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“the love of his life” i am UNWELL

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i just think that love letters, like- someone sitting down and taking the time to write down all of their feelings because they need to tell you in a way that lasts longer than them just telling you? god, when

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“Moons and night, you are a wolf of black velvet,”

— René Char, from Furor and Mystery, & Other Poems; “Lettera Amorosa”

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did anyone actually read heartstopper??

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— musings about the moon (dedicated to our moon)

Anna Sexton, Linda Pastan, Pablo Neruda, Nina Mouawad, Franz Kafka, Anaïs Nin, Warsan Shire, Enomoto Seifu-jo, Sara Eliza Johnson, Margaret Atwood

˗ˏˋin case you’d like to buy me a☕ˎˊ˗      

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Hi everyone!

Thank you so much for all your support for Heartstopper this year!

Since going on hiatus from the comic, I have been incredibly busy with the release of the Netflix show, then writing season 2 in an extremely short timeframe, and also creating the Heartstopper Yearbook. I want to be honest with you all and let you know that my health is not great right now. Due to extreme overworking, stress, and a lack of breaks over the past several years, I am dealing with some mental and physical health issues, and therefore I am not yet able to return to making the comic.

The hiatus will continue while I try to rest and heal, so that I can come back to the comic with energy and passion for the story. 

From the bottom of my heart I am sorry that the comic has been absent for so long. It makes me want to cry whenever I think about how long it’s been. I am very proud of the TV show, and I am in love with how season 2 is shaping up, so I hope the sacrifice was worth it. I promise I will try to heal so that I can return to the comic in 2023.

Alice xxx

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A few of my pieces from The World of Ice and Fire - Ser Duncan the Tall in trial by combat, Daemon Targaryen offering up his crown, and the deaths of Prince Lucerys and his dragon

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—memories

the milk train doesn’t stop here anymore by tennessee williams // holly warburton // holly warburton // memory for forgetfulness by mahmoud darwish // before sunset (2004) // calling a wolf a wolf by kaveh akbar // teodor axentowicz // anne magill // the song of achilles by madeline miller

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Nothing more cute than kittens

(via)

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Je ne me précipite jamais.

Je n’aime pas dans la hâte.

J’aime doucement. Progressivement. J’observe. Je me questionne.

Est-ce qu’ils me laisseront, eux ?

On pourrait appeler ça un problème de confiance. Sauf que dans mon cas, ce n’est pas foncièrement la confiance qui me pose problème. Je fais confiance à plein de gens. Je parle, je me confie, je suis honnête – toujours. Mais j’ai du mal à aimer les gens profondément.

J’ai du mal à laisser les gens m’atteindre au cœur.

Je préfère les laisser m’effleurer de loin.

Je préfère les repousser à l’extérieur – faites gaffe, on ne dépasse pas les frontières, faut pas déconner non plus.

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Je savais que je l’aimais au fond, mais les mots j’ai l’impression qu’il aurait fallu les arracher de ma bouche pour que je les crache.

J’avais tort.

Elle m’a atteint au cœur.

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something inside of me is breaking into pieces every time i remember her

every time i remember our past and lost love and her sparkling eyes and her arms and her warmth

and im breaking im breaking all over again because my heart is fragile and doesnt seem to being on the way to fix itself

her love penetrated deep in my bones and now that i dont have it anymore i feel cold i feel lonely i feel this endless sadness in my chest like a winter wind and it feels so cold so cold without her love

something inside of me is breaking when i see her name when i see her face on our pictures

the memories of our love are full of daggers

i dont think ive ever missed someone the way i miss her

i miss her with my whole chest and my whole soul

being unloved by someone who once love you is devastating for the heart

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croire que mon cœur ne pleure pas

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i met someone who stayed

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