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Let's talk about destiny's child and the line ups and how that all went really wrong over the years and how they all fell out with Beyoncé's dad, including her including beyonce, because he was taking money or something dodgy like that and they all wanted to get away from it but it's sad that the original lineup will remember because I love that lineup the original one. I even like the one with farer, but mike up and matthewknowles, but no, Matthew wasn't having any of that at the beginning, he was like Joe Jackson, he's been a Wendy Williams, he's been on TV. Watch, it's funny, what's your Wendy? Like? It's really good, yeah, what annoys me as well? Beyoncé wasn't actually very nice to the other girls. In my opinion, I think she's like a secret. Meanwhile, and some degree, she's got a lot of legal in her chart. But to be honest, I don't believe Beyoncé's birth chat. I think she's are sabsarist, horizing. I really do better shape their body and just yeah, it just makes sense.

But no, these people had to work their asses off like the girls had to work really hard to get whether they want people please, Matthew was so strict. He wouldn't allow them to even go to hospital and stuff like that. It literally have an iron rod with it all and with Farah Abraham. I think her name is natural Franklin. He literally, I think, picked her up as a vulnerable girl who's maybe doing some sort of s. Works because on that documentary that never came out about girl groups, she kind of talks in a ludes to it, but people don't have it a lot of the time, like some people believe it and others won't, unlike he's try to put his point across. But the girls who were going out of jagged edge members at the time, la tovia and latoya. And then it was a huge bus stop, and they had to get kicked off the bus, and then they wouldn't allow um luto's mum as like a guardian back on.

So everything was basically set up for Beyoncé, and then Kelly, but you can't say Kelly hasn't had any help at all in the late 2000s and the 2010. She was releasing really good dance tracks like the ones david getta when love takes over. But yeah, these girls didn't get treated very nicely and when far decided to leave, she was really ill apparently, and there's a clip of it ambulance, he's like, oh, you better go, you better go and get your luggage.

I think they tried to ugly her up like Wendy. Williams said, like cause she's much more beautiful than Beyoncé. In my opinion, he's gorgeous, like she's got those that black skin and green eyes like that's, my favorite look on a woman pretty much, so tell me what you think. Who is your favourite lineup with destiny's child? I really preferred the first four and then the second floor because of my autism probably I didn't like this change.I literally knew everything about them.There were my first album with writings on the wall. If you know you know and back when I was young. ER, I used to like cause my brother. Older brothers and sisters would like pick on me. I do like my own radio show over cassette. And I would pretend to be said to celebrity, and one of the most beyonce.

They had to try so much of their publicity at this point after far left because everyone was just leaving and people doing skits about it on s n l, and things like that. And other tv shows and even wendy gave them abortion and kept saying, beyonce, the girls. Obviously Michelle Williams didn't care because she was going through depression at the time. She did release the gospel album and I bought all of their solo albums dedicated.

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Actually, quite sad. Looking at these old pictures of me from the 2000s and the pitches that are also of that era, the DVDs. I'm remembering putting music on through your dvd player. It was a big thing. Well, it was in my house anyway or my bedroom to be precise. I used to have a wall full of photos and pictures. Celebrities and friends and I actually had loads of friends back there. This era, that's why 2007 and 8 and 9 were climber. The best years of my life a younger years and because there was so much friends and friends are actually very important to me and when you don't have them anymore and you Ve come from a big family being the youngest, that's a massive Fool to go through, especially than when you move onto an addiction. That becomes like your comfort all your oldest sibling. In a way, it's a really weird way to say it, but it's your comfort. Someone said to me the other day. Someone who I'm not like keen on and naive affecting my life in a bad when I Ve kind of cursed them with my witchcraft better. Different way than you'd think I'd, I'm not a dark witch like that's not how I work, but that's how my witching works. She's put on weight. I've lost weight like things like that. Anyway, she said to me, we're just sleeping our lives, and I thought when you're depressed, you actually don't care about shit. And when you've come from a family that was full of depression and you with a happy-go-lucky one well in even if it was in your head and you don't, maybe you weren't that one, it's still a massive pressure and burn when you become that way, because when I was with my ex-partner? I didn't even believe depression was a thing which makes me Very angry at myself now for not believing how bad it really is. But the shiite part of depression is the fact that you have to be brutal with it and you have to make yourself do things you have to have something that's like your rock rottum that makes you get up again and be you and it seems to me with my family, they won't accept. That or that? Well, they seem to accept the fact that they don't want me to come places like holidays. I'm going up north and seeing my northern side of the family. It's almost like it's been a punishment on me to not come places anymore, cause they don't think I'd be able to survive, and maybe they're right probably why I wouldn't I'd probably need drugs and some sort , so in that sense, maybe they are right. Maybe they don't believe in man, they don't feel like you get fingers done because they see my mental health problems and other issues that I suffer with heartbreaking as it is. It's true, but I wanna praise them home. I wanna prove to them that I can be this bitch again and she started to come back g. I left my house and became a different person for a little bit just a little bit. A little bit came back my life and my feelings. I met someone else and they made me feel really good about myself. Well it my old relationship which I'm in now again. I don't feel like I'm made to feel good. Or it's even an issue or anything that I want matters, and when you see such a difference in relationships, you're always going to be wondering.

