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Anime recommendation !!

So I started watching KN8 from episode 1 when it started airing and recently episode 8 came out AND IT WAS AMAZING. So i decided to read the manga and ended up finishing it in one sitting. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. I haven’t watched an anime so good to pick up the manga in awhile now.

This anime is about the mc who lives in a word where kaijus (monsters ish) roam around and attack the city. And the mc wants to join the defense force which are people who defend the city by killing kaijus. The problem is the mc has been trying to get in for years but eventually gave up. However his newfound junior helped him back onto his feet to try again. It was his last chance ever to join the defense force and he wanted to so deeply because he made a promise to the captain of the defense voice that he would fight along side her.

My favourite is definitely Hoshina! He is just so silly and his character is so cool and I was really enticed by him. He is adorable and amazing. I literally ahve no excuse to why I love him so much. I also love other character like Kaiju no.10, Narumi, Kikoru, Mina, Reno and Iharu (practically the whole cast).

BUT YEAH. This anime is beautiful and I suggest you’d give it a try ! 💗

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Would you be interested in writing something inspired by the song ‘Hold On’ by Chord Overstreet with Fuegoleon and Leopold please? I am so starved for angst it’s not even funny. Thank you.

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“Well I hope you feel better now!" Mimosa smiled as she took a stop and turned to her cousin.

Leopold directed his head to see the door to his room which Mimosa had paused in front of then moving his gaze back to her. "Yeah, I do. Thanks for everything!" Leopold Smiled.

He walked up to Mimosa and pulled her into a hug. Mimosa was a bit startled at first but she melted in and hugged back. 

Leopold had been feeling like a mush of shit recently, nothing was right. Everything was messed up, his family, the people around him, his feelings, his physical state and himself in general.

Everything hurt all over, his head was pounding, his eyes were burning, his stomach was twisting and turning and he could collapse at any second.

Why had he been feeling likes this? Simple, parents and people around him.

Leo is always dreading any events and ceremony’s. He doesn’t have a choice but to go because of all that royalty business. He mostly doesn’t want to go because of the people there, sure.. Mimosa and Noelle are there but that doesn’t stop him for hearing others bicker about him in such a nasty way. His parents let alone don’t even want to be seen with him. Mereoleona and fuegoleon get to slip out of stuff like this most of the time so Leo is just left to deal with it and listen.

When everything ends and they make it home his parents immediately start complaining and yelling, sometimes even hitting. 

This whole week Leo has spent crying himself to sleep from either pain or too much stress and emotions. He was reaching his breaking point.

After saying his farewells to Mimosa. The boy walked into his room and closed the door behind him then dragged his feet towards his bed and collapsed right onto it and melted into the soft material.

It felt nice to finally just rip off the mask and rest in the pool of all that pain and stress. He didn’t want to ignore everything he’s been going through. He wanted to soak it all in and accept it. He didn’t want to talk about it and let it all out. He wanted to praised on how well he handled everything.

Leopold rested his eyes and let a few tears slip out.

*

The next day Leopold had been sent on a Mission. 

“Conqueror the Dungeon and find the treasure hall, Simple as that. Now get going brat.”

Turns out it wasn’t so simple because Leopold was on his way back to the crimson lion kings base, limping and also trying to hide his injury from his two squad mates. 

It was laughable really. A diamond mage had managed to catch him off guard and stabbed Leo at the side of his waist. It wasn’t too fatal but it definitely wasn’t something to brush aside.

In the end, he had taken care of the mage before resuming to his search for the treasure hall, trying to ignore the sharp sting of pain coming from his side. It took all of his willpower to keep the tears locked in.

Leopold sat onto the back his squad mates broom as they made their way back to the Crimson Lion Kings headquarters.

He felt the cold air crash against the back to his neck and he trembled a bit.

“You look exhausted, everything alright?” Elliot auestioned, slightly turning his head to look at Leo who had his head hung low and hands clutching onto Elliot’s waist from behind.

“Hm? Y-yeah.. Just tired”. Leopold flinched at how hoarse his voice was. It felt as if something was clogging up his throat, it hurt to speak. “My opponent was stronger than I anticipated”

“I could tell. You have blood all over, I almost thought it was yours for a second. Make sure to get checked out though just in case” The black haired mage smiled before turning away from Leo and looking forward again.

Leo hummed in response and hovered one of his hands over his injury. He hasn’t told them about it. He didn’t want to bother them with such an inconvenience, besides it’s not so bad. Sure it hurts and stings like crazy but he can handle it.

No he can not.

Leopold was sat in his bathroom which was connected to his bedroom and he was leaning against the wall letting out broken sobs every now and then.

It hurt. It hurt so bad. He tried to pull the blade out but it just made it worse so he just kept it in. 

Elliot had said he would report back to Fuegoleon so Leopold had ran to his room and collapsed onto his bathroom floor.

It hurt. It really did. He had just punched his mirror so the added sting from his hand was not helping. It was taking so much for him to not just stab a piece pf glass through himself just to stop all of this.

