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The Moon of the Sun

Series Summary:

Your blind date on Valentine's day turned out to be a recipe for disaster, after you met (and saved the life of) the walking disaster called Gregory A. Teanan. Little did you know what began as a dust devil will turn into a freaking Alabaman twister the more you let him barge in your life. This is a modern day HotD AU × a loose retelling of the 2001 Korean cult classic, My Sassy Girl

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Pairing:

Sunshine "ADHD boyfriend" Aegon with mommy kink × bisexual biracial grumpy "autistic girlfriend" Reader

Warning:

Friends to lovers, slow burn, angst, fluff, and smut, mommy kink, lactation kink, induced lactation, submissive Aegon, spanking, p in v sex, anal sex, oral sex, threesome, mentions of CSA, homophobia, racism, classicism, parental abuse, fatphobia, food shaming, too much descriptions of food (like way too much!!! I'm not kidding), grooming, misogyny, ableism (against autism and down syndrome), aphobia (phobia against asexual and/or aromantic people), hostage situation, on page smoking weeds, mention of quarantine and death from COVID-19, alcohol abuse, alcohol poisoning, on page description of hemodialysis, mention of blood and blood donation, mention of cardiac arrest, frequent use of swear words (fuck, cunt, twat, whore, slut, bitch, pussy, etc), slut shaming, bastardphobia, rebound relationship, friends with benefit situation mentioned, monarchy, nonconsensual sexual and reproductive violence, mention of childbirth, mention of abortion, mention of past domestic violence and stalking, intimate partner abuse, animal cruelty description (nothing too graphic), mention of burn injuries, mention of injury from car accident, punching, and falling, pyrophobia, mention of genocide, blackmailing, body shaming, revenge porn, gun violence, unhealthy coping mechanism, STD (sexually transmitted disorders), mention of artificial insemination, infidelity, male masturbation, mention of menstruation and menopause, mention of alcoholism, mention of testicular cancer.

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Chapter 01: Lights Will Guide You Home

Chapter 02: A Big Hole In His World

Chapter 03: The Corner Of First And Amistad

Chapter 04: Tomorrow Starts With You

Chapter 05: Like Lovers Do

Chapter 06: The Light On The Dark Side

Chapter 07: Our Beautiful Rhythms

Chapter 08: A Song For A Heart So Big

Chapter 09: A Glance At The Good Life

Chapter 10: My Summer In A Winter Day

Chapter 11: How Flames Can Hypnotize

Chapter 12: Tied To A Sallow Heart

Chapter 13: The Games You Would Play

Chapter 14: My Home For All Seasons

Chapter 15: A Memory Is Not Enough

Chapter 16: The Bad Before The Worse

Chapter 17: We Bleed The Same

Chapter 18: A Cursive Line, A Redefining Phrase (part one, part two)

Chapter 19: Hopeless Hearts Just Passing Through (part one, part two)

Chapter 20: Two Lost Souls Swimming In A Fish Bowl

Chapter 21: The Place To Rest My Head

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Author's Note(s):

1) This is a modern day AU, so I've tried my best to adapt the original storyline from both the show (House of the Dragon, season 1 only) and the book (Fire and Blood) to fit my narrative here. Which means I've made changes to the characters' ages and relationships to fit my story. If you don't find it palatable, please scroll past my chapters. Please DON'T send hate anons or leave hate comments. Thank you.

2) Westeros, at the time of the dance, does not include Dorne, but to fit my modern day AU, I've included it. Again, if you don't find it palatable, please scroll past my chapters.

3) This is a labor of love, my first ever HotD fanfic, as well as my first ever completed fanfic. Please, remember to be kind and supportive if you enjoy my words. If not, please ignore me and pretend I and this story don't exist. Thank you.

4) I'm NOT doing any tag lists. It's too much hassle for me. I'm posting all my chapters in one go, so that my readers can binge read it like binge watching shows on Netflix. THIS is my masterlist.

5) This is my first time posting a fanfic on Tumblr. I've NEVER done this before. Once again, remember to be kind and courteous. Don't like my yum, don't yuck it. Ignore me and scroll past my chapters.

6) This has not been beta read (I have none), so the tag would be #NoBetaWeDieLikeLucerys.

7) I've taken translation help from Google (for real-life languages) and Lingojam (for High Valyrian). If my translations are wrong, please ignore it. High Valyrian is a FICTIONAL language, so I feel NO qualm posting incorrect translations. I've added any and all High Valyrian word translations in brackets next to the dialogues.

Thank you and enjoy! 😊

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So when you hear about Biden slowing down arms shipment

It's not because he cares about Palestinians (cutting UNRWA funds, because of confessions obtained through torture, should tell you otherwise), it's because he doesn't have a large stockpile of weapons to send.

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Fucking boohoo maybe stop giving the iof food then

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"If you never heal from what hurt you, you'll bleed on people who didn't cut you."

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Here’s a thread of some stuff that happens as you get older that folks don’t really talk about... (Most of this will be about emotional or interpersonal stuff, not necessarily “holy crap does your body break down and fast” stuff.)

—One day you will notice your friends are aging. It’s not bad, but it is a transition. Your friends will age at different rates. Sometimes their kids will look exactly like they did when you met them. This will make your heart ache in a lovely way. They see the same in you.

—You will go to concerts of bands you loved in high school and college - controversial, youth-oriented, angsts, anti-establishment bands - and everyone there will be old.

—You will likely look at photos of young you and marvel at how fucking luminously beautiful you were and remember that when that picture was taken, you hated how you looked more than anything else in the world.

—Teenagers will no longer see you.

—One day, you’ll realize that you haven’t shopped in/on a particular clothing store or site that you love and you’ll wander over to it and every item of clothing will suddenly seem completely foreign and perplexing in style.

