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i THINK i like my friend's brother, but i don't know because i have like so many "crushes" and i don't know if i just romantize them... but ye the friend's brother, but he's though one year younger than me, and i don't know if that's weird or not...

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i need some friends who i can talk to about the ruby red trilogy. idc if u have read or watched the films, i just need people who know what i'm talking about.

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she's all that [slytherin version]

pairing - theodore nott x fem!reader.

summary - a relationship that started off as a surprise can't mean something good. especially when you're involved with a slytherin.

warnings - angst, grammar and vocabulary mistakes.

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a/n: I AM NOT A HARRY POTTER FAN, but i do like theodore nott, so if i got smth wrong, don't come at me. i wrote this very fast, so it may be rushed :) this idea has been stuck in my mind for days, so i hope you enjoy. i will be not writing part2 and this will be my only fic about the harry potter universe!

theodore's fingers gently brushed up and down y/n's thigh while she was observing the scene in front of her.

teenagers from all the houses dancing. sweat and alcohol filling the air, the beat of the music pounding in the girl's ears. this was unusual for her, for both of them, to attend a crowded party. the couple would rather spend time alone, but they had promised their friends, well, mattheo and draco, since they were so eager to come.

y/n sighed and layed her head on her boyfriend's neck as the girl's fingers played with the hair at the back of his neck.

"you okay?" he whispered.

"mhm."

his lips pressed a kiss on her forehead, which made the smile on y/n's face grow even more.

she continued to lay in silence while theo chatted with mattheo and blaise, who were satted at the same table.

"i think y/n needs to play some beer pong or else she'll fall asleep," mattheo spoke.

"are you so desprete to lose?" the girl gave him a small smile.

"don't be so sure of yourself, y/n/n," the boy grinned.

she opened her mouth to speak, but a voice interrupted, "heyyy guyyyss," a drunk draco appeared in front of the table.

blaise scrunched his nose, "fucking hell, how much did you drink?"

but the question was left hanging as draco pulled out some money from his pocket, "beforew i fodget, hers the money you wonn."

theodore tensed, and his hand stopped on his girlfriend's thigh as he looked at the money. y/n furrowed her eyebrows, "you won a game or something?"

"it's nothing serious."

"c'mon bro," draco smiled, "give yourself some credut, yao got the girl on thhe hook!"

mattheo grumbled, "draco."

the girl turned her head to her boyfriend, "what's he talking about?"

theodore just gave her a small, tight smile, "he's just drunk," he kissed her cheek while slightly squeezing her thigh, "let's just go, you need some rest."

"theo, man, just ttake the money," the blonde boy put it on the table in front of him, "you compuleted the bet, consgrats."

y/n stiffened, when she felt the air tense around, "what bet?" her eyes were still locked on her boyfriend, "theo, what is he talking about?"

"just forget about it, bella."

draco started speaking, "tell her, don't bse a skank," he looked at the girl, "we made a bet, about the-

the boy beneath her tensed, "malfoy."

"theodore sleesping with yoou, we actually never thought that he'd succeeds, but look at our boyey."

y/n's heart stopped. she actually stopped breathing.

theodore nott was known as the player, but when he approached her, she never thought that it was for bad intentions. the girl was shocked, of course, that the famous theodore nott had interest in her, but never in her wildest dreams did she think that he would do such a horrible thing.

when they both arrived at hogwarts, they became good friends, but when he started hanging out with the slytherin group, he just disappeared and forgot about the girl. completely ignoring her. living his new life.

but years later in potions, when he came up to her with the question "do you want to be partners for the project?" with that slight smirk of his and those beautiful eyes, she never thought that he, theodore nott, would do that. y/n was happy that maybe she would get her friend back. at the end of the day she was just a girl who saw the best in others.

sooner or later, that would lead her to be shattered, like right now, when she felt her heart break.

"cara mia," theodore started, but the girl just removed herself from his lap, standing up.

her eyes landed on mattheo, who couldn't look at her, "you knew?"

silence.

after becoming closer with nott she befriended mattheo riddle, but as time went by, he became one of her best friends. but now staring at him, y/n realized it was all a lie.

she felt theodore gaze her arm, "y/n, let me explain," but she pulled it away, starting to walk away.

draco smiled, "heeey, no hard feelingss, it was jusft for fun."

but she ignored him while walking towards the exit.

this happened in films. in books. god, she was so naive. all those looks, all those late night talks, the way he ressured her when she felt low, the way he held her when she felt blue. the touches. kisses. secrets. the "i love you." it was all a show.

tears started to appear in her eyes, but she tried to hold them in. the girl wouldn't cry. not because of her stupidity, not because of him.

she heard the doors behind her slam shut while a voice was trying to get her attention, "y/n, please, let me explain."

he ran closer, "i swear it's not like that, i love you," he reached for her hand, "y/n, i swear it was a mist-"

the girl spun around, "were you involved with other girls while all this was going on?" she looked into his eyes.

