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Hey, hope you are well and congratulations on your book 🦋❤️👏 I just purchased a copy.

I remember when I first started reading your works in early 2023 and how impactful they were. Reading your work back then encouraged me to pick up some hobbies that really resonated with my soul in my pursuit of positive learning after having been feeling mentally drained by society’s depravity. With reading your work I let go of my last strand of sadness for the world and began my process of focusing on my individual self as a fragment of God. I began to see that I need to be my own beacon of light and cannot trust the world to bear any light. Your work on Karma has been particularly enlightening to read and it’s incredibly wonderful to see someone criticise lust and sex in a world where even “truth tellers” saturate their content with it. Whenever I read a book I always have to stay mindful that there may be some subconscious hetero dogma thrown in, so I’m going to be thrilled to read a book that is 1000% real. I honestly cannot wait to read this book.

I guess I had a sort of random offbeat question… have you ever come across the blogger known as Gnostic Alchemy/Rebel Nun? If so, what do you think of her thoughts? She’s practicing chastity and meditation but I still see remnants of sex-mindedness in her sometimes. I’d be curious to hear your opinion about some of the things she’s saying.

When writing a book, or anything really, the most important thing is to keep a few people you’re writing for in mind and you were one of the people I was thinking of, so this book is literally written for you. You will love it and it’s exactly what you’re expecting, but I hope it exceeds your expectations.

I’m so glad that I’ve impacted you so positively! 🥰😭

Yes, I’ve watched a few things from her when I was researching Gnosticism and the primary reason why I didn’t get past a few videos on YouTube was the heterosexuality worship and lust praising. Maybe she changed by now, but that was my impression of her about 2 years ago. It’s truly fascinating to see how many people believe they’re saying something new when they’re all promoters of sex and heterosexuality. I’ll go into this more in the q&a though.

Thank you for your ask!

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I got through 1/4 of your book today and I'm loving it so far! I liked the little bit you wrote about "romantics" because that's something I was thinking about yesterday, how much of a role they play in keeping people attached to delusion. Tumblr is filled with these "romantic" types who boast how passionate they are about art, love, nature, etc, but to them art is sex, love is sex, nature is sex, everything is sex. All they know how to do is write pretty words about disgusting things.

Pleased to hear that you like it!! 🥺

Art, love and nature can only be fully appreciated and recognized, by a sober mind. A destroyed nervous system/body cannot correctly perceive what is happening around them. This is why it’s important to not listen to their opinions until they’re at least humble and seek true health. Too bad this usually happens when the sex-addict is on their death bed.

Billie Eilish is a perfect example of a recent Romantic outburst. I didn’t look to deeply into it because I’m genuinely disgusted, but the lack of self-awareness is evident. The primary job of people who sign their lives away is to promote sex to the Human Farm. That's why executives tell them what they can and can't create and why artists need to give up their rights to their original work. Anybody who doesn't promote sex is blacklisted and fades into obscurity.

People want to talk about self-righteousness and narcissism, but there's nothing more self-aggrandizing than expecting somebody to put their mouth on one's own genitals. I can’t even imagine the superiority complex somebody has to have to engage in sex, but it’s almost everybody. It’s all very man-conscious.

Fornicators talk about "romanticizing their life" when that's normal for people who live in reality. Nothing from a sex lover is real. They have nothing of value to offer ever and they're extremely fickle which is why they brag about the transient orgasm. They ridicule others for not being able to "last long" when their sanity doesn’t last long either.

Once an individual stops having sex with their partner, the feigned connection will be revealed for what it is, showing that their relationship was completely sex-dependent. The sex-addict will either become resentful, cheat or leave. Enduring love is very rare during these times.

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The sound effects were hilarious and the book cover is too. Totally not what I was expecting but I’m loving it!

Good to hear you love it! That's what matters.

Aren't the voices accurate though? they sound like total douchebags 💀

What were you expecting? I'm curious.

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This hits different when you read OTE lmao.

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I’ve enabled anon, send your questions there too including any issues with your order.

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About the Store.

I've changed some things about the release of this book based on my priorities.

This release and every release going forward will not be available on retailers such as amazon, apple, google, etc until the next release, so my store is the only place available to get new books. OtE is available if you can find it elsewhere on global markets, though. One of them is the Great British Book Shop or something, not sure where else, I allowed them to sell it because it didn't require any extra effort from me.