Oh so here are some pictures of the good old days, one of the ones where I'm in the limo and I've got black cat and I'm on the floor of the lemo, it's my 18th birthday, I knew it was such a fun night, I've had free limo. Experiences, and they've all been really good, actually, and like that night, we were all waiting for it to come, and then when it came, I I wish the videos that existing exit is on my sister. My mom's phone and it's all in the style of how it used to be, but yeah, it's really beautiful. The other pitch is another limo night, which was my other friends birthday who his birthday was like 2 months before mine. So that's where I've got blonde hair, and I'm with 2 other girls. That was a very fun night. We all had such a laugh. And my friend had a really good birthday. With all her favourite songs, yeah, just a good night in general.

And the other pictures I've put in our of the style of the 20 Thames and the mid 2000 because my pictures are of 2 oes 18 in 2008. Yeah, ancient and never forward to say that. So remember, babies time goes a very fucking quick and that these people will go off and do different things. Or you might not be like me. You might have the same friends forever like who I always thought I'd have. Oh you, I was always throw it 1 to 1. And then all those 121 people have gone, they've just one, i'm just a bit out of my life.

Anyway, the other picture is when I love the way you lie came out and my boyfriend literally treated. Run me on the night before that picture was taken.

With my uranus, it's in the city fifth house, my relationships have been extremely unconventional. And it seems like everyone has always disapproved of my relationships. Maybe it's cause I'm the youngest. I don't know, but it's fucking annoying. And then I've got this thing going on. And i'm sure it's my Chiron on in venus and jupiter in the twelve house. But it's like I'm never satisfied with anything of shit. It's soon as a thing it's gone out of my life. That's when I like it with every every relationship was like. Oh, Nan's over I like it now. I want it back now. We did again what a shipway to better like. You're never satisfied. Take me away from these disorders. Cause I'm sick of Em. I mean, who do woman spend every day feeling this way? It's just like a constant torture. And I've actually got sick of telling my family sick of telling myself sick of hearing my own voice about it? So I got myself in general to journal, like positive things and appreciation, so did you get back pain up longer? And it helped me get out of debt a bit, and we're getting a puppy, even though everyone seems to disapprove. So what do you want me to have? No children, no family know, nothing, no sorry, it's not working like that if I had being infertile load of had so many kids by nags are not any contraception. Anyway, I've gone onto a negative one. My stupid scorpio, 🌙 🌚 moon ,this is 2000s I wanted to share with you

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Finally, 29 age gap, relationships, and min0rs.

Such a bop of a song about age. Gut relationships when you're a young girl and the guys a lot older. It's very interesting, and Wilma is the culprit of most of these relationships.

With mandy moore, lindsay lohan Demi Lovato and God knows who else it's probably a lot more out there and he must have a good relationship with impress cause. He doesn't seem to get that shit about it. Or he has a good relationship with people at tmz the bkijds ,press or wven paps. Because I dunno, it just is a bit suspicious to me and Derry in her documentary. She's always like Oh, and this one in the last 1I wasn't being that truthful with you?" But now I am, and he did this man. I needed that to me. He didn't want to get with me and lovers. 18 minutes of bollocks, user a 18th birthday, waiting for it to go viral, and then you being 18, so you can actually be a view, it's crazy actually Because in the UK where I am from the legal age of consent is 16. If not as a world to someone like me, I still think that's a better age of consent in America because sex is quite a mature thing to do. I was also Joel Madden, who went out of Hillary Duff when she was still a minor. They d always make out in any sauce. Whether it was grinder in more a magazine, I would always make that it was a girl who is the one who's more of a partier and the guy had to get the girl to stay in. And it's like, no, it doesn't work like that. Why do women just constantly get shat on?