"bella-"

"yes or no?"

but he didn't reply and she knew the answer. y/n bit the inside of her cheek, trying not to break in front of him, "you know what hurts the most? knowing that if the bet wasn't made, you would have never talked to me and still kept ignoring me, like the past two years."

"y/n, please-"

"fuck off, nott," and just like that she left him in the hallway. left him with her heart, that, once again, was broken. broken by the boy that made her feel everything. that made her feel pure happiness, who made her feel at home.

but it all was a lie. it all was a fucking bet. and y/n y/l/n was just a game.

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guys, i promise fics about the inheritance games will be coming out, i just need to get a hold of my life first 🙏

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heyyy my mental health is not great at all rn and i lowkey wanna go lay down into oncoming traffic do you have any tips on how to get out of such a dark place bc i am seriously considering ending it all

heyy, luvv.

i am struggling myself with this - finding a way how to deal with my mental health issues. all i can say is that u should rest and cry. take the days off, don't talk to people, just relax. if ur friends are real they'll understand.

also look at this perspective - are u really willing to end this all just because right now everything is shit? BELIEVE ME I KNOW ITS HARD and the easiest thing is to let go, but life is one big fight, and we have to overcome things to see the light.

journaling also can help. writing ur problems and blues will help u cope with the pain.

but remeber 'hakuna matata' - no worries, no trouble, take it easy. try doing smth that made u happy - going outside, dancing, painting, reading, ect.

I KNOW THAT I AM QUITE SHITTY WITH THIS, but if u need to talk to someone i am here !!!

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my roman empire is what would have happened if i never moved when i was six. i know that i would have been happier, also my family. our friends are there, and every time they come to see us, i get sad when they leave because they are my family, too. i feel so out of place most of the time here, and i know in my heart that everything would have been better if we hadn't moved.

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OMGGG GURLL THIS MEANS A LOT, THANK U HAHAHAH :D

midnight drop

pairing - grayson hawthorne x reader.

summary - a late-night swim in the swimming pool after the shocking will reading doesn't help grayson cool down, but it's a good thing that his girlfriend is there to help.

warnings - spoilers from the book "inheritance games", shirtless grayson + kissing.

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a/n: my first grayson fic has finally arrived, yeyeyeyeye :)) i also have to read the third book, but i don't want to, because I don't want the series to end.

y/n sat on the edge of the swimming pool. the sky was dark, but not pitch black, because the stars were visible. even though the girl felt at peace, she felt slight waves crash against her legs, making her lip corners lift.

the reason she was out at midnight was because of her boyfriend. grayson hawthorne. her eyes followed his figure in the water.

swimming laps was his way to relax. to clear his mind. but it was visible that he couldn't get the shocking news from today out of his mind.

even though he wouldn't admit it, y/n knew he was quite upset. she could tell by his tensed muscles and by the tone of his voice, as he spoke, filling in the silence.

the fortune that he should have inherited from his grandfather. the things that he should have gotten, for his hard work and his wasted time, were given to a random girl named, avery. and the question was - why?

why would someone leave something so meaningful to a random person? but in the hawthorne house surprises and mysteries were a normal thing, so the girl couldn't help but smile, when she heard her boyfriend, for the thousand time, talk about how the girl had seduced or manipulated him.

"what?" grayson noticed the grin on the girl's face.

"nothing."

"then what's so funny?" he slightly furrowed his eyebrows as he stopped swimming.

she just shrugged with a smile still on her face.

"y/n."

his stare was intense.

the kind of intense that made grayson stand out. that stare that made others feel threatened or powerless, but for the girl, it was like she was the only girl he could see, while the world slowly disappeared, "it just humerus me how you think that she manipulated your grandfather because he was the real mastermind."

"so funny," he stated, as he rolled his eyes.

she could feel the annoyance in his tone, which made her want to tease him even more, so she continued, "that's what i'm saying."

but for some reason his next move wasn't the one she taught it would be - him getting more frustrated - but instead grayson started swimming towards her, "mhm, yeah, really funny."

"wha- what are you doing?"

"nothing," he said calmly, with a small smile.

sensing that he was up to something, she started to take her leg out of the pool so she could get away, but before the girl could do that, y/n felt the boy's wet hand on her leg, holding her in place, "gray..."