I'm still working on these countries with my printers: Austria, Belgium, Czechia, Denmark, Finland, France, Germany, Monaco, and one region of the United Kingdom (but Mainland, North Ireland, and Highlands are available). These countries/regions are blocked until this issue is resolved.

I'm only shipping physical copies to the US, UK + EU (mostly), CA, AUS and NZ.

Digital Only products are being sent to these countries:

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Outsmarting the Ego: The Physics of Evil

Otherwise known as "The Book of Unlearning" where you declare war on your weakness and ignorance. This is primarily for people who want to know what modern-day propaganda looks like.

Outsmarting the Ego is about the Ego, Karma, the World, technology, religion, genetics, etc. If the below interests you, this info will be useful to you. There is ZERO hetero/male influenced ideology in here, so no conspiracy theories.

Outsmarting the Ego is friendly toward:

♡ Women who live in reality. ♡ Women with pure hearts who seek a renewed mind. ♡ Women who value honesty and simplicity. ♡ Spiritual 4B.

Outsmarting the Ego is not friendly toward:

↓ The easily offended, status quo followers and deniers of reality. ↓ Intellectualists & academics who believe complexity = truth. ↓ Activists, dogmatists and people with false morals of any sort. ↓ Manlovers.

Outsmarting the Ego is lethal toward:

☠️ Lust. ☠️ The Ego.

Still not sure? Read or listen to a free sample on any product page. ❤︎

Now available on viviennelamb.com in all formats.

・Deep dive into how and why the world worships penises. I wrote this primarily for people to stop "researching" evil. I spent most of my life doing that so you don't have to.

・Not for people who have poor reading comprehension. If you have the tendency to misread something that is stated in plain language, do a puzzle instead.

・If you're completely new to reading about how thoughts, feelings and emotions materialize in the physical world, but often think about how bizarre the world is, this in-depth explanation of the Law of Cause and Effect will help.

・This is not a "beautiful" book nor a depressing one, but an "it is what it is" one. There are lots of examples provided. No parables or mystical language.

・I'm only interested in writing for women whose consciousness is above the belt & are looking to transcend man-consciousness, manliness and the Male System altogether. I have no interest in changing anybody's mind and the way I write is not catered to the world, but the elect few.

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I can talk about this now that there's "evidence." 🙄

There is no solution that y'all can come up with when it comes to project 2025 other than what I've been talking about here when it comes to autonomy.

It's called a New World Order for a reason.

The egoic mind cannot comprehend what's coming and there's nothing to discuss when you don't know anything and dismiss women who do know what this is about.

Like literally everything else in life, this is a psycho-spiritual war. The weaker you are mentally, the more you will manifest what the elite xy wants and the quicker you will succumb to fallacies.

If you are not firmly rooted in reality, you will fall for the lies. People who are always asking questions or having discussions do not live in reality, regardless of how self-righteous they are.

Anything you do that doesn't aid the process of ending your slavery, as well as another's, to the senses is a waste of time.

In 2020, I ran through every possible scenario of how to live outside what's proposed to happen in 2025 and 2030 and they have all failed on paper.

Even with the impossible scenario of egotistical women being able to get along and somehow creating a new society with an old, male mindset, there's no hope for anybody who doesn't understand that Spirituality - chastity, meditation and loving God - is the only path to permanent liberation.

In other words, be totally and purely your individual self on all three planes of existence: physical, emotional and spiritual.

The purpose of politics is to announce what politicians are going to do. There's no damn vote and politicians don't give a shit about what a slave's opinion is. Call me harsh, but I'm giving you a reality check on how psychopaths think.

If you resist the truth of undergoing your spiritual underhaul because you're already oh, so perfect, you're actually voting in favor of everything about to happen.

This is not a "conservative" versus "liberal" either. If you haven't noticed, they are all in agreement with what is going to happen because these proposed projects are going to happen at this rate.

The more attention you give to the male system instead of your own soul, the more pain you will face.

The more you indulge in fearful male thinking, as in "we gotta buy land," "we gotta run away," "we have to submit or they'll rape us all," the more misery you will draw to yourself...

and you will reincarnate to suffer endlessly until you get it.

There's not a chance in hell of voting against something that was already in motion in 1991 (and earlier).