He could hardly move. He wanted to scream. He wanted to silently cry. He wanted to tear apart whatever reached his hands. He wanted to be handled with care, like a delicate glass object that will shatter at the slightest pressure.

He just wanted everything to stop.

Leo lifted up his shirt as he looked down at the mess of blood at the left side of waist. It was disgusting. Blade still stuck in there. Its a miracle he hasn’t passed out yet. 

The Blood tripled down his torso and onto the marble floor. It was bright crimson red and there was no end to the overflowing mess. It was overwhelming to look at.

He grabbed onto the handle but paused. Someone had entered his room. He could hear the faint footsteps growing closer to the bathroom door.

“Leo? Are you here? You alright?” Fuegoleon called out knocking on the bathroom door. When he didn’t get a responses he figured Leopold wasn’t here so he was about to leave. However, the shuffling on the other side caught his attention and was that a cry.?

Fuegoleon scrabbled for the handle and pulled on it but the door was locked.

“Leo?!” He yelled, panic evident in his voice. Leopold sat still on the floor trying to form a responses.

“Fue-..” he trailed off and chocked on another sob. It was more pathetic than anything really. Truly an embarrassment.

“Are you in there? Open the door right now!” Fuegoleon tried to maintain his tone to not scare Leo, but that was hard given Leopold had just came back from a mission and the description Elliot had given him about Leo’s current state didn’t sound so good.

“Help…” was the only thing coming out of the youngers mouth. No other words were able to be formed. You could barely even hear it from the other side of the door. It’s fine though, because that was all Fuegoleon need to knock down the door and rush to his brothers side.

“Leo?”

And the rest was all a blur.

*

Leopold had awakened to the feeling of s soft material cushioning his head and body. A blanket was wrapped tightly around him and he hasn’t felt this comfortable in awhile. He missed this feeling..

He opened his eyes as they adjust to the bright light. It took a flew glances around the room to realise this isn’t his bedroom. He doesn’t know where he is. 

Panic settled within him as Leo shot up from his bed but immediately regretted it as he was hit was a dizzy spell and a sharp pain emitted from the side of his waist. The pain felt familiar.. 

He tried to recall the previous events of the night that had occurred for him to end up here. No one was in the room right now. It was just him alone. 

Leo leaned against the wall and covered his lower body with the blanket. Why was he in the infirmary? He doesn’t recall getting injured. Unless he was drugged by something that had fogged his memory up. Leopold is sure he is fine. Well that was if it wasn’t for the splitting headache and pain that was fixed onto his side.

It felt familiar for some reason.. not in a good way. Not in a way as if you’ve seen the familiar face of someone you love. It was different. Like a constant reminder of something that he couldn’t quite put his finger on.

His train of thoughts were put to a halt as someone entered the room. Owen. 

“Ah! You’re awake? How are you feelings.” He smiled and grabbed a chair along with a glass of water and sat next to Leopold’s bed. He put his hand out with the water for Leopold to take but the boy remained stiff.

Owen frowned and placed the cup onto the nightstand and let out a long sigh.  

“Do you remember what happened?” He asked with a slight tilt to his head. His voice was airy and gentle. It was very soothing and it didn’t ring in his ears like how everyone else’s had been doing for the past few weeks.

Leopold gave a subtle shake to his head. Owen opened his mouth to say something but the words were caught in his throat as someone else entered the room. 

Nozel..?

Leopold perked up as the man emerged from behind the door. What was Nozel doing here? Leopold would have assumed he had came to talk Owen if he hadn’t came up to him and handed Leo a letter.

“It’s from your sister. I was surprised at first because she usually never bothers with letters and stuff but it seems she was worried for you.. just has a very… different way of expressing so..”

Leopold took ahold of the letter but he didn’t open it. He held it in his hands and focused on the contact between his skins and the paper. It felt grounding for some weird reason. 

When Leopold had eventually looked up again. Nozel muttered a ‘get well soon’ before swiftly exiting the room. 

The door didn’t have time to fully close before opening again. This time someone different had entered 

Fuegoleon…

Owen had gotten up and grabbed something from a shelf before leaving. It was obvious he wanted to give the two brothers some space.

Fuegoleon ignored Owen and walked over to Leopold. He had an unreadable expression plastered onto his face. Leopold couldn’t make out what emotions he was feeling or what he was going to do.

Leopold just sat stiff, not knowing what to do. The closer Fuegoleon got, the more he felt his heartbeat begin to speed up. His older brothers footsteps were ringing in his ears. He was staring to feel faint.

Nonsense! This is his older brother. So why is he so scared. Why can’t he face him?

Fuegoleon pushed Owen’s chair to the side and sat at the edge of Leopold’s bed. They both just stayed still.

The older of the two put his arms around Leopold and kissed the top of his head. Leopold heard a sniffle which shook him. Was his brother crying..?

“Big brother… what’s wrong?” Leo rasped out. His throat was slightly bruised and it hurt to talk, but that didn’t matter now.