It surprised me with Lindsay lohan a little bit because she had the whole thing with. Um, that least, she made of all the people that she had supposedly slept with, I think that was more AP. R move than anything else and people finding out, because lindsay, I think it's quite clever, and she's also known for being quite devious and stealing things from people's houses.

And being a bit of a menace, I can't imagine her in one way even being together, but she did go out with a lot of foreign guys, but that's more of the dubai connection and her oldest profession working girl. We have to say the allegedly allegedly allegedly. Then you have Kylie, who changed her whole image at like the age of 16 and her mum letting I do that. It's crazy to me because you let your daughter change her entire face body everything for what like.You've made it so all your girls.All they care about is how they look, i mean, there's that episode and Chloe's still of La Marta and Kim says, oh I think he's got a cavity because I can smell them. I can smile them too, but it's like is who you care about is war. It's boring to us and out. We don't care about your big fat. Asses and tiny wastes, well, no arses anymore. You just made your bodies a trend. But clearly I have more compassion for because she was only a young girl compared to the other kardashians, that's what I mean, not people on this list, I feel bad for all of them.To be honest. Literally, for the factor, it is just considered so normal, and it's going to Cardiff. Tyga, so she got the black rapper boyfriend off Blac Chyna and them, and then her brother got with the ex of Ky's new boyfriend at the time. There's so much incest, weird shit in hollywood.Honestly, he wouldn't believe it. But there's probably two degrees of separation of whose slept with who, but yeah, then you have jolt and hill rain like I said, bbs to say, oh Joe's what he likes to stay in. It's Hillary. He's like, he wants to go out and do some things. So he has to calm her down a bit just rubbish stories, and then there's like, I think tiger, it KY's 18, and He's a he's bought her present but I think she actually paid for the car that he got hurt very, very weird, been hot even in Hollywood terms of things.

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Let's talk about Ray Lana Del Rey. and her impact on the music industry. How well she has done and how she literally represents Americana. In such a way, this is what I think Courtney Love has quite a bit of respect for her Cos renoval Courtney to like when she sang heart-shaped book she was like you doing her. This song is about my vigilan. Which is just so funny to me and it it's true. It was about a vagina below, which is also about the box. As she gave him, which was heart-shaped, so yeah, there's there's Courtney ❤️ loving her, and they ended up touring together as some point I believe um. We'll be around 2015

But yes, she really represents this idea miracle. An old Hollywood taking you back to a time. You didn't even know, but she does it so well and she doesn't hide any of the various things either such as Harvey's in the sky. You are all the Wednesday. Everybody knew what he was up to and how Ah powerful, a man or us, and they were scared for we're getting fired. But this is a problem a lot of the time. Good people do nothing cause they're scared of in trouble. I get it, but people should've been less scared of someone like. Did he she Elaine, Del Rey had a huge move? Miss feud, who features ever around the female version of 50 Cent,

Azelia banks About the fact that Conney was wearing the micra hat at the time, I think it was or you talking about. Best white sided the views. But I don't know why these celebrities also, after we say democratic, is it just another part of the game? There are pieces of main checks who wants to be asleep. In fact, some songs even use a certain hurts h. Z to make you feel even angry, upset, confused and the list goes on of what it does. I'm not too sure completely they're too long and her disagreement with his Ilia and over

, she was like, can't be invested in what a black man says as a white privileged woman and like Lana, literally took her to the as of the comments like I feel your slight. Meddling, working, I'll get you. Dreams were not institute. If you're on a flight. Tell you when I'll be there and I'll pull up. So she's not so many scared, I think it's eighth, they would resume. I think a lot of the time they're not. They just don't take it seriously because the list post on tick. Talk about good music, terrible person I think she was on it. Brazilian, not wrong, obviously so more about rhino. Her first level miss called born to Delhi. I remember when friend going, yeah, there's one I just couldn't get into it. That it's only been the last few years over really, I'll come into loving every time.

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Some people argue, she's gem and I always argue she's a cancer cause she's born homeless so this time, but she said she's definitely a cancer she thought she was a Gemini, her whole life and/or a load of geminist staff like I guess ornaments and stuff. Like that and earrings, things like that anyway here and then she's point about years ago if she was a campses, so she's all loads of things. For a council version instead. But yeah, which people out that she is not a Gemini. Can you not tell from my music like she's fucking cancer?