Anything that isn't based in reality is a "new world order," so pretty much everybody is on board with this in some manner which is why this widespread order has been successful so far. This is also why the ordinary person is a propaganda machine.

The "universal aspirations of mankind" is sex and his reproduction, and of course, race is their favorite dogwhistle to get all dogs on code. Peace, security and freedom are all synonyms for sex and their ease/ability to obtain it.

Once at least the majority of the population partakes in purity, then this will all end.

If 30% of the population does become pure, there will be pockets of refuge for the innocent, but right now, there aren't more than a few thousand people worldwide actively placing their efforts in this direction.

This is the only scenario that works. You'll know this on an individual level as well because pure individuals are already safe.

Once you control your senses, you can do whatever you want and you won't need support so on a personal level.

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I was preoccupied with solving this issue for a while and now that I've found the answer, and as a result, have become much more internally calm, I'm seeing people in a different light:

The amount of pride the ordinary person has in their filth is their number one issue. As Olivia has stated, their lack of humility has them dead in the water (and resurrected as delusion-bloated zombies).

If you don't have at least humility, there's nothing anybody can do to help you, especially not a male in office. I'm not sure how women don't realize that year after year politicians don't care about them, yet they have more faith in a suit than God, but just about all women worship men, so...

The astronomical level of hubris the ordinary person has for going up to strangers to engage in a phone call, small talk, a hookup, which are the easiest things on earth, has sealed the deal for me that there's nothing left for the vast majority of the planet and they deserve what's coming.

It does feel like progress and your ego does temporarily feel good about itself which is why talking is promoted as a "solution."

But, if you really want the change you say you do, you need to become perfect. Period.

No point in hoarding money or buying land either, currency is going completely digital and it will be reset into universal basic income and most industries will be fully automated.

If you earn too much or have too much in general, you will be penalized. "Too much" will be according to the male god's standards.

I'll put it like this: they'll start measuring how much meat you eat and if you go over the limit of half a pound per week, you will be taxed for it.

How will they know? Facial recognition and the weight of the meat, when you pick it up off the shelf, is accounted for and filed in your financial profile.

All countries, or "races," are on board with this change. Fiat currencies are being depreciated into nothing so slaves beg for an overhaul in which the one world currency will be introduced.

Instead of different currencies for each country, there will be different currencies depending on what you want to do.

It's kind of like what you're seeing now with different social media platforms, especially Tiktok, having its own tokens and "gifts" they're just tests to see for what works best. This is the "spying" tiktok does.

Most people will become solely concerned with their sexual appeal and how well they adhere to social norms. We're seeing the beginnings of this artificiality now.

Social policing will be at an all-time high and technology will be heavily relied on and most people will want to be chipped. The social nazis we see now are an experiment and the trans issue is a pilot, as well as every other widely recognized political group, for how easy it is to brainwash, distract and control the population from observable reality.

Trans people weren't the first, this was originally done with ys, but very few people are ready for that information.

The conclusion of this study is that it's very easy to erect an illusion.

It's not a coincidence that women make up the slight majority of the global population but are really the only group who have been politically ignored.

The projects are all created to control women. You wouldn't believe me if I told you the mechanisms of why and how this is happening, but the explanation of this process isn't suitable for public consumption.

The world is actually relatively nice right now, so work your ass off (in meditation) for this rainy age. As you become a more seasoned meditator your senses will transform in ways I won't mention.

You can keep calling people who can see the bigger picture and have studied this plan since 2019 (in officially published books by the individuals planning this) whatever you want. Just know that when the time comes only those who have put the work in will receive grace.

Similar to the movies, those who ridicule individuals who have dedicated their lives to researching and silently taking action while the people around them dismiss them will be the ones begging for help, but by then it'll be too late.

The psychological war will escalate significantly in 2025 and if you're not working towards perfection now, I don't know what to tell you. The only way to get free from this is to have complete control of your mind, body and soul.

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I've been working on automating my store so I can focus on writing. My book is coming out very soon.

You know what's weird though, in 2022 I took a random interest in everything about books even though I wasn't really interested in writing, let alone publishing books so I pretty much learned the entire process on my own so. I remember for a week I was listening to people talk about paper weight, types and usages and I was like why am I doing this but went with it lol.

This initial set up is somewhat long, much longer than anticipated, but after everything is good, expect more at a relatively quick pace.

