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<- Sam Dean ->

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^^ Sammy Winchester

sorry i creamed when you called me little brother (it will happen again)

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Dust and shadow hits different after Covid 😅😅😅

(Also yes it made me fucking bawl)

Fic Recommendations!

This is a list of Fics that I really love and have probably re-read way too many times. This list is pretty much gonna be mostly bottom!Dean and bottom!Jensen so if that’s not your thing this list is probably not for you but if it is your thing hope these work out :D 

Wincest

One Going on Eternity and Counting - leonidaslion is really well known for her Disturbia verse, but this is my favorite work of hers and not at all like BLOD. First wincest story I ever read and still one of my all time favorites. Sam loves Dean and counts the times Dean says no to him. 

 Blue Skies From Rain - Set after What is and What Can Never Be. Amnesia Fic that is really long and really perfect. Set in a mental hospital for most of it which introduced me to a kink I didn’t even know I had. 

Flying Weight - Dean is a vampire and Sam comes back with a soul and has to deal with what he did as souless!sam. 

A List of Typos Made by God -  The summer before Sam leaves for Stanford, Dean begins to forget his relationship with Sam. Every morning he remembers less, and Sam is just waiting for the day Dean forgets him completely.

Last Outpost Of All That Is - The world ends while they’re asleep.

Fumbling in the Dark: Love Advice For the Romantically Impaired- This is surprisingly long, about 72k words and has outsider points of view. Pretty much a fluff fic about how oblivious those winchester boys are. 

Freak Camp: A Monster By Any Other Name - This will break your heart and leave you in a puddle of the worst kind of winchester tears. It can be devastatingly sad and really pretty beautiful.  Pretty sure the boys aren’t related in this one. Beware though, its a WIP and I’m not sure when it’ll be done but the authors do a lot of timestamps. 

The Hunter Games - If you loved the Hunger Games and have an affinity for brother touching you’ll love this. 

Dark Side of the Moon - Deaf and Blind Dean. Potentially my favorite wincest story of all time. Just go and read everything Fleshflutter has ever written okay. You’ll thank me forever. 

The Incestuous Courtship of the Antichrist’s Bride - 48,000 words.  This is the funniest wincest i’ve ever read and if you haven’t you should definitely do so right now. It verges on crack, but I guarantee its all worth it. 

The Outlaw Dean Winchester - Zachariah sends Sam and Dean into the past without their memories to prove to each other how fucked up they are. First runedgirl story I read and got me hooked to her and AU’s in general. ’

The Glamorous Life- Dean’s infected by an incubus! I wasn’t sure I loved it until I just kept going back and re-reading it cos I couldn’t get some of its steamier parts out of my head 

The Fetters of Fenrir- pretty dark with werewolf!Dean. Wasn’t sure If I liked this one or loved it, but it crossed into love territory with DeanmeMine! Long fic with parts and tons of timestamps. 

Moths on the mirror- mental hospital fic. Crazy!Dean. Kind of dark and spooky sometimes but I kind of like that in a fic

Finders Keepers (The Sin Crouching at the Door Extended Remix)- hooker!fic. Boys raised apart. 

Blood Moon- boys raised apart, werewolf!Sam 

Captured by the Game - boys raised apart fic where Sam grew up with Azazel as his father and the other kids with powers were his siblings.

Dust & Shadow- Modern plague fic with domestic!chesters. I recommend this with a very strong REALLY SAD warning. I loved how the author personified the plague, however I literally cried myself to sleep after reading this. That is not an exaggeration. 

Shorter Wincest

For Keeps For Good Forever-  Dean doesn’t tell Sam about his deal. 

The Pyrrhic Tongue, The Eyes Undone- 7k. Sam gets his Dean back and means to keep him. 

like teeth- werewolf!winchesters. 6k. 

Eight Things You Should Know- Sam is in love with Dean.

Smart People Who Do Dumb Things - Short and sweet. This one and the one before are both candle-beck. 

