone's muse⠀ ❜

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bought tickets to a nye themed party. gwen stefani costume is a go

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giving chris a professional skateboarding au. what else what else what else

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she 360 on my hard till I flip [INCORRECT BUZZER NOISE] she... shuv on my it till I pop [LOUDER INCORRECT BUZZER] uhhh she grind on my front till I side?? [LOUDEST BUZZER]

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i ammm potentially going on a dash spring clean 🧽✨

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Henry Rollins (Black Flag)

Pop Shop, Cleveland, OH (1983-03-12)

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FOR DIVINA, @mercywoman.

⠀⠀england.⠀chris had meant to make it here two years ago,⠀before the tour was cancelled and he'd crashed into rehab.⠀BUT⠀TONIGHT,⠀it didn't matter. he tried his best not to think about it,⠀sat with the band & some friends at kain tayo⠀—⠀a recommendation from a lighting technician at the warehouse they'd played the night before.

⠀⠀mid-way through conversation,⠀chris slips from the table and makes his way towards the restroom.⠀he opens the door, brows knitted in confusion: SOMETHING DOES NOT ADD UP. at the sink he sees a woman,⠀dressed in what chris could only describe as chef's clothing.⠀he pauses,⠀❛ is this the women's restroom or the kitchen? ❜ those couple of beers must've hit STRONG.

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⠀⠀HER LIPS?⠀⠀MY LIPS?⠀⠀MY TEETH?⠀⠀chris had to admit,⠀⠀he'd been hit on a couple of times but this was by far the weirdest in a while.⠀⠀❛⠀what?⠀❜⠀⠀chris asks,⠀⠀the alcohol in his system numbing all sense of politeness & blunting his words.⠀⠀and then it comes to him,⠀⠀the taste of tobacco in his mouth⠀⠀—⠀⠀strong and straw-like.⠀⠀he spits the cigarette⠀⠀( AND ITS INNERS )⠀⠀out instantly.

❛⠀that's fucked up⠀❜⠀⠀he begins to laugh a little,⠀⠀a burning red creeping from behind his ears.⠀⠀WHAT A FIRST IMPRESSION.⠀⠀chris tries to recover by reaching back for the pack in his jeans pocket,⠀⠀❛⠀you smoke? backwards, forewards... i don't judge⠀❜

❛ Hey, um — ... ❛   Amber optics peer, wide forehead wrinkling with a brief moment of indecision. She makes some gesture toward her mouth, perhaps referring to the cigarette that the man was in the process of lighting.  ❛ Your cigarette. You're about to smoke it backwards. ❛ Or maybe it was technically upside down? @v4vile ♡'d for a starter.

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⠀⠀renton is the type of guy that chris has a hard time reading ( AND UNDERSTANDING,⠀⠀to be totally honest ).⠀⠀got a problem?⠀⠀fix it.⠀⠀but it is never that easy with mark,⠀⠀who seems to spin a web around himself more times than probably intended.⠀⠀chris has been there of course,⠀⠀but in some⠀⠀MAYBE SELFISH⠀⠀sense he believes deep down that he handled it better and offers his friend words of wisdom that renton instantly calls bullshit on.

⠀⠀❛⠀⠀how the fuckin hell would you know?⠀⠀❜⠀⠀chris sits opposite renton,⠀⠀knees tucked under his chin,⠀⠀speaking at a much lower volume than he,⠀⠀❛⠀⠀ain't seen you try t'make it better.⠀⠀❜⠀⠀chris means well and ultimately chooses not to blow up as mark did.⠀⠀but maybe it was necessary.⠀⠀after all,⠀⠀had chris really handled it better?⠀⠀sat on the floor,⠀⠀surrounded by crushed beer cans and seven smoked roaches.

— YOU'RE NO FUCKIN HELP ... no fuckin help at aw. ah bow ma heid n give it a shake. mibbe ah blew up there a bit.

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⠀⠀❛⠀if that ain't the best damn sales pitch i ever heard ❜ chris mocks,⠀⠀making no extra haste in walking towards the counter where his friend sat.⠀⠀it was of no real surprise that ian was not the friendly face of customer service,⠀⠀but chris had found himself becoming⠀⠀GOOD⠀⠀friends with the dude for exactly that reason.⠀⠀chris rests his can of bud on the countertop and watches the tv massacre above ian's head,⠀⠀lazily ( and casually ) yawning after his long day of nothingness.

⠀⠀❛⠀you got that video for me yet? ❜ he breaks the silence between himself, ian & the television. chris knew that ian did not really approve of his movie taste⠀⠀—⠀⠀exhibit a,⠀⠀THE MAN WHO SHOT LIBERTY VALANCE.⠀⠀but hey,⠀⠀getting high as fuck and watching classical western movies never truly harmed anyone.

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the perks of a video store job ( when he wasn't fired , anyway ) would always be the inability to stay too bored [ ... ] with limitless films to rot your brain with for the next six hours at your fingertips. and thank god —— it was late enough for him to hopefully not worry about the snot nosed brats clinging to their mother's leg and crying over his preferred macabre selection. it was way past their bedtime.

with his back pressed into the counter and eyes fixated on the displayed television spewing blood and violence —— not even the sound of a customer entering the doors out of his peripheral would turn him away. instead , black painted nails would reach out to turn down the cranked volume by a few notches before they had time to complain [ ... ] and he finally called over his shoulder without looking away from the ongoing terror. ❛❛ we close in ten minutes. ❜❜

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