Just saying this so you can whatever you're interested in regardless of whether you think it will "lead somewhere" - it will, just trust the process and don't give into societal pressure about the "best path." It's usually something from childhood and you'll punch the air saying you should've went with that all along, but you had to learn about the opposite to appreciate the truth.

What you're interested in will come easy to you as well, there are points that are challenging, but you will still find it fun. If you legitimately hate something, stop doing it. You really don't have to struggle through school, have a lot of money or anything else you don't want to do.

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Artists don't have temporary passions that fizzle out quickly, but a lifelong obsession to explore every facet of one topic or perspective and release art based on it quickly.

If you're an Artist, you're creating for a future generation, not the current one. Our current generation is filled with rigid, yet highly emotional adults, with only a handful of sweet souls who understand what they're looking at.

Most people are envious because they don't stand for a message. They don't do anything that brings them enough joy to openly share either.

The wild thing is when they finally gain some courage, and put out something that's true to their thoughts instead of pandering to their friend groups, they will want support for it and they will receive the judgement they've doled out for other people's bravery.

What is something about you that you like? Most people can't answer this. They typically respond with how good of a slave they are.

"What makes you happy?" isn't a question most people can answer earnestly as well. If you can answer that, you're ahead of most people in this existence.

Shame is the emotion the ordinary person experiences 90% of the time even though they have followed the "formula of life" that has been pushed down their throats since birth.

This isn't an assumption. I've had a few people who weren't jealous types tell me they wish they had the drive to just sit down and paint or write something in a short period of time without giving up or constantly postponing it. Since they can't, they opted for what's commonly accepted.

I restrained myself from my motivation spiel and asked "why not?" and one person's excuse was "I have to work, cook, and clean because my boyfriend won't do it."

"Damn, that sucks."

End of conversation.

Slothfulness is why people opt for "sex as art" or "divine baby birthing" and deem anything else offensive.

If you're a real artist, as in you depict Reality, you know that there's no solidarity, anyways. This is why a true artist will always choose their purpose over a person and sacrifice over fear.

Your purpose exists so that you evolve. Your purpose will never betray you, but a person will. Your purpose will never fail you, but a person will. Your purpose will never lay you off, but a job will.

There's excellence and then there's mediocrity. The mediocre give their ordinary opinions like mediocre people do, believing that they said something interesting.

They don't and never will understand what real art is. It's supposed to be considered crazy, thought-provoking and polarizing. If it wasn't, nobody would give a shit about it.

The best art was from people who didn't even know they created masterpieces, but they are just honest in depicting reality.

The most shocking art is and always will be telling the truth. There's an unsaid rule that you have to play pretend which is why almost everybody goes anonymous when they have something to reveal.

Most people are fake.

Whatever somebody says is "too much" triple down. You have to be okay with people assigning the polar opposite of what you to you are because they're upset that you exposed them.

The more hate you get, take it as fuel and go further in that direction. That's a sign of fresh land.

The ordinary person is going to be wrong about you like they're wrong about everything else in life. This is nothing new. Don't worry about it.

Also, I strongly recommend that if you're somebody who easily draws attention IRL, has stalkers, harassers for "nothing" to take that as doing something bigger in your life.

In cases like that, people see something that you're not aware of about yourself. This a sign you're being pushed out of a small and unknown life.

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If you're a real artist of any kind, never read opinions from non-artists or people who haven’t taken any risks in their lives. Remember, you're not a feedback reader, you're making people like you feel less alone and perfecting your craft and process. When it comes to your art, think of this and nothing else.

The ordinary person doesn't know what devotion is like because their brains aren't even 1% functional.

They're not full nor complex people either, they're an ego programmed to please others so they can fit in. Uncreative people target anybody different from them. This is why they’re into politics and activism and can’t stand that anybody thinks differently than them. This is the Ego's nature.

I was there at some point too and it was repressive, but now I'm free. Those who aren't free judge because they're prisoners of their own minds. always remain aware of envy and the crabs in a bucket mentality. Doesn’t matter if they’re race, gender or sexuality liberationists, they are against you if you’re a real person and will hate you for being free without needing their help.

I know a lot of the people reading this are looking to break through their mental barriers and I must tell you the obvious... life is a millisecond in cosmic time and you must act quickly on the opportunities presented to you.