Five Times Dean Winchester Accused His Brother of Being the Antichrist and One Time Sam Actually Was (But Dean Didn’t Care)- exactly what the title says. I kind of have a bit of an antichrist!sam kink and this author just rocks that trope to hell and back

If They Send The Wolves, I’ll Join The Wolves - Dean brings Sam back from Hell for one night a month. This is the first wincest story in which I cried out loud without shame.

After All (The Evermore Remix)- Heaven fic

East of Sunrise-  this one and the next one are fairytale fics by the same author. 

White As- snow white fairytale 

No-one loves me, not like you do- PWP. Multiple Sams. 

There’s a devil waiting outside your door- an AU of the Wish-Verse. Carmen’s POV. 

Promises Broken and Kept- pwp. Super hot. Set during season 3 so you know its got angst to go with its hotness. 

ANTIBODY- AU where the boys run the town morgue - Dean is the pathologist and Sam is his assistant.

J2

Do I Seem Bulletproof To You? - Prostitute!Jensen story for all those hooker fic lovers.

Someone you might have been- Spy-Verse. All time favorite J2 ever. I went through a plethora of emotions going through this, and it is still my very favorite. 

Louder than Words- This Jensen has a condition where he’s not only deaf but often sick and a Jared that is so funny and in love with Jensen that I just want to hug him all the time. I love the way this deaf!jensen is written like a whole bunch, and both boys are so cute and funny 

Naked under here- superhero Jared and Jensen

horas non numero - I kind of LOVE bertee’s J2 fics and this is no exception. Also I kind of have a historical kink that is only rivaled by my historical ROMAN kink. Series. 

J2 in space- Okay I rec this just because it is so fluffy and funny that I just couldn’t help myself. 

Fight the Rising Odds- J2 with Greek mythology!

Reanimated- An afterlife fic where Jared sells real estate in heaven and Jensen is an attorney in Hell. Cute and kind of angsty. 80k

Stained Glass Masquerade - Dollhouse AU

Full Service Firm - mistaken identity/ hookerfic

Reinventing Love Verse- This is kind of a guilty pleasure of mine. It can be really angsty and really adorable and I just want to hug everyone. The Js grow up together

Life is Like a Song - Jensen becomes Jared foster brother after a series of bad foster homes. This is really sweet and spans over a long time.

The Doors of Time - Okay so i might have a bit of a sick!Jensen kink. Long fic with shy!weird!Jensen and lots of piano.

Hewitched - Jared needs an assistant, and Danneel has a cousin who would be perfect for the job. (Very loosely based on the movie/TV show Bewitched.)

VESTI LA GIUBBA - Circus!fic with contortionist!Jensen and ringleader!Jared plus curses and magic? GIMME. Also gave me carivale feels even though its set in modern times. 

The Beat of Our Noisy Hearts - In a world where heartbreak is a literal condition, it’s Jared’s job to sew, fill and patch the physical wounds left in people’s hearts by lost loves, misunderstandings and betrayals.

Killer Romance - the Complete Series- impressive 44k words for a little adorable verse with BAMF!assassin!Jensen and cuddly!crime-boss!Jared. Basically badass and freaking cute

we’re still more in love than you think we are- angst, sexytimes, humor, everything you need for an awesome highschool J2 AU.

Yesterday Was the Day That I Was Born- HILARIOUS college AU with hooker!Jensen. This author is fantastic btw go read every J2 by her ever 

Tiny Plastic Flowers- Vampire!Jensen, angst, and shmoop aka everything you will ever need

Excitable Boy- Life in the psychiatric unit is quiet and easy and routine for Jensen until the day a new patient is admitted. I literally cannot count the number of times I’ve read this. MMM.

Keep My Fingernails Clean- Jared’s a teenage mortician secretly running the family’s funeral home business when his ailing father can no longer do so. Jensen’s a beauty pageant contestant who ends up on Jared’s embalming table after he dies on stage.

