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wannanuest · 8 years ago

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This is so so so important! Aron is such a brave and strong person, all of Nu’est members are.

I saw this and just wanted to talk about it- and how I already knew Aron was having doubts about being in Nu’est

I can’t even describe how many times my heart has been ripped out my chest this year. It was shit seeing Nu'est as four as Aron didn’t join Produce 101. Back then all we did was theorize why he didn’t go. This was before we found out the truth which was Aron actually did audition but got rejected by mnet.

Not knowing the truth is harmful, because my brain always believes the worst possible answer. In this case the worst outcome turned out to be true.

Aron was not remembered well- Before this reversal most people just gave him shit for a mistake he made many many years ago, even apologized for twice and is a completely changed person- all people knew him for was that one time he slipped up, back then no one gave a shit about nu'est and they didn’t remember Aron for anything else.

Aaron Kwak is truly a talented rapper, lyricist and singer. Even if he gets ignored. And I fucking love him with all my heart. I love every single bit of the person he has grown into, even if he’s still an idiot lol.

Me and many other old loves, despite wanting ot5 to last, when produce 101 started we thought Aron would leave Nu'est.

He has always said one day he wants to go back to America and study journalism, as he did get into the super prestigious New York University back then. And also… if you watch their old v-lives canvas era you will see Aron barely speaks. Nu'est members even admitted (sorry haven’t got source just believe me) sometime during or after Canvas era they fought.

As the oldest and the one who had another plan before becoming a singer, their failure was seriously affecting him mentally the most. Despite loving his members dearly, he was probably having doubts about why he even came to Korea in the first place. He IS SO CLOSE with his family, he gave up seeing them for YEARS in a country he didn’t know with a language he didn’t know just to follow his dream. HE SACRIFICED SO MUCH AND AFTER 5 YEARS ENDED UP WITH ALMOST NOTHING. Even Minhyun said the boys really thought they would be superstars. He was likely feeling sorry for himself and was going through a major slump/depression. In some V-Lives you can even tell Baekho is a little-pissed off haha he said things like “It’s like there’s only four of us here”.

The pressure of almost having to disband was getting to the members. Loves who are here longer than me thought produce 101 was nu’est rebranding themselves as four members without Aron. I know a lot of things, and i don’t tell you guys because Nu’est fans have been through hell and I don’t want you to suffer even more. Now I’m talking about it but back then the thought of Aron leaving made me wanna KMS for real! fuck nu’est ot5 is the reason I’m alive

So yes I knew Aron was likely to leave, especially if they failed on produce 101 that is why i get mad when I don’t see enough Aron content-It’s a fucking miracle Aron stayed and NU’EST aren’t disbanding, Aron has been through such a horrible miserable time for years, the only reason he stayed was for loves. So please please please Love Aron with all your heart,

Love Him Treasure him Notice his talent

Protect Aron with everything you have because despite literally almost leaving Nu’est, he didn’t. He does have pride but if he really did audition for pd101 he left that and sacrificed everything for one last shot at his dream.

He made his resolve to stay with Nu’est and not leave, and to look after his members even more. He stayed for US and we OWE HIM EVERTHING.

I would cry but I wouldn’t have blamed him for leaving, yet staying with Nu’est and working even harder, seriously stepping up his hyung game… Aaron Kwak has seriously made me respect him so much.

Please love and Protect Aron

#stan this precious man #i can't imagine nu'est without him

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wannanuest · 8 years ago

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Reblogging, bc IT WAS JUST SO CUTE

Jung Sewoon Enemies to Lovers Scenario!