Nobody is rewarded for being "the most liked by egos.” When you die, you need to leave something that somebody can unearth and feel like they hit the jackpot to read, listen and look at and cherish for the rest of their lives.

There's no time for preoccupation with what zombies think. If you have time to worry, you need to add more work into your schedule (all real work is Spiritual, everybody else is just a busy body).

Successful people are too busy winning, or at least learning how to win, to judge people who are focused on their own craft. If you see somebody doing them but you’re judging instead of being inspired, you’re average and always will be until you decide to go for what you’re most scared to do.

Play your role to the fullest and you'll stop being depressed regardless of what the world shows you. When you're doing all that you can, you'll be lifted out of your depression. Most people are long-term severe melancholics because they’re not creating, but believe they're well and project that depression unto those who are sane and healthy.

Since being a depressive is normal, those who have the drive to do what they love everyday, regardless of what anybody has to say about it, are deemed unwell because it's not socially acceptable to serve your soul. Everybody wants you to be their social slave instead.

Beauty isn't balanced or normal, it's extreme and rare.

You keep daydreaming and thinking "if only I could..." you can! The second you decide to go for what you want, everything becomes available to you. You don't have to plan, just make the vow and act immediately and once you iterate and record what works and what doesn't, you're making progress.

If you want a shortcut, find a mentor. The more you stay in the freeze state nothing happens. Your conscious mind cannot comprehend "how," so forget attempting to understand or map out the trajectory of your life and just act.

Even if you're an aspiring artist, stop reading stuff you can't relate to, or negative people who judge others for stepping out of the box because that affects your mental health and therefore your art, even when it's not directed at you.

That fear they meant to direct at others doesn’t actually affect the supposed recipient, but the individual saying it as well as their peers. Now their peers are secretly scared to be open with somebody they thought they trusted.

By the way, the highest art is the Art of Self-Mastery. Once you take back full control of your mind, senses and body, you're well on the path to achieving the purpose of life. Even better if you share the process of achieving your purpose. Don't wait until everything is perfect.

Sure, people will think they know you even though you only share 0.01% of your life, but at the end of the day, you're stopping yourself from doing what you're meant to do. Any obstacles you face is a test to show yourself how much you really want something. Think of these obstacles as checkpoints.

Once you get going, you will get real life checks to show you how strong you've gotten and how much you've improved in your role/craft. Stay locked in regardless.

The vast majority are extremely mentally unwell because they don't create or share anything that brings light into other people's lives. That stagnancy, as well as their hatred of the soul is the death of the mind.

Never listen to a dabbler who only creates once a month even worse, once a year, tell you anything about your creation. Just nod and smile because you're listening to an opinionated slave.

Remember, the only thing the ordinary person produces daily is an orgasm and poop. It would take the fragile and mindless a month to write a post like this, same with the art you're driven about, but they will judge and dissect what you do when they haven't done anything, ever. They don't have the discipline to write and release something in the same day because they're too busy arguing and gossiping about what a random thinks.

Only intake art and perspectives from people who are utterly and crazily obsessed and then you'll feel like your heart is finally waking up, which is what happened to me. Only then will you reach that point of being unable to feign lukewarmness and soullessness anymore.

Once you begin to exit mediocrity, you will see people's hatred toward you (which is really toward themselves) leaking out as false concern, fighting, and creating dossiers on strangers yet this person doesn't even keep a daily journal of their own thoughts. These individuals exist for you. They're waiting for you because their life consists of talking about others, so give them something to talk about.

When an individual can't be honest and haplessly spends their life energy, they become afflicted with loneliness, anxiety, and a chaotic mind regardless of how many bodies they pile around them and how much validation they get. Most people are unskilled, emotionally, and socially retarded for this reason.

When I read stuff from those individuals in particular I'm severely underwhelmed... it's all misinformation about other people's lives and it's not even at least entertaining. I’m looking for anything real from them and there’s nothing but there’s nothing but race policing and sexual harassment.

They don't know what it's like to strive for something bigger than personal comfort and social validation. When their useless life ends, all that will be left behind of their existence is documentation of their sex-addiction, their list of diagnosed mental illnesses, ideology fights, and gossip.

Also, the people who say they wish they could meet certain artists are all lying. They would've been part of the crowd who judged them if they lived during the same time, especially the ones who pride themselves on being conformists whose best accomplishment is getting a girlfriend.

