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Well my wattpad made me make a new account so if anyone says anything, that's why. I feel it's important I post this here just in case because I don't want to be attacked on my new Wattpad account for "stealing content from another creator" when Wattpad literally screwed me over out of an account I've had since 2015.

Its sad and I want to cry really badly. I loved that account sm, plus I posted all of my headcanons on that account so I'm also really pissed off at the same time bc how fucking dare they force me to make a new account when I already had one to begin with.

Friend said to wait and try again tomorrow, I really don't think that'll work so I'll just make due for now. I hope someone contacts me one day with a way to get back into it bc the email I used for it is was made back when I was 12 and I'm lucky I remember my password for the facebook account.

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The thought of abandoning this account forever is a sad one. I had so many happy memories with it. I could always come back and check on it, but really there's no need to.

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What do I even do with this account at this point? Leave it as an archive?....

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Went to a basketball game with my pap and uncle today. Didn't watch the game, just kinda wondered around my college campus for a while before helping on of my class friends with a booth they were running as a part of their internship. It was fun, I met a few kids from the exchange program...

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op disabled reblogs so whatever my ask game now.

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*thows an fin dip packge @ u* happy V-day!!!

FUN DIP happy v day! /P sorry i was late reading this, I really appreciate it! Really!

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I don't know why, but I have a feeling that something really bad is going to happen soon. I'm going to trust my senses this time bc every time I've tried to "ignore it" something bad does happen.

So cheers to my forever annoying and crushing anxieties...

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😅 Can't reblog from my tagged account, reblogging here instead

@froggy-with-a-hat, @craftygamer256, @lowkey-aro-ace, @dragon-in-the-watery-bowl, @the-ultimate-puppteer, @mrmastermindmakoto, @snaggletooththecryptid, @ohlookitsnormannn + anyone else I may have missed (and im sorry if i missed you plx dont be mad at me)

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......Uh oh.

heheheh.... *cries in David kin*

Redid David’s bingo. I think it’s better and more accurate after I rewatched the prologue/chapter 1

mostly his scenes cause I’m a simp

Edit: I know that Just kinda Tired is there twice, just roll with it!

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find it funny that someone i thought left tumblr a long time ago only had me blocked on all of my accounts. and i have no idea why.

i don't think we were ever mutuals before so its not like it bothers me too much, but i don't think i ever said anything to set them off. my second account broke one of their dni but i never talked to them over that one i dont think...?

mmmm why am i even bothering, it's not going to change so i shouldn't be thinking about it.

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No context, but have you ever got into a fight online that like ruined your entire experience for a while?

That's like a constant fear of mine, that I get into a really bad fight and like half the internet would end up blocking me over it. Misunderstandings happen too, which don't really help, and a lot of people end up ultimately confused in the process.

Then I remember that outside of this account, very few people know the real me. Like the real me. Then I somehow end up feeling worse for like half an hour before I initially forget why I was upset in the first place and start playing Pokemon Quest on my switch as an act of avoidance.

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In all honesty, I'm not great when it comes to determining true or false statements online, not great with keeping up conversations online, and don't have the best social skills I guess? I come off as really blunt (as people have told me) or tend to say pretty stupid things. Even if I'm like being 100% serious some people think I'm joking, and it's honestly...like... frustrating? Confusing?

You would think at my age that I would understand people, but I really don't. Especially when they intentionally lie to you and others online and start drama, and end up with a lot of people being blocked over something that shouldn't have happened in the first place. Like the effects of it are to the point where if you unblocked people and tried to reach out, they're going to block you for it. So the pieces are going to lay where they are.

That being said, I would like to say if some random ever tries contacting me or any of my friends accusing people of shit with random "evidence" again, I'm not going to believe it. Unverified information should be ignored until it's proven 100% to be the truth with unbiased precision. Never jump the gun if the "evidence" isn't put in the right contexts, it could be simply a misunderstanding on someone else's part. You'll save yourself a lot of trouble that way.