He hit me, and it felt like a kiss. That's some cancer shit right there. I know it's not her song. That called me daughter, too. She's a cancer, it was nice, we've made very strongly and I've got a lot of cancer basements. But yeah, it's like a good one, my opinion. It's probably a bit edgy a bit like her song, Pepsi cola..

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If wh smith,may still exist, I used to always get this, and I used to have it in a special drawd delivered, and I'd get every issue of sabrina's secrets, how is about 9,10 or 11? I was a late bloomer, but I really loved this magazine, and I would say, loved a magazine called ❤️ sneak. In Serena secrets you would get things like make up, but make up for more children than adults say things like and swiry, lipsticks and lip glosses and beautiful. The things. And you get like makeup boxes stuff like that.

My best friend at the time also got it. But she didn't like it as much as me. This is when I could tell my autism was definitely there. Because I'd get obsessed with something to the point of where I'd learn everything about it until I go make me bored of it.So that's one part of it I actually do like.

But I hate to say that my light has been dimmed, as I've got older, and I've gone free stuff that I wish I'd never even started. The obsession starred from a very young age. It was Michael Jackson was a massive one, so with destiny's child and leaves her old. But all these things here so much happiness to me in good memories.

Does anybody else with Audihd Have this thing where they get obsessed with something and learn everything about it and then become completely bored of it.

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Yasmin Gahuri

This model I think, has a very secret life and doesn't really go in the sport like that, much like the others. Like kate moss, like naomi campbell um, also like busy turning turn and linda evangelista.

I think she's incredibly underrated because she's so beautiful and her runway walk is so divine, it just puts you in a ethereal setting. It's just so beautiful, an elegant and ladylike which all comes from her. I always get confused whether it was her or she lame. Hollow, they've got spray painted by an Alexander McQueen show. Someone just said it.We should shalom horlo but I thought it was yasmine.

She's walked for many different fashion shows, but she looks really good in

The outfits, they gave her were absolutely stunning. I think she's walked for many different fashionships. These outfits are so cute and she can get away with wearing absolutely. I think you'd look good even in the black bag. She's got their beautiful Asian beauty.

You get other models who aren't in The spotlight as much as others and another example would be someone like Claudia. Shiffer, which I know she's been in things and stuff, but not in the same senses, similar like Kate Moss or Naomi Campbell. Like I said, a lot of the mature, enjoy a much more simpler life and being away from all the drama and stuff like that.

And looks absolutely amazing in Chanel. Outfits, there's our models that look best with certain designers like I said, before Navi Campbell, who terrifies me looks better in a researcher personally, in my opinion. Kate Moss is good with Calvin Klein. Puzzle, now I think Kate Moss is good with most designers and I think she's liked by a lot of them too.

Anyway, she's representing for her asian people, which is great.It's good to have models of all different kind of looks.I often get her confused with shalom.

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Kate morse is a boss

What I like about is it, she seems dumb Earth just to go from Croydon. I think in london she just gives natural and that london girl vibe.And I think she really appeals to the younger generation, like, I just said in my naomi campbell post that i'm terrified of her, those two were obviously friends, but you can be friends with somebody and be nothing like them and now not know what they completely get up to. See the scandal with Kay. And the drugs was not as bad to me as naomi attacking people and having blood diamonds, she was just a woman struggling with addiction and she was with an addict as well a heroin addict. So I guess she was doubling in the 2, honestly, don't believe the hype like a lot of these celebrities are on a lot of drugs and I'm not trying to shame or anything because I use them too, but when they say they're clean all this or not a lot of the time. They're not. Unless it's like somebody like denise matthews originally vanity, well originally denise, but change to vanity for Prince.

I think she's obviously very linked to men as well. Because this she has that just down-to-earth attitude, you could attribute that to her Mars in tourists and the fact that she was a lot shorter than the other models. She has a daughter now who's like a model, and it's ridiculous, really because the daughter is only like 5 foot 5. That shouldn't be allowed in the runway.Should be at least 5"8, oh, the joys of being a nepotism, child baby. Here are some pictures of her looking absolutely stunning when she did that first shoe for Calvin Klein, with mark golberg, he's very rude to her about her weight and stuff and said that she was like a man to such a young girl as well. That must have been a role, painful thing to hear .