I’ve sort of morphed together two anon requests to create my first Sewoon scenario, enjoy! (You + Jung Sewoon)

You and Sewoon were both music majors in college at a competitive music college that accepted very few students

You were majoring in piano performance, Sewoon was majoring in music composition

Sewoon was your senior at the school, and he was relatively famous at the school for being in a band and composing songs for others at the school and artists

In the band, he played guitar and sang, making him the “face” of the group, leading to widespread popularity

Because of this, you already knew exactly who he was before even getting accepted to the school

However, you (and pretty much everyone else) didn’t have any actual information on his personality outside of his music skills and band persona

He was relatively quiet in the classroom, only seen talking with his best friends Jaehwan, Youngmin, and Donghyun

(Sewoon and Jaehwan were actually caught wildly giggling together in class once, a rumor that had spread around the school earlier that year)

Basically anything that Sewoon did was talked about, but he didn’t really do anything about the attention

You had gone through your freshman year without many problems, it was a pretty normal year

So when you returned to school for sophomore year, the last thing you expected was to find that your dorm room assignment was right across the hall from Sewoon and Jaehwan

Like you open your door and bAM thats their room ! !

You were pretty nervous at first about this situation, because lets be real who wouldn’t be… the two were practically celebrities at the school (Jaehwan was highly regarded by the students because of his stellar performance on a singing variety show)

It was really cool at first, being so close to Sewoon and Jaehwan on a daily basis, even though you never talked to them lol (I mean, they were practically celebrities at this point)

You would always greet them politely, though, at least at the beginning of the school year

But that got old FAST

The long nights of singing and guitar strumming quickly turned from interesting to heLLISH

Like how are you supposed to sleep if the two decide to sing the Jurassic Park theme on repeat at 3 in the morning

Soon, you were absolutely tired of the both of them (physically and mentally), and after holding back for weeks, you finally ended up bursting one night when they just wouldn’t stop singing: this time it was Sewoon doing impressions and Jaehwan maniacally laughing in response

So in a matter of seconds, you immediately switched from being some harmless neighbor to psYCHO BITCH and gave the two roommates a piece of your mind

It really was a frightening sight: you screaming at the top of your lungs in a ginormous t-shirt, your hair going every which way, a consequence of rolling around in bed for hours

Jaehwan immediately apologized, but you didn’t hear Sewoon mutter under his breath “this is a music school, what do you expect”

(good thing you didn’t hear that, or who knows what would have happened)

Anyway you thought it would be all fine and dandy after that, as you headed into your room, but as you closed your door you heard Jaehwan being the idiot he is, claiming that your hair looked like Chewbacca if he “walked straight into a hurricane”

You whipped the door back open to scream some more, only to come face to face with Sehwan’s closed door

You sighed and gave up, climbing up to your bed to attempt to save the last hours of sleep you had left

The next morning, before heading to classes, you met Sewoon in the hall outside your door coincidentally

Not the best timing; you were still pissed at the whole Chewbacca thing

“Ah, (Y/N), good morning… I see you’ve… improved your hairstyle”, he greeted you, unable to hold back a mischievous smile at his own “joke”

It was the first time he had ever called you by your name, but you weren’t starstruck at all; if anything this comment worsened your mood

You didn’t have it in you to respond, and just blankly stared at him before walking away

Your anger subsided throughout the day, but when you returned back to your dorm in the evening, you were greeted with the undeniably pleasant but to you, angering sounds of a strumming guitar and a quiet voice

You dumped your backpack in your room and immediately walked over to Sehwan’s room, banging on the door

“It hasn’t even been one day, can y’all just stop fucking playing for one second??” you screamed at the closed door, once again looking like a crazy person

“Or can you just go play in a practice room or a common room or literally anywhere el–” you continued, your rant suddenly coming to a stop when the door opened, revealing a calm-looking Sewoon, his soft eyes meeting your gaze

You were taken aback: based on looks alone, he really could be a rockstar or a boyband member or a solo artist or a CEO or a male model the possibilities are endless

Just like that, your anger was drifting away (Sewoon is Powerful), and it took all your might to keep a stern face

But that didn’t last long, when Sewoon finally spoke

“(Y/N). You realize this is a music school, right? Am I not allowed to practice in my room? This is for my career as well. Think about that,” he calmly said, closing the door

You were unable to respond to that, but still angry: just because it’s a music school doesn’t mean they have to play at night every day… right?

