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>confession TW: CNC?

There is something devastatingly intoxicating about the friend-to-r@p1$t trope. the twisted allure of being taken advantage of by someone you once trusted completely, someone who knew how to make you feel safe before they shattered the illusion. It’s the ultimate emotional high and low, the kind of story that leaves scars in all the right places. I crave that slow burn of closeness turning cruel. I was made for this role, the one who breaks beneath the weight of betrayal, the one who aches in all the right ways. I’m the natural born victim, and I would love every second of it.

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Just thinking about being raped by my boyfriend (that I don’t have) gets me so flustered. Like yessss I need someone who I love to be so obsessed with me to the point they literally can’t resist but to grope my body and just feel me. Press up against me, overpower me. GOD WHY AM I SUCH A HOPELESS TOXIC ROMANTIC.

pics of me feeling silly rn!

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>confession (TW: r@p3)

I was sitting at brunch with my mom and sister, smiling politely, pretending to care about whatever they were saying. But all I could think about was being taken. I kept imagining what it would feel like to have a man who couldn’t help himself. Someone who’d treat me like a princess in front of everyone else, so sweet and affectionate, so perfect it would make people jealous. And then when we’re alone, everything would change.I want a boyfriend like that. Someone who loves me too much, who becomes obsessed, who wants me so badly it makes him lose control. I want him to ignore my no, to pin me down and claim me, even when I beg him to stop. I want him to use me while I’m asleep, to take what’s his when I’m drunk and vulnerable, even when I’m fully awake and telling him to stop. I want him to whisper apologies in my ear after, swearing it’ll never happen again, knowing he’s lying, knowing he’ll do it over and over because he just can’t resist me.I imagine how it would feel to be so wanted, so desired, to belong to someone who’s sweet and gentle on the outside but secretly addicted to ruining me, disgustingly perverted but only for me. I want that fear and arousal twisted together, my mind saying no while my body betrays me. I want the ache, the bruises, bite marks, hickeys, the helplessness, the sick, sweet pleasure of being owned like that.And the worst part is, I don’t even have him yet. I ache for it, crave it, imagine it every time I’m alone. My body throbs for it, desperate for the boyfriend who will one day treat me like a queen in public and like his favorite possession in private. I want it so badly it hurts. And I know someone like that will find me one day. That’s what I need. That’s what i deserve.

꧁ Also for anyone wondering this is what I was wearing while at brunch. I try to look cute and sweet, innocent and pure. Since my desires are so twisted and corrupt. ꧂

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hookup culture is not for me. wdym you don't think sex is the closest thing to touching souls, wdym you don't think sex is inherently romantic, wdym you don't yearn for someone you love to have you whole?

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I crave love in a way that feels almost unbearable, a hollow ache that lives inside my chest, growing heavier with each passing day. I yearn not just to be wanted, but to be needed — desperately, completely, as though someone’s world might crumble without me in it. I long for the kind of love that clings, that suffocates sweetly, wrapping around me like velvet chains I never wish to escape.

I dream of a lover who holds me as if I might vanish, whose touch borders on worship, who studies the map of my soul with tender, obsessive devotion. Someone who sees me not as a passing fancy, but as a vital, irreplaceable part of their being — a precious thing too fragile to lose. I want to be adored in secret glances and feverish embraces, to be spoken to in low, possessive murmurs meant only for me.

But more than tenderness, I yearn for the darkness too — for love that’s a little poisonous, a little dangerous. I ache for a heart that burns with jealousy, with the sweet madness of obsession. I want to be the center of someone’s universe, tangled in a bond so deep it blurs the lines between love and need, between affection and control.

There’s a strange comfort I find in the idea of being consumed, of belonging so entirely to another that it almost hurts. To be someone’s soft, lost thing — cradled and claimed, loved and longed for, broken and pieced back together by hands both gentle and possessive.

It is this twisted, tender love that I hunger for — so fiercely that it haunts every thought, every moment I draw breath.

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I love being a girl. I cleaned the whole house and im going to wash my hair and do my skincare. Already have my outfit and hairstyle planned out for tomorrow and I’ll wake up with glass skin in my clean sheets and clean pjs. I love being so put together I just need a man that will abuse me. Make me feel loved and cared for but be completely obsessed and possessive over me. Treat me like a porcelain doll. Delicate and fragile.

I just want someone to tell me how much they love me and appreciate all the time and effort I put in my looks. The best way I can describe it is that I want my future relationship to be like song “ultraviolence” by Lana Del Ray. Or maybe Ushka and Masacrik from “pshycocuties” or maybe the best example is the manwha “sadistic beauty”.

Not sure but all I know is that I need someone to hold me and care for me since my dad never did. And to be gentle with me sometimes but also extremely rough and mean other times. Idk my emotions are kinda all over the place I’m trying to peace everything in my head. It’s hard trying to look for a partner when you yourself don’t know what you want.

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Omfg can i just get a loving boyfriend that will r4p3 me one day and force me to stay with him pleaseeeee i need that. I want him to tell me sweet things and apologise even while forcing himself on me and kiss me and obsess over me. Is that too much to ask for?

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>Confession

I don’t know when these feelings started but.. Because im religions I don’t want to lose my virginity before marriage, but I do wanna have sex. So I’ve always dreamed about being r4p3d. Maybe if it’s not my fault I’ll get to enjoy it and not face any consequences? I know this sounds extremely weird and perverted but also the fact that someone would love me enough to r4p3 me turns me on. Imagine the risk someone takes just to feel your body and worship it against your will. Ofc I think this is only natural but I don’t wanna be r4p3d by someone I don’t like. I wanna get r4p3 by someone who pretend to be my friend.

That long game truly shows you how much someone likes you. Because not everyone has the patience for that. Ofc me wanting to get raped doesn’t make it any less rape because I seriously would fight back as hard as I can cus i DONT wanna lose my virginity. That sounds too scary honestly. Also only the idea of getting raped turns me on I probably wouldn’t want that to happen to me irl? I’m not sure.

Also the idea of being stalked is one of my biggest fantasies I can’t explain it I just wanna be loved and needed. Imagining that someone loves you enough to follow you home or steal your things or break into your place without you knowing. It all sounds so hot to me. But I only want someone who’s my “friend” to do that cus like friends to forced lovers is the best trope imo. Sooo in conclusion im praying that one of my friends is secretly a disgusting perverted r4p1$t stalker

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I’m so tired. So tired of these immature boys that wanna “match my freak” how about you match my sweetes? How about you match my empathy? How about you match my kindness and forgiveness first? Like no I will not respond to a “do you send?” or “wyll” on snap leave me alone.

I need a guy that will be my friend first, get to know me and everything. I wanna take things slow yet when he develops a crush on me I want him to be bold. Not in a creepy dirty way I need him to be bold in a loving yearning way. You know? Do men like that even exist? I know im only 16 but jeez im really starting to lose hope even though i got my whole life ahead of me. Like all guys want me for is my tits and face and im painfully aware of that.

I am an attention seeking bitch but damn don’t treat me like a peace of meat pleae. Lowk just want ONE man to be obsessed with me completely. So that he can’t breathe without me and all that lovely stuff. Maybe I need a guy that’s like 3 years older and mature. Someone that will wait for marriage like me but also dick me down and break my back after wedding night.

Is that too much to ask for?

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This is my first time posting and i thought this micro trend was kinda cute.

What Lana del ray song do i look like?

Also since no one i know irl will ever find this account im gonna use it kinda like a thoughts dumpster or a digital diary!!