Before Alexander McQueen died, I think they were very close because she talks, but I'm a lot in her vogue interview on YouTube and calls him Lee as well. Because that is his real name. Alexander is his middle name. It was isabella a blow that told him to use second name. It's such a shame because that man had such a tragic life and could be very mean to people. But he supported kate after the drug scandal, he was on a lot of drugs himself.That's where he lost the way he is on crystal math, which is big in the gay club scene. And now I'm not trying to say anything bad about him. I guess the man was struggling and got picked on for his weight or he felt ugly. But the way he did his shows, they were so iconic. The names of some of them are crazy. Here's an example. The victims of jack the ripper. He wasn't scared of naomi, either he told her off and replaced her with another model for show, because of her bad attitude, I don't know, but he replaced over this jamaica model it was very unusual looking and beautiful.

But these celebrities of the 90s and 2000s have done a real good job of rebranding themselves like Kate Moss is done with Diet Coke. Do you getl it Coke?

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Black Eyed Peas My Humps (2005)

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Age 34

Sexuality bisexual

Loves , dogs , writing on here, money , kind people, nostalgia

Sex, drugs , rock n roll

Hates ,, depression, anxiety , sh , cats frogs , drivers 😑

Things i lik3 about myself. My alone time , my love to animals and looking after them,,we'll

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Naomi campbell, honestly, I find her absolutely terrifying,

Although she's an amazing super model.There's a really dark aura to her, and something just doesn't sit right with me with her. And it's not her fault. A lot of it's not our fault a lot of the time. Sometimes it is, you can be very selfaware, and I think she is, she's a gemini, so when she does her little fuck shit, she knows exactly what she's doing.

Her hair flipping was iconic on the runway, and she's one of my favourites. Runway models. I just feel like she gets up to very nefarious things, and it worries me.It also worries me that she has a child, it's sad cause I like kate moss, a lot but to me, she is that down to earth, london girl.

And they are friends obviously because they have worked together for years, but I just don't get the same vibe from kate as I do from naomim she hasn't treated people very well.With respect and staff, she had that blood diamond. And then had the cheek to say when she was in court, the i'm really busy, and this is taking up a lot of my time and I don't really want to be , like, are you joking? I think you got like a sierra leon diamond and you're getting annoyed with the judge and the people.

If you know about your yachting, apparently her and her mum are very high up on the chain of that her mother is absolutely beautiful. You wouldn't think she was old enough to be her mum, but she did have her very young, and I think she's a professional ballet dancer. Naomi went for a lot when gianni versace died. It did annoy me, however, when she went on the tyra, banks show and she was just so american about it like you were this nice girl giving me lotion and the next minute you were really horrible to me. Let's be real minute. Tyra Bank is just as bad as Naomi Campbell to some degree. Yes, you may not do the things that I think, naomi. I gets up to, but she's probably like ran through a little bit when she made karrine, stephens, feel like a harlot, a few years later, she came out karrine came out fewcyrs later, and said that Tyra, she knows what she gets up to.She would because she was in the industry for like a year and a half when she was doing music videos.

It's a shame because sometimes some of the most beautiful people in the world are the ugliest, which is sad, because when I look at her looks from the runway, I always find Her clothes in my favourite out of every model. Well, I think I watched her vogue one where she shows all her outfits, like most iconic ones, they were really good ones and like like I said, all the clothes she wears I love out of all the models. The looks they do with her. But it just worries me, especially when she was around that Virginia. Geoffrey, he's just ended her life. And she's their potting, well, there's like a young, 15-year-old girl with all these weird men and women in industry. Let's take a minute to rest in peace to that poor woman's life and her children on the fact she had an accident. It makes me very sad. People don't seem to care about abuse victims. There's no right victim unless they re dead. I heard which is such a sad thing.

So yeah, her looks very iconic, and here are a few that I have shared. What do you think of Naomi Campbell? Does she scare you? Do you think she gets up to really horrible stuff?And do you think she's involved in the epstein thing.

They always put Naomi and stuff that accentuated her black beauty, like bright colours and modern looks.

Because she is absolutely gorgeous to look at Ann. The Versace ones are some of my favourite ones, probably one of my favourite designers, not that I've ever won a tool or anything like that, but she just looks really good and like the Versace, the bright colours.

And that is what I do like, but yeah, she's terrifying.She's a gemini, think she's got a lot of gemini in her chart as well

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