—One day, you’ll realize that you haven’t shopped in/on a particular clothing store or site that you love and you’ll wander over to it and every item of clothing will suddenly seem completely foreign and perplexing in style.

—The trends of your youth WILL come back, just like your parents said when theirs did, but they’ll be slightly altered in color or cut or notions.

—You will likely forget huge chunks of your past — things that seemed like life or death at the time. Something will remind you, and you’ll realize how that hurt or fear melted away over time, and you didn’t even notice it go.

—Your friends will remember completely different shit from when you were kids that you don’t remember at all, and vice versa. Some of the stories won’t even sound like you. Because you’ve forgotten a bit of who you were then. This may be unsettling.

—If you kept a journal and you reread it, you may not like who you were in it. You may feel guttingly sad for young you. You may long to go back (likely not... but some folks do!). You may toy with destroying the journals. Some of you will.

—Some of your friends (or you) will have a legit mid-life crisis and you will see it happen in real time. And you will marvel that mid-life crises are real things that happen. And that friend will want to talk about their running/new car/affair and you’ll be so bored.

—You will likely be lucky enough to really know yourself now. To love the things about you that you hated for so long. You will still have problems, but you will have a better understanding of your core values and how to deal with them.

—Longtime friendships will often reach a level of comfort and understanding that you never expected or even thought to imagine. Other friendships may fade, but it’ll be okay. You may make new friendships, which will be liberating. They only know current you.

—Yesterday, in a meeting, I looked around the table, at all the grown-up, authority figure faces, and realized they’re probably all my age - “adult”. There will never be a magic moment when I become an adult in my own eyes but reality happened anyway.

—Younger folks may ask you for advice. And you have some! But it’ll feel weird because it reminds you when you felt that problem was insurmountable. You’ll want to tell them everything will be okay but realize they have to learn that themselves. (You tell them anyway.)

—You may physically not be able to do a thing you used to and loved to do, or it will become much more difficult. This will rock you to your core. It’ll feel like the death of a part of you. A core thing that made you, you. This will hopefully pass, but it’ll ache.

—When you talk about aging to an older person, they will likely tell you to “just wait...”. And this may scare you. Or it may make that youthful contrariness spark. But they’re usually right and you’ll say something similar when you reach that age.

—One day, you’ll get in your feelings and wax rhapsodic about the beautiful pain of growing older to a bunch of strangers on the internet. I mean, maybe. Hypothetically speaking.

As with everything, this thread cannot speak to or cover every persons’ experience, and I’d never expect it to. If your experience differs from what I’ve talked about, please feel free to add!

For reference, since the speculation is thick in here (and because vanity still hasn't left me), I'm in my early 40s.

—If you have been in a relationship for a while, your partner may lament getting older or looking different or some such. You don't understand--because in your eyes, that person is still a luminous being, and you are SO DAMN LUCKY to be together.

—You will watch those you love dearly pass away. You always had more plans with them and the timing is never, ever right. It sucks. It hurts. You sometimes feel so much pain, you don't know how to go on. But you do. And you find memories of them again in others.

—You will realize that romantic heartache has an expiration date, but not before spending what feels like years furiously aching.

—Here’s one that I wasn’t prepared for: You will start to meet people who are *younger than you* who remind you of your parents, or of other adults you knew as a kid.

—That day you remember being a teenager in a hurry to be an adult, and now you are wondering how much time you have left!

—You will suddenly realize that you have a deep instinct to feed people in their early 20s. And you will realize, while trying to articulate this, that you desperately want to refer to them as “kids.”

—You completely lose any ability to gauge another person’s age. High school seniors look like they’re either twelve, or thirty.

—One day the kids will be grown and the career is over, and you’ll wonder who you are.

—Your friends will start to gets sick, like really sick - more than one - and you will feel your mortality in a way you never have before.

—Time passes in a completely different way. You learn that the world does not stop for anything. No hurt, event or moment can stop it. It is painful and comforting at the same time. You will wonder about the people who did not survive being young and miss not seeing them age.

—You'll see someone younger ppl have a "brilliant plan to fix ___." You'll know exactly where it will fail and what can maybe be done to make it not fail, b/c you've had that idea. You'll tell them & hope for the best. They won't listen. You'll get no pleasure from their failure.

—You will hear your song, the song that meant everything to you when you were 17, and you’ll be instantly transported back to that place and time. The song will end and you’ll realize that you’re actually in the canned goods aisle at Safeway.

—You’ll see a pub where you used to go with a friend on Saturday nights, except that friend has passed away now, and the pub is being turned into 31 bespoke residences.

—You wonder when you’re finally going to have it all together like your parents did and then realize that your parents never really had it together either.

—You will reread books that totally transformed your young life and it won’t hold your attention long enough to finish it.

—You will one day find that u r now the steadying hand, the explainer of things, the support/maker of life altering decisions for your parent/s. You will wonder at when this reversal of roles happened. And you will need to remind yourself what a privilege this new role is.

—You will tell younger people about places (buildings, establishments, etc.) that used to be here and they will probably be bored by it.

—You will write poems and lyrics in your teens. You will destroy them in your twenties. You will regret this in your thirties.

—You begin to realize how much older you’ve become when one of your kids is having a tough time emotionally and it dawns on you that actually they’re going through a mid-life crises.

—If you’re like me and lucky enough to have been with the same person since high school, you both will be insecure about not looking how you did back then despite the fact that when you look at each other, that person you fell for is all you see.

—You'll notice your pets getting older - maybe they're less active, maybe they're getting fatter or thinner or more cuddly, or maybe their fur changes slightly. This will at the same time be cute and lovely, but also a stark reminder they might not be around much longer.