Your mind ran wild with insults and angry justifications for his behavior: He really let the “fame” get to his head, didn’t he. His band’s songs are lame anyways, whatever…

But for the next month or so, your sleep was interrupted every day in the wee hours of the morning, after a few quiet hours from 10pm to then

Jaehwan and Sewoon thought you would be asleep by then, and resumed their practicing/singing/screaming

At first, you would confront the two every day, but after seeing absolutely no change (“we thought you were asleep sorry”), you just bought a pair of noise-cancelling headphones, which seemed to do the job (despite how uncomfortable it was sleeping with them on)

Other than those few meetings, you never met with Sewoon – the two of you just mutually and individually decided that talking with the other would not result in anything good

Jaehwan seemed politer though, and you always met him with a smile

But one night at the end of the first semester, you were surprised to hear a knock on your door – a switch from the times when you always used to bang on Sehwan’s door

You were getting ready to sleep, and opened your door… who was disturbing your nighttime routine?

It was Sewoon, looking like he hadn’t slept in days, looking like a crazy musician, and your expression immediately turned unpleasant

You were prepared to argue with him about whatever he had to say but fighting was apparently the last thing on his mind

“(Y/N), Jaehwan’s not here and I really need someone to run this piano verse by for an assignment due tomorrow; I need to experiment with the guitar while I hear it in the background, can you please help me I really urgently need this or I wouldn’t be asking” he rambled, some of his words completely incoherent

And how could you be angry at that? For the first time he looked not like this star of the school but instead like a normal college sleep-deprived kid, and you had to admit that was adorable

“Yeah, sure, let’s make it quick though,” you said, as he lead you into his room

“Sorry about the mess, I’ve kind of been busy lately,” Sewoon muttered as the two of you stepped around his strewn-about clothes and cans of energy drinks

You sat at the piano, where Sewoon set a piece of handwritten sheet music on its stand

Sewoon grabbed his guitar and sat on the bench, right next to you, your knees meeting under the piano

“Sorry about that (Y/N), I’d like to see the music as well,”

“It… it’s fine,” you mumbled, the words tumbling out of your mouth as a blush coated your cheeks: the position you two were in was… innocent but intimate

“Okay, you can start now,” Sewoon’s soft voice snapping you out of your daze

You began to sightread the music, and Sewoon’s guitar jumped out with random notes and chords, melting the sounds of both into a beautiful mixture that satisfied your ears

“Oh (Y/N), stop there hold on one second,” Sewoon breathed, grabbing a nearby pen and paper before he started furiously writing notes and rhythms

You were shocked at the sight: he really was a true musician, a genius even, and you didn’t understand the amount of effort he put into his songwriting until now

He asked you to play again suddenly, and he would pluck out the tune again in perfect harmony

At times he made you play a part over and over again before deciding if it was good enough, shocking you with how caring he was about a single measure, a perfectionist indeed

This pattern kept on going for hours: Sewoon asking you to play and then telling you to stop when inspiration hit him

Time flew by, and you had no idea how much fun you were having – sometimes you added in your own little flairs to the piece, causing Sewoon to add the bits he liked into the music permanently

Despite how much you two had despised one another, you made a good team

Sometimes your arms would bang on one another’s while playing, causing the both of you to laugh when wrong notes were hit as a result

You really felt yourself enjoying the time you spent with him: as a performer, you practiced a lot, but you had never experienced how much creativity it took to write music

He wasn’t just this incredibly beautiful and popular guy: he was talented and hardworking as well, and you felt the respect for him welling up inside of you

In the middle of the morning, Sewoon was finally finished with his writing

“Thanks so much for your help (Y/N), I would’ve been up all night if it weren’t for you… it’s so much more time efficient when I don’t have to play both parts,”

“It’s no problem,” you mumbled back, glancing shyly at Sewoon in response

You two stared at each other for a moment, still right next to each other on the bench, before Sewoon’s gaze snapped away and broke the silence

