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I got another cover for SMOG from @mywifeisaworm and I am like

🥺 🥺 🥺 how did I get so lucky? It's wolfstar on Sirius's motorbike (her name is Nyx)

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@mywifeisaworm drew these two from my muggle AU Starlight Beauty. I am NOT okay, guys, this is amazing :) Read Starlight Beauty here. It's contemporary MM romance style, double POV, light-hearted but with some deep motives and just... well, it's basically former elite swimmer Remus falling for a bloke who tried to rob his store :D :) and it just... unveils from there

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There's a scene exactly like this in Starlight Beauty and I'm dying over how amazing this art is :)

Romantic bathing.

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I finished Strawberry Moons Over Godricia in 2024 and it was the first thing I've ever written in English :) It's a muggle AU, 130 k words, HEA wolfstar fic with paramedic Sirius and a reluctant teacher Remus. Background jily raising three small boys, in over their heads in parenthood (also, James is a firefighter). Regulus is the headmaster of Ravenclaw Academy (and he also has his own little crush) and hires Remus, who has little choice but to move countries for a job he's not sure he wants. Well, the job, as well as the country, keep pleasantly surprising him :) It all takes place in Godricia, an EU country that is far away from the problems of this world (yay for escapism!) I know it's small numbers to some, but the fic will hopefully get 10k hits in the next month or so (it's at 9.5k now) and I am low-key proud. It's not perfect and there are many things I'd do differently if I had to write it again, but SMOG is my baby and I thank each and every reader. I was blessed by some amazing people who comment and talk to me about the story, which is the best feeling in the world!

Thank you all, this community is amazing.

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maybe.

me as a writer

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wow

Young mischievous Sirius black

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So I was searching for a good representation of how I see Sirius in my new fic Starlight Beauty and the only thing I came up with was an AI image and I really didn't want to use AI, and Sirius in SB will be a bit too pretty just because the style is a contemporary gay romance, rom-commy vibes and he's 18 in it and it's all sort of light-hearted and everyone is very hot :D and then, today, I found this beautiful person:

And I was like YES OMG, THIS IS HIM, THIS IS SIRIUS! And then I tried to get more images of the same person but it appears to be a British model that changed A LOT (he's also 34 now so) and the recent pics show him like this:

And I'm like, you know what? I'm not even mad, that's... accurate.

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My dearest and most amazing @mywifeisaworm made a cover for Strawberry Moons Over Godricia (or SMOG for short), which has been finished and fully published as promissed by the end of 2024 and I'm incredibly excited about all the comments, hits and kudos and any and all recognition it got and still is getting.

This community never ceases to surprise me and @mywifeisaworm has been there from the very beginning. She's the most amazing person, truly. This scene is from Chapter 3 and I absolutely adore her fanart. Thank you, I love you, you're the best. This fic would not exist without you.

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Evan (lemmy's version)

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The story of how Sirius found a "puppy"

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I have read the entire Game Changer series in a week and now I have a book hangover, kinda feel like I'm in love with hockey (which like... I don't really like sports, ew) and every man I look at looks at least a little bit gay to me. Yes, even my husband. It's... a difficult life to be an MM book reader. Also, I finally stopped seeing every character in an MM book as one of the Marauders!!!! Like WHAT?!???! HOW DID THAT HAPPEN

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So, this NSFW chapter is out and chapter 12 too bc they work together. 🍓🍓🍓

“I need you to tell me if you want this,” Remus said firmly. “I need to hear you say it.”

Sirius blinked, studying him. There was a whole world behind those eyes, wild and untamed. Then his expression softened. “I want this.” He leaned in for another kiss. “I want you.”

Confidence washed over Remus. Hearing Sirius say it felt incredible. He felt strong and capable, a surge of protectiveness and desire coursing through him. He leaned over Sirius, gently pushing him into the armrest of the loveseat, and gave him a commanding kiss.

“Then you’re mine tonight,” he said in a low, controlled voice. “Is that all right?”

Mine! A voice in his head all but screamed.

Sirius’s pupils widened, and his breath hitched, but he just nodded and kissed Remus again.

“Say it,” Remus demanded. “I need you to say it.”

There was more than one reason why he wanted to hear him consent so unequivocally, but if he was honest, he was first and foremost scared of losing it again, of Sirius slipping through his fingers unexpectedly right when he thought he finally had him.

“I’m yours tonight, Remus,” Sirius breathed and groaned into his mouth, giving him another eager kiss.