Stars Fall In- Growing up next door to each other in Calvary, Tennessee, Jared has known Jensen practically their entire lives. He knows almost everything there is to know about Jensen, harbors all of Jensen’s secrets. And that’s why Jared is hellbent on getting Jensen out of there, before it’s too late.

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i see ur "dean wants to breastfeed sam" and i raise u "sam wants to nurse from dean"

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Boy do I have a fic for you 🙃

why didn’t we get a deanmon Sammy demon blood relapse.

this is a personal affront.

I WANTED Dean to come at sam and sam takes him down but Dean’s struggling and Sammy just straight up bites him in the meat of his pectoral. Dean goes absolutely limp under him and as soon as the blood hits Sam’s tongue he’s gone mindless, sucking and gnawing at the crescent of punctures like he’s trying to nurse from Dean’s chest. And Dean lets him. Dean strokes his hair and eggs him on because he KNOWS just how much this will fuck Sam up when he’s sober again and Sam is crying and digging his nails into deans back and his nose is running and his chin is all over blood.

Dean gets turned back and they never talk about it. Dean still has the bite scars.

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a They Deserve Each Other shipping scale where on one end of the axis you have the “no one else is good enough for them” ships, and on the other end you have the ships that need to be together monogamously forever as a quarantine measure. whatever the fuck is wrong with both of them must be contained for the greater good.

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for anyone wanting a s1–4 Wincest song…here you go

Like…analyze the lyrics with me here for a minute:

“Three bullets in a wedding dress/Well I know he’ll kill me but I love that boy to death”

—Sam’s death, and how he left his apple-pie life for Dean

“Felt it bad when he took those pills/Saying ‘ha ha ha, we’re going straight to hell”

—Dean’s deal

“You turn around and tell me it’s okay/But my hands’ve still got the morphine shakes”

—Sam and the demon blood

“Drop out of art school/And spent my life in hotel bedrooms”

—Sam leaves Stanford for Dean

“He’s a violent man and his heart’s decayed”

—Could refer to either brother

“He’s a liar but I just can’t stay away”

—Dean, of Sam s4

“And he’s smoking out the window every morning/While I get high in the bathroom/We’re always on the upswing, baby”

—s4 vibes

“He’s got a new girl and I’m sure that she’s alright/but he still calls me late at night”

—could be about Stanford era and Jess, or s4 with Ruby, but I’m leaning towards Jess

“Voicemail sings a fucking wreck”

—The s4 Voicemail

“Living life on endless holiday/You’re so fun, but I’ve got bills to pay/And I don’t love any of these men/Just want to feel the most I can”

—Stanford era Sam vibes

“Hey baby, are you okay?/You’re always on my mind/Coffee stains, radio static, slice my collarbones/I love a boy who’s made of gold/I love a boy with curly hair and river eyes”

—Dean, of Sam

OH MY GOD THESE ARE JUST THE LINES THAT STOOD OUT TO *ME*

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when Dean subs it’s because he wants to take care of Sam

when Sam subs it’s because he wants Dean to take care of him

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I drew teen!sammy in the summer heat!

if this is what Dean sees all day long I really can’t blame him for wanting to tap that 😂

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sam calling dean mommy while dean rails him senseless

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Dean why is your hand…there…?

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GUYS ITS HERE

I’ve finally published my 3k oneshot weecest!

y’know, the one I’ve been posting about obnoxiously?

if you like dean and Sam being freaks about each other, check it out!

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…you boys aren’t even *trying* to be subtle anymore.

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there is something about women who watched spn for any reason other than destiel. we're all connected in a way

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Tumblr's great, it's so nice meeting people who share my incests I mean incests I mean incests I mean interests

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after what I posted I think I’m obligated to reblog this 😂

sam clutches books close to his chest like an anime schoolgirl because he knows his brother's tastes

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ok buzzfeed