“Leo I’m sorry.. I’m sorry, I was so scared oh my..” Fuegoleon let out a broken sob. Leopold didn’t know what to do but awkwardly return the hug. He has never seen his brother cry before, this was a first. He felt even more worse knowing the reason for his older brothers tears was himself.. 

“I don’t know what I would’ve done if I lost you.. Leo why, why didn’t you tell me. Why didn’t you ask for help. What was stopping you?!” Fuegoleon raised his voice as he went on. He tried to conceal his emotions, he didn’t want to get mad at his younger brother, especially since his anger wasn’t directed towards him. He was angry at himself.

“I-I.. I’m sorry, I thought…” Leo trailed off and lowered his head as Fuegoleon tightened the hold he had on him. It was like as if he let go, Leopold would disappear.  

“Don’t say anything. Don’t” 

So he didn’t. Leopold didn’t say anything and neither did Fuegoleon. They both sat there in each others arms. No words were needed to convey their feelings. Actions were enough. More than enough.

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Where the FUCK is Leopold?!

Is he taking a nap? We have not seen this man in like 70 chapters

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he's being eaten

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’Ah, so you finally noticed me’

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@ramlethalcake here is the offical art of Luka and Till

This was posted awhile ago and I feel so stupid for not realising that Luka and Till will eventually go against each other.

I’m honestly just really scared for Till. If Luka messes with his head like he did with Mizi then I don’t know how Till is going to be able handle it. He might just go insane.

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All the theories of what the Aliens did to Till here… I didn’t believe them until I did my own analysis and om it might be true..

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Till grabbing onto his neck after Ivan let go. Because the phantom feeling is still there. The remains of Ivan. The last touch. The last time Ivan laid his hands upon him. Its like Till wants to desperately grasp onto it, because he knows thats the last he will ever get from Ivan.

There is also an official art where Luka is strangling Till aswell. Imagine Till images Ivan while Luka strangles him in round 7. Goodnight everyone I can’t do this anymore

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THEY FORCED TILL TO SING CLEMATIS?! IM DONE GOODNIGHT EVERYONE.

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If Till doesn’t die when he goes against Luka. I think at this point he is just going to do it himself. He has lost Mizi. The only person who he felt loved by and Ivan died right before his eyes.

Even before Ivan’s death he still looked dead inside. When Ivan was strangling him. We see Till give up the struggle and just accept it. Like he wanted to die and get all this over with

I’m not okay

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First and last kiss.. Vivinos you are evil. I can’t do this anymore why did I watch alien stage. Just wanna time travel back 1 year and 7 months before and stop myself. I’ve been crying all day. Ivantill has ruined me..

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Round 6 spoilers

I just finished crying over round 6 so here.

The way Ivan gently handles Till here.. It was so soft and the little nuzzle, Vivinos is trying to kill us because I cant do this anymore its too much

Why was this actually cute.. At first I thought it was like sauce on Till’s cheek but no It was blood. I’m starting to think Ivan is like some vampire.

Do I even have to say anything..? This was the moment I started crying. The way Ivan ran up to Till and till pushed him away but Ivan pulled him back in because he knew this was their first and last kiss.

The way Ivan checked to see if Till is winning because he was planning on losing on purpose for Till then pulled him in for their last kiss. I can’t do this anymore

THE CHOKING?! TILL HAD NO BUSINESS BEING THIS FINE?! I was going insane like while watching this I was practically already a waterfall

Vivinos when I catch you Vivinos.. Till lost Mizi and now Ivan.. I can’t do this anymore. When I tell you I was screaming and crying. His smile and how Till is just standing their above his body..

Hyuna got injured so her and Mizi didn’t make it in time to save them. This just makes Ivan’s death 10x worse.

Luka vs Till..?

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No one talk to me

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Ivantill theme before Round 6? 😭😭

Anon.. It’s been a Year and 3 month wait and it’s coming out in a few hours. I’m literally about to combust I can’t handle this. If Ivan dies I will cry. If Till dies I will cry. If they both die I will cry. If they both live I will cry.

Doesn’t matter how this round ends, I’m going to be in tears. I’m begging for Hyuna and Mizi to save them because we see them pull up to the stadium at the end of ‘All-in’. At this point all we can do is hope for the best..

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STOP THE APRIL FOOLS WAS NOT FUNNY😭

IM SORRY EVERYONE 😭😭

I promise I’m working on the actual fic. Its almost done. For an apology I’ll give you a little snippet of it.

After saying his farewells to Mimosa. The boy walked into his room and closed the door behind him then dragged his feet towards his bed and collapsing right onto it and melted into the soft material.

It felt nice to finally just rip off the mask and rest in the pool of all that pain and stress. He didn’t want to ignore everything he’s been going through. He wanted to soak it all in and accept it. He didn’t want to talk about it and let it all out. He wanted to praised on how well he handled everything.

Leopold rested his eyes and let a few tears slip out.