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And just like that, when I thought I was doing alright on this tight rope of getting over you... there you are again to knock me off into the abyss.

I keep thinking that things will get easier but they don't. I hope that I can forget you but I can't. You awakened a part of me I thought was something only for dreams. Yet, when Blue whispered to me that this was a lie, you were a lie, I refused to listen. Each time I let you in further, Blue watched further from the shadows until one day... you left. He was right. How could you prove him right?

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It's cold here..

The water drops down after it rains, as If the outside world was trying to comfort me an coax me back out into its abyss. I only exist now, as a shadow of the Orenia I once was. My wings, have lost their strength. My light has faded. My tears are no longer able to fall since theres no reason to cry. Theres not anyone there to even care to make it better.

Its been years and I still feel like my wound is bleeding, still stings like it happened yesterday. Dharilan avoids me now, at all costs. When he does speak in my direction, he turns as soon as the words leave his mouth so to avoid as much contact as possible. But, it's just echoes. Whispers. I hear him, but he's forgotten me. I feel him and that pain... but hes just in my imagination now. I'm sure that my soul, my immortality is resting in some box of other discarded things hes got no room or want for any longer. I can feel it resting in the dark as well. Just as alone. Just as abandoned. Just as useless.

After a few attempts to find him, to get back that safe place with him or anyone else, I've given up. All of this is pointless. He said I was his fallen angel, but once he saw my flaws and imperfections and how much like him I truly was, he left. So here I sit, in this darkness, alone. I no longer wait for him, for he will never return. I will stay here though. Until the end of my days. I will continue to exist and allow my darkness to consume me. My demons are all here, withering away with me. Blue, is the happiest. I never leave and he doesn't have to worry about that happening. The others just stay to themselves or sleep.

This is it.

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Awwwww

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I need these so badly

Snake Figurines, Ornaments and Pendants, by Abigail Lorincz on Etsy

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the fight is harder each year.

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Lmao

You halfway through Dinner w/ parents when she says "Daddy can you pass the yams"...

Out of instinct you reach for it the same time her pops do…sooo now her dad looking at you like..

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🤣🤣 i cant..

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Holiday goals

I am going to eat this entire candy cane.

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I love the pink one 😍

Somethings from Twitter

I saw a bunch of people drawing the pocket camp animals as people so I really wanted to as well. I did some of the cool kids Cherry and Tex, and old man Apollo.

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The green one pleeeeease

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This. I neeeeeeds!

if I don’t cuddle and get my hair played with soon I might die

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Accurate

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This. All of this lol

AC: Pocket Camp in a nutshell.

What a memeworthy and wild ride this game is, y’all.