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The denial of Karma is killing y'all lol. It's totally understandable to not believe in things you have to buy to physically obtain to engage in i.e tarot cards & crystals.

I also totally get that Karma seems like it's always "gonna happen soon," but Karma is immediate.

The fact that almost everybody is literally describing how horrible to world is in detail while denying Karma is a sign of non-presence and y'all will continue to suffer until you come to terms with reality.

Until you stop blaming a definitive group for the source of all your problems instead of yourself, cause everybody loves sex, wine and drugs more than they love a clean brain, then the world will remain the way it is.

Spirituality is real - more real then what the made up "reality" you think you're experiencing. The unseen is the cause, you're the effect.

If you're miserable, that means you have done something to reach this present moment of misery because that's Karma you must pay for.

I'm talking about real sacrifice to obtain what you want right Now.

Don't you think hoarding bodies on a commune would've worked by now? You need a different strategy.

Once these individuals come down form the high of chasing a goal, they're going to want the opposite.

Then they're going to start thinking of ways to reform separatism so it includes beasts. This typically takes a generation or two, and everything that the foremothers created was destroyed by their very own.

This is a result of a filthy mind.

If you don't have stringent standards of purity in place, none of the customs will remain in place. This happens time and time again.

This life really is a Game and absolutely everything starts with your mind, which is the unseen. If you don't believe that your own thoughts exist, there's no hope for you in this lifetime.

The best strategy is to kill all defects within humanity to ensure perfection. The best way to do this is to kill all defects within yourself first.

Evil people will never create anything good. It doesn't matter how good they think they are or the sweet-sounding words they use.

You either have the results in yourself first or you don't and almost nobody has the results they're talking about. It's always far out into a "future."

For me, somebody needs to show me a track record of never having a boyfriend, let alone married to a male, before I listen to anything they say on this subject.

There are so many grifters with ex-husbands, or are even actively married, and once again, the people who are the living examples of what your supposed movements wants are ignored because male-worship is always the agenda of the day in some manner...

whether it's an actual male being promoted by them or a female who has idolized him at some point. These people just want your money because they're empty inside. Notice how sexual they are too.

They're al overt occultists boast about pimping women, abusing drugs and are obsessed with sex, but have the nerve to talk to you about "reality."

Only an absolutely pure mind and body matters.

What were seeing now is the beginning of mass horror.

Everybody is running and hiding from Karma's Wrath just as biblically predicted.

There's nowhere to go because you'll be there, but good luck.

Separatism and 4b on a large scale won't work because your minds are weak.

When you see those so-called "women" in their animalistic state, you'll be calling for yet another separation until you realize that there is no salvation in a deluded and fearful Ego.

But it's good that it won't work because you'll be one step closer to reality that there's nothing to look forward to in hell but your individual bliss.

When you clean your mind, that radiates to others. When you talk about it, it strengthens. When you one-pointedly dedicate your life to purity, you become the pinnacle of holiness.

If you have "cheat days" or "lazy days" you only fuck yourself up and you will lose momentum then decide it "never worked."

Before you have the privilege of allowing God to keep physical filth away from you, you must separate your mind from depravity.

The test for its success lies in your ability to separate yourself from depravity in thought first because the physical manifestation of depravity is man.

Man didn't come "out of nowhere" for "no reason." They're your lesson and the longer you deny this, the more you will die on repeat. If you keep fucking your lesson, he'll fuck you and your lineage 100x harder.

Oh, and if you don't reincarnate, where does your motivation to create change come from?

If you truly believed you wouldn't come back here, and this world is as bad as you say it is you'd just kill yourself and stay gone, but common sense isn't a strong suit of deniers of reality.

You're either born with this kind of Will or you work like hell to strengthen your Will.

And those who work to get it will understand that peace isn't a given nor is it something you ask for from others.

If you really know what Peace was, you'd sacrifice everything to obtain it, and most people aren't there yet. So they have to learn about the opposite of Peace: Terror.

