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[weirdgurlvermil]

Feeling nostalgic, when I was about 12 he was definitely going to be my husband haha 😂 Seriously gutted I was too young to go see GnR then! Abs now I'm too sick and too broke, definitely not in this lifetime! #nostalgic #oldtimes #backintheday #gnr #gunsnroses #axlrose #williambrucebailey #waxlrose #faf (at Cantley, Doncaster, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqnL3bOgsBo/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=uytykace0si5

[weirdgurlvermil]

Ok, I have told some of you about this already, but I thought I'd explain to you all and you can understand why I am so uncharacteristically quiet. I am not ignoring anyone or being rude, and not drunk at 10am when I can't type right 🤣 These will give you an idea of what is happening in my body, essentially my brain is getting poisoned, this is why I'm also so tired, often I can't even write a status or comments - which is why I'm not online much. I forget stuff easily - even what I'm talking about! It can be fatal if it gets too bad, but my family and I know that and we are prepared for that eventuality. I am not having treatment, if I slipped into a coma and died then actually it would be one of the nicer ways to go! Thank you all for being so understanding that I'm not in touch with you all like I want to be, 98% of my life I'm asleep now - so it's nothing personal, I'm not making excuses, I'm not ignoring anyone at all, I'm not just being lazy or anything. Chances are that the chest infection has played it's part in this, which I also still have. Hope this helps to explain it to everyone 💓💓💓 #hepaticencephalopathy #esld #cirrhosis #liverdisease #liverdiseaseawareness (at Cantley, Doncaster, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpO0eb1HZ4U/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=141psu5980f2d

[weirdgurlvermil]

No I haven't vanished, but I am really unwell and lot of the time I can't even write a sentence so there's not much point me being on! I love you all 💓🤗🙏🏻✌🏻 Apart from you, yes you, you I adore😜😆 and you, you're just meh ok but I don't love you I like you lots but love? I'm just teasing of course I love you too #unicorn #goth #gothunicorn #hi #hello (at Backinmybedster) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpDjzXPHbKs/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1fjo3647zi9t

[weirdgurlvermil]

Pretty much sums my life up lately. Hour you're all keeping well 🤙🤘❤️💞💞❤️💞 #hello #sleepy #tired #spoonie #spooniewarrior #spooin Fell asleep doing this #sigh (at Cantley, Doncaster, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn_MaW5HasJ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1t8qp4ph2evri

[weirdgurlvermil]

Hey all! Just calling in. I am not any better, but I am getting accustomed to feeling worse so getting a bit more time awake some days. You're all always in my thoughts 💓💓#friends #hello #missyou #missyouall #withlove (at Doncaster)

[weirdgurlvermil]

Fun! Or something (at Yorkshire Wildlife Park)

[weirdgurlvermil]

Been changed from the Fentanyl patches coz I kept taking them off in my sleep (I am allergic to all kinds & my skin reacted to the for in em so itched then burns). Now on Zomorph, extended release Morphine Sulphate tablets 40mg twice a day. They seem to be working the same. Still not able to stay awake very long though why is kinda annoying, week as lot actually. And fed up. Really fed up. #terminalillness #lifelimiting #esld #endstageliverdiseasewarrior #endstageliverdisease #butyoudontlooksick #chronicillness #chronicpain #legaliseeuthanasia #righttodie #invisibleillnesses (at Doncaster)

[weirdgurlvermil]

Thank you @knightanddellaway @savwss @loztaylorwss for a nice warm t-shirt - ideal for today!! 🤙🏻💓 #knightnddellaway #uk #clothingbrand #clohung #fortheoutsiders #bigcartel #topstuff #comfyclothes #qualityclothing (at Cantley, Doncaster, United Kingdom)

[weirdgurlvermil]

If i somehow make it to or age this will be me 😂😂😂😂😂 #wacken #wackenopenair #heavymetal #oap #escaped

[weirdgurlvermil]

How metal are you when you see an advertisement for a map of the world in metal, but don't see anything else but metal so then have to scroll back up to find out is not *that* kinda metal? #heavymetal #metalworldmap #metalcrazy #godgaverocknrolltoyou (at Cantley, Doncaster, United Kingdom)

[weirdgurlvermil]

I could use my superpowers for good, instead I shall use them to take this piss out of the shocking tw*ts that run this Country. Evil Queen May, Gru Johnson, Nigel Fagin, & Walter Mogg (interchangeable with Lord Snooty Mogg) #uk #britain #unitedkingdom #politics #funny #photshopped #politicians #MPs #parliment #funnypost #funnystuff #nastyparty #nigelfarage #theresamay #borisjohns#reesmogg (at Cantley, Doncaster, United Kingdom)

[weirdgurlvermil]

Fed up. This country needs to get with it, stop living in the dark ages, stop leaving people who are terminally ill to suffer - worse than anyone who is a good pet owner would let their animal suffer, and give people the dignity of euthanasia if that's what THEY want! It's perfectly doable, you can ascertain easily enough if someone is being forced versus someone who isn't! Yes there would be a strict process understandably, but now we're finally going to be allowed cannabis based medication in the Uk on the NHS, now sort this out!! #fedup #ill #sick #spoonie #uk #britain #law #terminallyill #legaliseeuthanasia @dignityindying #euthanasia #suffering #sickofbeingsick (at Cantley, Doncaster, United Kingdom)

[weirdgurlvermil]

Need to work out how to make transitions smoother, the subject matter is to notch though. Thanks @loztaylorwss for this - it still cheers me up to think of this day 💓🤟🙏 #lozzy #loztaylor #lawrencetaylor #whileshesleeps #wss #GOAT #Video #videoediting #meetingyouridol #meetingyourheroes (at Cantley, Doncaster, United Kingdom)

[weirdgurlvermil]

That's me haha Goth unicorn 😂💓 Morning all #goth #gothgirls #unicorn #gothunicorn Thanks @peachygoku for tagging me in this on Facebook 💓 (at Cantley, Doncaster, United Kingdom)

[weirdgurlvermil]

I love my own logic at times ..... Or wishful thinking - I am not normally optimistic so make the most of this post 😂 #slipknot #coreytaylor #chrisfehn #seancrahan #Jim Root #joeyjordison #craigjones #mickthomson #sidwilson #paulgrey #jayweinberg #AlessandroVenturella #lyrics #heavymetal #music #bands #lovebands #lovemusic #sic #sicsix6 #6six9 (at Doncaster)

[weirdgurlvermil]

I've got birds in my attic, I swear they've got steel toecap boots on and are marching around up there! 😂 Photo - KRAHE (OR CROW) ICONIC PAINTING BY RUDI HUZLMEIER #birds #wildlife #wildbirds #rspb #rudihuzmeier #art #painting #iconic #history (at Cantley, Doncaster, United Kingdom)

[weirdgurlvermil]

Well...... So far today, which isn't very long yet but still... I feel better than i have done! Still not fantastic but definitely better! I am still terrible let in the day & an having to go to bed at about 6pm (yes, really! 😩) But! At least I've written this without falling asleep! 😀😀 #imback #hello #hey #hithere Made with #zeotropic @zoetropic_app (at Cantley, Doncaster, United Kingdom)