"mhm?" his hands slowly traveled up her thighs to her waist.

"what are you planning?"

a smirk appeared on his face and she felt his hands grip her sides tighter, "i just want to laugh too."

"wait grayson-" but her words were silenced when she felt the cold water.

her clothes, face, and hair were soaked. y/n felt the coldness against her skin, hitting every nerve, that made her immediately come up from underwater.

the girl saw her boyfriend laughing and she splashed water on him, "you idiot!" but that didn't stop his laughter, "it's not funny you asshole!"

"oh, but it is," he chuckled, as he reached for her.

when she felt grayson's hand grab her side, y/n removed from his touch "don't touch me."

the boy smirked, "you mad, princess?"

"fuck off."

"that's quite hard when you're so beautiful," he reached for her side again.

"i'm wet," y/n stated in a serious tone, but when she saw the boy's eyebrows slightly lift, the girl immediately said, "not like that!"

"i didn't say anything," he pulled her closer with a grin on his face.

y/n rested her head on his shoulder, so he wouldn't see her tinted face, "i'm still mad," her hands wrapped around his waist.

"oh, really?"

the girl hummed. she felt his hand move slowly up and down her side.

"well, there's no need to be. i didn't do anything," he added.

she pulled back and stared at him, her arms remaining in their place, "oh, really?" the girl said the same words as he.

grayson gave her a small smile, before leaning in and capturing her lips in his. he grabbed the back of her thighs and lifted her, so the girl could wrap her legs around his waist.

y/n's arms wrapped around his neck, "i despise you," she murmured in the kiss.

grayson started to trail kisses down her jaw towards her neck, "we both know that's a lie, princess."

and it was because y/n y/l/n would die for him. her heart beat for him and he was her home. her safety. grayson hawthorne felt the same. that's why their love for each other was magnificent.

"well maybe now you're right," the girl murmured.

he disattached his lips from her skin and looked at her, "i'm always right," and with that, he leaned in for another kiss.

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we won the lacrosse game! and ur advice rlly helped me calm down tysm luv <333

OMGGG, YEYEYEYYE!!!! I AM SOO HAPPYY, CONGRATSS ;)

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omg pls help me love my anxiety sky rocketed today bc i have a lacrosse game coming up and i fr just need a lil bit of comfort dude (if u don’t want to thats alright too <33)

GURL IDK WHAT TO SAY. i get u, but just listen, don't let it get to u, AND ENJOY THE MOMENT WHEN U R ON THE FIELD. because a lot of the time u just focus on the stress and then later ur like "it wasn't so bad, i could have done better, i want to do it again". so just enjoy it.

and two more things - if it won't matter in 5 years, don't spend more than 5 minutes thinking about it. don't stress about things u can't control, and don't stress about things u can contol.

OKAY I HOPE I SOMEHOW HELPED, BUT THIS WAS PROBS SHITTY, hahah. BUT I HOPE IT GOES WELL !!!

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i haven't seen this guy in two years, and, yet, when i did i never talked to him. also, his friend thinks i'm weird and probs doesn't like me... but i wanna follow him on instagram... but it's a really bad idea, right?

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i started watching criminal minds and i am in love.

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do i have an idea for a xander hawthorne x reader imagine? yes, i do. will i be writing it and posting it soon? indeed i am :)

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jameson hawthorne's first appearance in the inheritance games will always be one of my fav scenes in the series.

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sorry to be needy, but do u have any inheritance games fics coming up? I love ur writing so much, have a blessed day!! <3

yeah, i have a lot of requests and ideas, so sooner or later i will be posting smth (i'll let you guys know).

i'm just planning on rereading the series again, so i can remember everything better and recall the personalities of the characters.

but, yeah, for sure i will be writing some more ;)

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hey luv, i just wanted to thank you, your writing got me out of a really hard time and i know you probably hear this a lot but you literally saved me and i appreciate u so so much. i hope ur life is filled with love bc u deserve it so much more then u know <33

omg, this made me so emotional. i'm glad that i have helped. that's the best thing about creating stuff.

if u ever need someone to talk to, i'm here <3

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i HATE teen wolf, season 6, episode 1. it makes me physically and mentally sick. it hurts. like i fear and hate the ghost riders.

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can we normalize liking an artist and listening to their music without needing to hear questions like "name all of the beatles songs... tell me everything about george or ringo."

i listen to music. i listen to what i like, whether it is pop, rock, r&b, rap, or even country.

I'M A MUSIC LOVER !!!