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I do love nuns. I don't think people actually realize how many women had their lives saved by female cenobitic - or even eremitic, like the Desert "Mothers"/female Desert Fathers - monasticism. Religious celibacy in general often opens up a completely different word for women. Male celibates are always losing something, of course, but women gain so much. From the Vestal Virgins, to celibate Sufi saints, to nuns... it is no coincidence so many female heroes and revolutionaries and geniuses who came before the 21st century can be divided in three categories: 1. unmarried rich women 2. nuns and 3. lesbians

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I've seen some negative feminists posts saying that women who don't wear make up or don't act feminine enough won't get jobs or opportunities or whatever and all I have to say is, don't listen to them. What's your is yours and you wouldn't want to work there anyways. Be yourself and let those people pass by you so you can find what's for you faster. Don't get caught up in what you think you want either, you will always get what you actually need and you will be better for it.

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Fake Spiritualists

Nobody wants to talk about the present moment, like ever. Spirituality isn't about community, celebration and culture, it's only about your soul and God. I can tell when people just make up shit because of their vagueness and indirectness which is why atheists get annoyed with mystical speak.

Actual spirituality isn't loving and flowery to most people. Karma is objectively brutal and merciless.

How do I know? Look at the world around you. There's no separation between the physical and spiritual. What you're seeing is a direct result of the ordinary person's actions.

People who get on the internet with their imaginary spiritual platitudes are lying about being content.

How do I know? Because they're still dependent on their outer circumstances to reflect what they want. As soon as they lose everything or get a diagnosis and they haven't done the work to reach God, that's when they will become filled with rage and find out nobody cares about them but God, but by then it'll be too late.

Once you realize you're living in spiritual poverty, then I'll believe what you say about your inner state.

Conspiracy theorists (i.e feminists) will call you insane if you talk about Reality, because that's "woo" to them which demonstrates their level of delusion.

The actual people who are being raped, molested, trafficked and tortured as a result of superstitious heterosexual atheists and fake spiritualists who think their sex is holy because it's "natural" would disagree.

But since they're traumatized into silence and are unable to even perceive what is going on because they've been so incredibly manipulated by just about everybody, their intuition has eroded into nothing.

Luckily I have no trauma, and I know my soul so I can say whatever the fuck I want while people who have the whole world backing them are scared to say anything "too controversial" because they worship men and are prideful about being hideously vain.

The point of Religion is to end suffering. If your "religion" doesn't end aim to minimize suffering it's a hobby or a dogma that's intended to increase suffering.

Karmic Law is the only law that actually exists and Religion is living in accordance to Karmic Law to reduce suffering, not only for oneself but everybody and everything.

Cause and Effect is what every science studies in some manner because there's nothing else to study. Karma is the whole of Law and how the universe works. Karma is why time and space continues indefinitely and Karma keeps every atom in motion which materializes the unseen (thought) into the physical realm.

Bragging about being too dense to know this isn't something you should to brag about, claiming that Reality is "made up" just because you're slow and have never lived in the present moment isn't something to be proud of.

Physics studies Cause and Effect directly, but not in a manner that is relevant to the everyday person - that's what Yogis do.

Everyday, the most relevant aspect of Cause and Effect is lust and sex. Nothing else comes close to the relevance of lust because lust is the root of all evil.

Lust is the reason why the human population is the way it is now and why everybody's motivation to continue living. Sexophiles say this themselves, so this is nothing new: what makes an ego "human" is sex and their reason to live is to fuck.

Since just about everybody thinks sex is a good thing, more of that "good thing" will happen to everybody, including children. Doesn't matter how much you pull up to your pointless rallies and protest against abuse when you go home and sexually abuse yourself and your partner daily.

Nobody gives a fuck though.

What makes it difficult to demonstrate Reality is that we are currently immersed in it. Since everything that is happening Now is considered "normal," saying anything about Reality is considered crazy because pridefully mediocre people hate actual facts and actual science.

So, the ordinary person is in la la land, far out into a future that doesn't exist, dreaming about an all female paradise, which is possible, but won't take the steps to get to that goal right now...

(or she's in a traumatic past, constantly talking about what happened 10 years ago - or even the times before her birth - to notice her current circumstances are a direct result of her actions and becomes a perpetual victim instead).

In the end, what everybody is saying (except for people who live in Reality) are just opinions on how to become happy. But they can't find a way to get there which is why they spend their time arguing online, with every molecule of hubris they can muster up, instead of turning to solitude and silence which is the only place true, enduring happiness can be found.

Your peace of mind makes you a zillionaire regardless of anybody's opinion of you.