I'd like to say sorry to some people for me being too gullible but I know I can't at this point. Which is completely fine, I get it. I've been way too trusting of ppl I don't know online and that's a me problem. I know the people this was intended for won't read this anyways, I just wanted to get this off my chest.

Moral of the story, don't get involved with stuff that has nothing to do with you, even if others try to get you involved or otherwise try to force you to get involved. It's really not worth it. Drama that isn't produced on a theater is not for you.

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Feeling better now. My second and third classes were much easier. I was even ahead in my UIUX class! I forgot about that....

Still have a bunch of work to do but i know I can break it down into smaller segments, then take like 5 minute breaks or so. I'll have this done in no time.

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Ok currently going through the most stress I've ever had in school in my life. To the point where I feel physically sick and can't eat much. Knowing that I basically have to redo all of my work for an entire class (I'm probably overacting but it honestly is a bunch of work, which i didn't even get the work I wanted to get done this weekend done bc of it) doesn't make me feel all that great to be honest.

My next class is in a few minutes, hopefully the teacher will give me a break for this one. I hope. I already have so much to do...

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*Gets 3 hour delay*

*still has to get up on time for regular hours bc teacher wants us to*

Thanks a lot snow, you have helped me 0%, all the hours of homework yesterday and I can't even go onto campus to print any of it out. Not to mention that the teacher won't even give us a single day off. yeah. Snow days are totally helpful, mhm, righhhhtttt. /src

At least I don't have to walk in the cold this time.

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To everyone who isn't in college yet, it's really tough to get homework done semester after semester. If you get burnt out easy it's really difficult, but honestly at the end of the day it still feels worth it.

If school is your thing, keep going to school (so long as you have the money too, literally don't k*ll yourself to get the money for it)

The one thing I learned through going to college is that managing stress becomes a gift. You wait until last minute to finish a project? I guess you're pulling an all-nighter then bc the teacher will no longer take any excuse (unless it's a doctor's note) without a lecture.

Also, NEVER take more than 15 hours (5 classes) at a time (unless you absolutely HAVE to graduate on time), bc the harder those classes are, the more work, research, and projects you have to do. On average a person needs at least 2-4 hours per class to finish assignments.

Worse case scenario is 4 hours per class:

4 x 15 = 60 hours of work!

I'm sure you're going to have less than 3 days to get some of your assignments done though, so multitasking is a must!

BUT! But when you're done, you can look at the things you've done and say "I did this!" "I made this!" "I made it." and be proud of every moment you spent working yourself to the bone to get to where you are now.

Moral of the story is: Follow your dreams! Even if it's tough!

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I just LOVE when my Illustator files crash right in the middle of editing work for school.....

Schoolwork is hard enough without having a heart attack thinking I have to start the project from scratch.....

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Old Fan - FNAF 1/2? Foxy

omg I hate how a single prompt got me to write an entire fic but mmmmmm I have more experience in writing nowwwww Also NO, this does NOT mean that I willing to write for the cast again per request. I am simply letting out some of my creative liberties. Damn I started this like a year ago....yikes.

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Ten years ago, you were a spunky, somewhat reckless eleven year old. You didn't have to think about bills, work, or school outside of finishing what little obligations you had before you could numb your mind watching TV and playing games.

You had all the time in the world. When you were invited to a party, you would go. Incidentally, that would cause you to meet someone who would end up plaguing the back of your mind for ten years.

"Alright kids, ye settle down!"

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You knew the "pirate accent" he was using was fake but it was humorous and charming to many of the girls in your class at the time. It didn't take long to form a liking to the character he played extremely quickly, finding comfort in the hot-headed pirate. Fazbear's Pizzeria surely had it made, the games, the sweet entertainers, and what your friends called an "indoor play place".