“It’s already 2, you should get back to your room,”

What?? 2??? Already?? I haven’t even been here that long, you thought, before checking your phone and gasping in shock, making Sewoon laugh

You had given up your precious sleep to be with him, and for some reason you weren’t mad at all about that

You stood up, ready to leave, but the thoughts you’d been having escaped your mind and out your mouth

“That was actually kinda fun, sorry I stayed so late… if you need help in the future just let me know,” you said, immediately getting embarrassed at your own words

Sewoon hit you with that charming smile, replying that “it was fun, nighttime is actually when I write best, so this isn’t late for me, no worries”

“Oh that’s why you–” you began, realizing that all those noises at the middle of the night were literally Sewoon composing like he had been today

You felt like an asshole and quickly bid him goodnight before escaping his room and jumping on your bed to attempt to sleep

But even though it was the middle of the night, much past your bedtime, you couldn’t seem to stop your mind from racing and your heart from beating about what had just happened

From then on, instead of meeting Sewoon with a glare or ignoring him completely when you saw him, you would subconsciously sneak glances at him or smile or blush and get all fluffy inside

You two would actually talk sometimes now, making Jaehwan completely confused on what changed the relationship between the two of you so dramatically

You suddenly didn’t mind the nighttime music sessions, and you actually found yourself falling asleep to the sounds of Sewoon and Jaehwan’s voices singing together

You weren’t sure if you two were friends now and didn’t know if you should approach him again or what

But about a week later, Sewoon approached you himself, thanking you for your help and letting you know that he had aced the assignment

You envied his being able to come talk to you like it was nothing (but little did you know that Sewoon had been looking for an excuse to talk to you again after that night

“Oh, I’m glad everything worked out, you really worked very hard on that”

“Thanks, I couldn’t have done it without your help, (Y/N),”

*cue awkward silence of twiddling fingers and stealing glances at one another

“Uh, so to repay you for that, if you want I can help you learn some guitar, it seemed like you were really interested that night,” Sewoon coughed out, nervously glancing at you (looking like a complete 180 (or 360 as ong would say) from his confidence-exuding stage presence)

“Oh, y-yeah sure that sounds fine, I mean I’d really like that,” you replied, this whole situation not making it any easier for you to focus

“Okay, Jaehwan won’t be here again tonight so just pop in when you’re free?”

“Sure, yeah, will do,” you replied, the both of you standing there for another second before waving goodbye and walking in different directions

For the rest of that day you couldn’t stop thinking about your meeting/lesson/date thing with Sewoon (what was it??) and zoomed back to your dorm after classes, stressing about what to wear and how you looked before giving up and settling for your normal sleep outfit

Don’t get ahead of yourself, (Y/N)…

You had no idea how you had gone from hating this guy to now… whatever you felt about him, but either way you weren’t thinking about it

That evening, you knocked on Sewoon’s door, and he opened it for your eyes to be greeted with a completely cleaned room

“Wow, Sewoon, you clean up well,”

“I assume you mean the room, not me,” Sewoon laughed back at you, as you finally looked at him, wearing a t-shirt and sweatpants lol

“You look really good too,” you let out accidentally, mentally kicking yourself as you caught Sewoon’s smile at your response, teasingly raising his eyebrows

The two of you walked into his room, Sewoon telling you to take a seat on his bed because that’d be the most comfortable place for you two to sit

He grabbed his guitar and sat next to you on the bed, immediately placing his guitar into your hands

“Uh, Sewoon, isn’t this your guitar,” you whispered nervously: it must be incredibly expensive, Sewoon was known for being extremely attached to and taking perfect care of his instruments

“It’s fine, (Y/N), I trust you, for now…” he replied, poking you

He started by teaching you the strings of the guitar and how to hold it, his fingers occasionally brushing yours, and his arm purposefully holding yours to demonstrate how to carry it