To get to that utopian ideal, you have to become a utopian citizen. Want children protected? Become a living aegis for innocence. Want rape to never happen again? Stop fucking. Want to become fearless and untouchable? Realize God.

Change yourself. Nobody else has to change but you because you are the catalyst for change.

The purpose of real Religion is to become blissful.

How does one become blissful?

By living a Spiritual Life.

How does one live a Spiritual Life?

Chastity, scientific meditation and loving God.

That's it. It's that simple.

If you are a real truth seeker who is willing to do whatever it takes to have a peaceful mind, like I was, this wouldn't be a difficult decision for you. The reason why people are avoiding this simple truth is because they like living in agony

When occultists bring up tarot cards and astrology, or in atheists' case the DSM and their millions of hobbies, you know they're desperate to find something to work for them cause whatever they're doing is yet another distraction from the reality that they have nothing.

The only "science" that matters is the Science of Concentration because that is the only way you can live in the Present Moment which is God.

Pause for a moment, look up from your screen and observe the world around you without judgement... that is God. That momentary feeling you had just now of complete stillness and awareness of the totality of Reality is what few people experience 100% of the time after years and decades of daily effort in meditation.

When you live a Spiritual Lifestyle, that is when you're Religious.

When you are 100% God-Realized, as you in live in the Present Moment 100% of the time, that is when you're Spiritual.

In a world like this, reclaiming all of your concentration or attention is paramount. Only those who are actually suffering will choose this path. People who like killing their time become atheists and psychopaths become occultists. Once you start getting even a little bit of your concentration back, the fears of the future and anxieties of the past become non-existent, you progressively kill your wants and eradicate your egotism altogether.

The untrained mind freaks out and seeks the nearest distraction because the Present Moment is horrifying to a rotting brain. Can't distract yourself from your karmic depression and nervousness anymore. Can't distract yourself from the world as it is, you gotta go on social media and look at a carefully edited and color graded world because you depend on "hope."

There's no hope. There's only individual, persistent action without breaks. Religious daily sex has brought this world into its current rape-saturated circumstance so what do you think you have to do to get out of it?

Oh, that's too extreme? Then you don't actually want what you think you want. You want filth and degradation and that's what you got. Have fun!

If not, what are you going to do right now to make the world a better place? More theorizing about how to get sustainably raped and femicided by your husbands in a "natural way" or apply absolute purity to your life to experience absolute liberation?

You know, liberation is what a borderline penis-worshipping feminist and her pedophilic sadistic husband can't give you. You're already in the depths of hell if you want approval from these mean and ugly motherfuckers.

The "old religion" was male-worship which is what is getting women and children abused and trafficked enmasse right now. In fact, as long as women keep fucking men, patriarchal phallocentrism will remain the number one philosophy as everything else stems from male-worship, even your precious matriarchy.

The Matriarchy is for Straight female supremacists who want better heterosexual sex and breeding conditions. Nobody owes you that and it will never happen anyways. Sucking dick whether it's with your mouth or vagina will always end in a female holocaust which is happening right now. Anybody with sense has left fake feminism.

The massacre of women, more specifically female children, is regimented, organized and systemized. It's actually a fucking algorithm at this point and I have yet to see any feminists talk about that, ironically. Y'all don't care and the few who do talk about fucking inbetween their false concern about female children. Enjoy your deaths by the dicks you want to "cooperate" with! 🥰

Deeming sex as healing or pure when it causes mass calamity is your #1 problem regardless of who you think you are. If you man-haters want to oppress men in a matriarchy, which isn't possible when you're having sex with him, this will lead right back to women's current slavery because Cause and Effect is the only reality.

What you have dominion over will dominate you, which is exactly what is happening to women right now by choice while you're prideful about being "the closest thing to god on earth" because you give birth to egos. Men are acting in perfect accordance to what females want and they're here to make you live in fear forever until you learn what discipline is.

If there was, one of your useless feminist theories on "finding the right of sex position to make him love me" would've worked by now.

P.S. the only Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine is having a pure heart from Chastity and loving God. Nothing else.

There is already a Cosmic system in place and we're living it right Now. You have to reform yourself before anything else can change and if you're not willing to become pure, as in destroy every particle of lust within you, then you're the problem.

[viviennelamb]

My book won't be out tomorrow :( tech difficulties that I can't guarantee will be fixed by tomorrow. I'll post when it's available.