He is enjoying this, Remus thought. And he knew he could work with that.

“Good boy,” Remus praised, watching Sirius arch with desire as he moaned into their kiss. Remus started moving his hands over Sirius, lifting his T-shirt to kiss his chest and stomach, getting another glimpse of the large tattoo on his right shoulder, stretching over his left chest—it was definitely an animal.

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His thoughts were like a bubbling lake of asphalt, thick and suffocating, ready to swallow him whole. They stuck to everything, any attempt to resurface, bringing him further and further down. He had no idea how long he sat there, when a voice echoed through the mist:

“Remus, hey, Remus … are you all right?” somebody asked from the hall, the office door slightly open.

Remus looked up to see the face belonging to the voice but he didn’t really focus on it. He knew he should compose himself, but there was nothing left in him to try. In his head, which was now the most dangerous place to be, it was happening all over again. And it was his fault. Because he could not protect her, never could protect her from herself. He felt like his lungs collapsed and he could only take shallow breaths. His hands and feet were trembling.

He heard some rumbling in the office and footsteps.

“Here, hold this.” An ice-cold sensation bit into his hand and he jerked away at the touch. Remus’s senses grew sharper, his mind focused on the coldness in his hand.

“I … what are you do—ing … here … ” Breathing was still difficult and tears welled up in his eyes, but the ice cube in his hand was melting and he could feel it happening.

It was something real.

It was something else.

It was something he could focus on.

“Choir practice. Hey, hey. Look at me.” Sirius sat on his heels in front of him, bringing their faces to the same level. The amber eyes found the grey. Sirius’s face was relaxed, confident and calm. Maybe Remus could trust him. Remus felt the melting water prickle through his fingers. “It’s going to be okay. Breathe with me, slowly.” Sirius’s voice was steady. “In and out, just like that. You’re fine, everything’s fine. I got you. There’s no danger here.”

Remus began to feel a distant sense of relief after a few steady breaths; the ice cube in his hand was slowly melting and Sirius’s hand gently stroked his knee. Sirius’s presence was steady but soft. He felt safe. Neither of them spoke for a long while.

“Would you like to tell me what happened?” 

New chapter is out :)

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My precious Ixie :)

Hi Tumblr! I'm new here and still kind of figuring this out, but I'm ixie and I write a Marauders longfic called Code Black on AO3. It's structured like a medical drama, and "Season 1" is almost complete.

Meet Season 1's POV characters here! And thanks to @violetwhisperswolfstar for making these because my non-artistic self could never.

(also I know I know James is a little too put-together looking here, but... see the visionnnn)

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Thank you so much @violetwhisperswolfstar for the cover art 💜

Eruwod on AO3

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Evan: *drawing a portrait of the Dark Lord*

Evan: "Barty. Barty, look."

Barty: ...

Evan: "Funny, right?"

Barty: "What's with the outfit?"

Evan: "It's muggle clothes."

Barty: "That's a sundress."

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Remus loved the feeling of being tipsy, it was as if the stupid voices in his head were finally on mute, all the anxieties cushioned with soft pillows, the need to be alert and react all the time silenced and the true Remus could finally break free.

“You know, I think teenage Remus would have loved knowing teenage Sirius,” he said light-heartedly, but he was quiet about it, it was just for Sirius to hear.

“Well, knowing teenage Sirius like I do, you’d be just his type,” Sirius’s voice was a bit husky.

Jesus Christ on a motorbike.

And it didn’t help that if he squinted, Sirius could have passed for Jesus Christ on a motorbike.

“Your type as in broke, lost and desperate?” he smiled, a pitiful thing, already hating himself for saying it. 

But his hand was still on Sirius’ thigh, gathering the slight moisture against the denim of his jeans, which made it difficult to think clearly and outside of his old ways.

Sirius fixed him with a penetrating gaze, his blue-grey eyes reminiscent of a gathering storm.

 “My type? Well, tall and mysterious, with a knack for explaining things to those less well-read.” Sirius licked his lips, and Remus caught the faint, irresistible scent of him as he inhaled. 

“I also have a soft spot,” Sirius continued with a teasing smile, “for men who know a lot about the moon.” 

“Consider me warned, then. And glad someone finds the vastness of my knowledge useful.”

“I’m sure I could put all of you to good use,” Sirius deadpanned, looking right at him as if he didn’t just say the hottest thing in the history of mankind.