You felt his chest softly pressing against your shoulder and part of your back, and you thought that there was no way you would be focusing on the actual lesson

After that though, Sewoon let you play by yourself, you quickly picking up easy tunes like twinkle twinkle little star and hot cross buns (aw)

Your “lesson” thing lasted about an hour, and you actually started learning well – Sewoon was a great teacher

The lessons became a regular occurrence, happening most nights if not all, at the same time every day: Sewoon claimed that Jaehwan had an activity every night during that time anyway, so it’d be fine for you to come over

(what you didn’t know was Jaehwan was banished to a practice room or Youngmin/Donghyun’s room every night per instruction of Sewoon SLKDFJ LOL)

Sometimes your meetings would morph into a jam session, with you either playing like a n00b on the guitar or like a virtuoso on the piano, the both of you having a lot of fun together

One day Jaehwan got tired of having to wait forever to leave you two alone, and crashed your party, screaming “JUST DATE ALREADY WHY SHOULD I HAVE TO SUFFER FOR THIS”

“Wait, why are you suffering, Jaehwan,” you asked, unknowing of the situation

“SEWOON KEEPS KICKING ME OUT SO THAT HE CAN BE WITH YOU BECAUSE HE WON’T JUST TELL YOU ALREADY THAT HE–” Jaehwan exploded before Sewoon tackled him out of the room, slapping a hand over Jaehwan’s mouth, closing and hardlocking the door so that Jaehwan couldn’t even get in with his key LOL

“Sorry about that, (Y/N), I was going to tell you eventually but I guess he pretty much did the job for me,” Sewoon mumbled, sheepishly scratching the back of his neck

“I am honestly so confused right now, I barely could hear what was going on, Jaehwan honestly just seems psychotic,” you replied

“Oh, well…” Sewoon started, grasping one of your hands, “it’s pretty obvious but we’ve been spending a lot of time together and you’re a really good musician and really cute and I like you a lot,” Sewoon spewed out, as you stared in awe at his blushing face

He looks… adorable.

“UGH FINALLY!” Jaehwan screamed from outside the door (he must be listening lol), but the both of you ignored him (hah take that psycho)

“oh- oh? You do?” was all you managed to get out

“I mean, if you don’t like me that’s completely fine, I don’t have a problem with continuing to teach you guitar, I’ll just have to charge you now,” Sewoon laughed out, attempting at a joke as he let go of your hand

But instinctively you grabbed his hand with the both of yours

“No– no! That’s totally not it I mean I really like you too you’re practically a musical genius and you’re really nice to me even though I treated you like an asshole at first and–,” you awkwardly rambled, Sewoon cutting your words off by pulling you tightly into a hug

You expected him to say something, but all Sewoon was giggle like a fool and unlock the door for Jaehwan with one of his hands

“Hyung you can come in now,” letting Jaehwan fling open the door to find the two of you all cuddled up on one another

“EW I’M LEAVING THAT’S SO GROSS GET AWAY FROM ME” Jaehwan screamed, leaving the two of you alone again, laughing at whatever the hell just happened in the past 10 minutes

And that was that: you and Sewoon had somehow transformed from enemies to lovers

Lots of music dates, you willingly compromised your sleeping schedule to play music with Sewoon, sometimes writing your own

Guitar lessons continued, but… they became less innocent than before (I’ll let you decide what that should mean heh)

Nighttime karaoke was not unusual, and Jaehwan couldn’t resist participating

The two of you learned from one another, and brought different perspectives to writing and playing

You supported him at his concerts #1 fan lol and he always came to your piano performances

so darn cuTe yay

Music truly does bring people together :’)))

A/N: OMG this ended up way longer than I thought it would. Must be because I tried to incorporate both requests LOL whooops

also ahHH I feel so bad for not posting more in the past few days – I had to finish up exit presentations for my job but NOW I’M FREE for the most part so I promise to be a good admin and finish up all these requests! Thanks for your patience once again!!

#i hardly recomend #cutecutecute

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