You collected the plush dolls of the beloved cast, though from the animated cartoon Fazbears had created to entice children to get sucked in. Seeing the animal counterpart of Foxy dressed up as a little pirate was enough to make you ecstatic.

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The time you went to show him the doll, he gave you an equally excited look.

"Aye will you look at this, is this me?"

"Yeah."

"I appreciate knowing that I'm your favorite lass."

You could still remember how embarrassing it felt when he said that. In front of your friends, god they didn't live that one down until for the longest time. You were more or less to stunned to tell him that the others wouldn't fit in your bag, the moment had already passed and he was back to playing games with the rest of the patrons.

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That party was the last time you saw him in person, at least until now of course. You weren't allowed to go back after a few "incidences" occurred as your parent's put it. You would learn later on that people had supposedly gone missing in that restaurant. You were skeptical of the rumors at best. You never had any bad experiences there, outside of seeing the staff's punching bag, "Mangle" get bullied by the older kids that were often dragged along for their younger sibling's birthdays. Any issues you saw with the rest of the cast never really clicked until you hit high school.

= You couldn't believe you were going back to that restaurant to see if the Foxy you knew as a kid was still working there. You knew he wasn't the mascot, but he was still fairly important in keeping kids in line and happy.

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To his coworkers, Foxy was just another bordering-washed-out child entertainer. To you though, you could only see the remaining glimmer of spark left in his eyes. He while seemingly tired, still had the drive to keep moving unlike the rest of the "cast" as Fazbear Entertainment always put it.

He's out on his break.

This is probably not the smartest move you've made before. The closer you got to your childhood idol, the more you could feel yourself slowly losing your nerve to talk to him. You had several thoughts go through your mind, a lot of "what if's" that only stopped the second he locked eyes with you.

"Can I help you?" “Um. I'm sorry but, are you Foxy?” “Yeah, you got the right pirate. Who's asking?”  “My name’s Y/N, I’ve been a really big fan of you since I was little.”  “Since you were little you say, I haven’t got that old have I?” 

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The man in front of you let out a sad laugh at the thought. He'd been working in the same spot for the prime of his youth, to think some kid who saw him in his early twenties would want to talk to him now was a little..... odd. Sure you may just be visiting places from your childhood and meeting your idols, maybe grabbing a few pictures before you leave.

To which you quickly corrected him. “No, no! I was just wanting to thank you.” 

“Thank me? You got nothing to thank me for.”  “That's not exactly true...You really made my childhood one I'm happy to remember. You’re the best!” 

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You could tell that made him happier than he cared to show. Poor guy hasn't had many people say stuff like that to him in years after all. More or less your sudden appearance was comforting, like he hadn't spent the last 20 years of his life doing this job just as a way to pay the bills that would constantly stack up.

“You flatter me kid. Care to stick around to humor this old pirate? I don’t have too many fans anymore.” You didn't miss the way his dipped into a more depressed tone. Still you had a feeling that you staying at his workplace distracting him would be more detrimental to his job than helpful. It seemed rather....off-putting as well.

The man had hardly spent what...ten minutes talking to you, and he already is asking you to spend time with him? Either the man was desperate for human interaction outside of his workplace, or he had some type of ulterior motive here. "I don't want to bother you while you're working." "It's no bother. My shift ends in about two hours. If you can stand the kids and my coworkers for that long." You have no idea why you stayed, with every red flag you saw you should have turned around, got into your car, and left by now. You still chose to believe that he has no alternative motives for this other than to reminisce and chat. At least that's what you told yourself, repeatedly, for two hours as you watched this grown man dressed as a fox pirate play with kids.

What could go wrong?

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Finally I came back and finished this damn thing... It's been sitting in my drafts for months! I just wanted to get this out of the way since it's been bugging me for the longest time. I hope you enjoyed it! If I choose to do original Chica or any of the other's stories, I'll do them on my alt, which is really unlikely since I'm no longer in this fandom.

But hey, at least you got the two foxes right?

1/20/23