Alice May - 20 outside, 15 inside. Music and mischief. Farmer's daughter. Young Farmer, PA, piano teacher and all round weirdo. "I myself am made entirely of flaw's stitched together with good intentions"
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The devil's nectar
I went out last Saturday with a group of friends. As I am doing Dry January, I said I would drive some of the group. Everything was fine, and the lad's just kept drinking, but as the night went on, one lad in particular started to act strange with me.
There's flirting, and then there is what he was like. Not only does he have a girlfriend, but the girlfriend was there that night as well.聽
Without going into full details, I ended up going home in floods of tears after being treated like a piece of meat by someone I thought was a good friend. The way he treated me and the things he said and did that night have made me not want to see him or speak to him at all. He couldn't remember anything the morning after and this therefore means I should forgive him, but I can't do that. He's sent my anxiety through the roof and destroyed one, if not two friendships, along with my trust in him. I'm really struggling to keep my anxiety at bay with it all and I've spoken to a close friend (a guy) who confirmed that I am right to feel this way, and that it was pretty much sexual harassment. If we didn't know him, we would have reported him. 聽
Along with this, knowing 'said guy' was not going to a do on Saturday, I drove there with some girl friends in the hope that it would help me to get out again, as I have not really left the house all week. It made me feel slightly better, as guys acted normally and you would expect guys to treat a girl. But then as I was leaving, I watched a friend from a different club being wheeled into an ambulance on a stretcher, completely passed out.
It's easy to blame both of these incidents on alcohol, but the fact is, the people decided to drink THAT much. They could have stopped. These two things have made me not want to get drunk ever again. I've lost my trust in people, I don't like what drinking does to people, and it's scared me. I know that not all lads are like the one last Saturday, but how do I know?聽
Anyway, that's my story for this week. I'm not myself at the moment. I'm trying to get on with my work as best as I can, but the thing that used to make me happy every week is now making me nervous and anxious and I don't know how long it will take for me to get over that.
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R.I.P Roger Lloyd Pack
British actor who starred as Owen Newtt in The Vicar of Dibley, Trigger in Only Fools and Horses, and Barty Crouch Jr in Harry Potter has died at the age of 69. It is reported he suffered from pancreatic cancer. Such sad news.
Rest in Peace
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Days 10 - 13. Because I forgot about tumblr :( sorry guys.
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I miss having time to actually do things for myself. This was supposed to be a New Years resolution. Along with learning to say no. Neither are going too well at the moment. On the flip side, the farmers have decide how we are going to celebrate my 21st after I said I didn't want to do anything. All will be revealed soon... It's not that exciting, don't get your hopes up!
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Day 9 of 100 happy days and me and mum had a very lazy afternoon. We lit the fire, made a hot chocolate each, got some sweet and salted popcorn, some Green and Black's chocolate and cuddled up to watch Love Actually. I sobbed (standard) and really enjoyed spending some quality time with my mum x
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Day 8 of 100 happy days. Tea out with Jadey J, then off to the pub with the farmers before Helen leaves for Harper again. Really going to miss her this time, I think we became closer friends this Christmas. Going to be strange without her again xx
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Day 7 of 100 happy days and my Young Farmers club has won regional club of the year, 30 years after my parents won the same award, when my mum was secretary, as I am now. I'm so proud and happy :)
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Okay so I've been diagnosed with Tarsal Tunnel Syndrome which basically means I have a trapped nerve in my feet meaning that they are both completely numb. All the time. I can't describe how it feels because...it's numb. But it's so horrible, it's almost painful. Combine it with my anxiety and you have a very panicky, sick girl wondering where the hell her feet have gone. I would literally rather be in pain, it's the most frustrating, sickening feeling ever. And I don't know what to do about it.
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Day 6 of 100 happy days and I've gone all healthy. Maybe too healthy....
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Day 5 of 100 happy days and it's the LFYFC quiz round 1. William got the most points out of everyone on both teams. Despite thinking that Herpes was a star sign....
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